Chapter: Life starts all over again (Chapter 3)

But despite everything, Son-gochi is my very best friend, and I know that I can always trust her.
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I think without her I would never have survived the time when I was still at home. I owed her so much.
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As happy as I was to see her again, I was also scared.
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I let go of Son-gochi and stared seriously at her. "Hopefully you didn't tell my parents that I was here, did you?"
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She looked sadly at the floor.
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"Sorry Bra."
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I lost all hope.
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"When you were passed out, my mother called her. I tried to stop her, but it didn't help."
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That was it, my life was over, for good. But what should I do now? I could just sit and wait, waiting for my fate to be devastated.
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Anyway, I won't die, but I believe what happens to me will be worse than death.
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I was scared, terrified.<br />
I didn't want it to end like this, if only I hadn't left town.
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No, it wasn't the wrong way, definitely not.
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I should never have been born, that would have saved many a lot.
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But I'm here now, and nothing can be done about that, never.
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I had to put up with it, I was born in this family.
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But in no way will I give up my search, I will never give up, whatever happens, never.
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I've come too far to end my life now.
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I felt it right, slowly but surely I got hope again.
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I'll manage it, and now through Son-gochi I know that I'm not alone.
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I looked at the clock on the wall. Already 10 o'clock in the evening, when will my parents be coming? Son-gochi went to her closet and looked for a few things, which she then threw on my bed.
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She said smiling:
<br />"Don't look at it so closely. It'll be fine. Put some fresh clothes on for now."
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Only now did I notice that I was no longer wearing my old clothes. I was wearing pajamas that probably belonged to Son-gochi.
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"Where are my things?"
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Son-gochi grinned at me.
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"The old scraps? My mother threw them in the laundry." I was visibly embarrassed, because my clothes really didn't look very inviting, I had to deal with them for a long time. I wasn't even sure if the clothes could still be put on, with so many holes and cracks in them.
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The pants were totally torn and the top didn't look any better. But I didn't care, at least I had something.
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In the meantime I had changed. It was an unusual, but pleasant feeling to be wearing freshly washed clothes that weren't torn.
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The minutes crept by like hours, hours of fear that I had to endure.<br />
I didn't want to go back home, not to go back to my father.
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But what should I do?
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Then the window that is wide open invites you to run away. But as long as Son-gochi is there, I can't leave here. I didn't mean to do that to her. She shouldn't think it's her fault. But I already had a good opportunity.
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Son-gochi went to the door.
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"I'll go to my father for a moment, he just came and doesn't even know you're here."
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She disappeared from the room.
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That was the opportunity, now or never. I wanted to be free again. No matter how hard life is, it is always better than this life.
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I was already standing with one foot on the windowsill, but I hesitated.
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Life was really tough out there and you always feel lonely. Should I really do this to myself again?
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Or should I finally see that I was born in this family?<br />
But if I went home now, my father would have won and then he would never respect me.
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But I'll show him. I do not need him!
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I was about to get out of the window when someone grabbed my arm.
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It was Son-gochi who looked at me with sad eyes. Behind her stood her father, Son-goku.
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"Bra where are you going ?! It's way too dangerous out there!"
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I pulled my arm away and yelled at her.
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"It's always better there than here!"
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I finally wanted to get out of here, but this time Son-goku held me tight.
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It grabbed my stomach and carried me away from the window. I struggled convulsively against it.
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I started crying as always.
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I didn't want to go back to Huase, don't you understand?
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Son-goku put me down gently on the bed and I stared sadly at the floor.
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"Your parents and Trunks are very worried about you. And believe it or not Vegeta misses you especially, you are his only daughter after all.He loves you more than anything, he just can't show it. "
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Son-goku is easy to talk, he didn't know what I had been through.
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Should my father love me?
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Is it love when he insults me about how useless I am, or when he forbids me to do anything?
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No, he doesn't love me, definitely not.
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I believe someone like him is incapable of loving.
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Should I just forgive him for everything he did to me?
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Just forget?
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No, I couldn't. I've had to endure way too much for that to be forgotten.
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One tear after the other a lot on the floor.
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"You can't understand that."
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Son-gochi sat down next to me and put her arm around me.
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"You know you can tell me everything. We'll put it together."
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Typical Son-gochi. She always tries to make something good out of the worst situations.
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She was just as nice as her father.<br />
Son-goku was niceness in person anyway, even if you don't believe it at first glance. He was the exact opposite of my father.
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For my father there is nothing else but the fight and he is not interested in anything else.
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I never really understood him.
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Suddenly the doorbell rang.
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The whole panic rose in me again.
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When Son-goku got up and wanted to leave the room, I literally threw myself at his feet.
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I was desperate and just scared. I cried and cried and couldn't stop.
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"No! Please don't! I don't want to go back!"
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I fell to the floor from exhaustion. I still hadn't eaten or drunk anything and just couldn't stand on my feet. Everything around me became blurry again. I slowly closed my eyes, which were full of tears. I whispered softly to myself.
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"... don't you understand me ...?"<br />
And then everything went black around me.
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