Chapter: Immortal

Title: Immortal
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Warning: Heaven, I don't know .. Probably: Depri, Rome, ..... I don't know exactly
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Pairing: Goten / Trunks (my favorite pairing !!!)
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Song: One of the Dead Pants. Namely immortal * hach ​​*
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Comment: I really like listening to music. And the other stories are not making any headway. So again something small for in between. I have heard this tic romantic song with the content 'love'. This is my third SONG FF now and it never ends anytime soon. There are still so many songs. And gradually I get more and more CDs .. So you are not sure about me! * giggle *
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Explanation of symbols:
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"Talk"
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'Thoughts'
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~ Song ~
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Dedication: All those who don't have the terrible habit of calling me 'Xenia'. I know I'm so hot at animeMANGA. However, that was a mistake during registration. And I'm too lazy to correct him. If you don't feel like calling my name, just call me 'LK'!Roger that. Still, I dedicate it to Cristall * well * That's the only way to get a comment from her * grin * And I dedicate it to MiraiVidel too. Before I forget: Tesi-Chan who has to wait forever for my 5th part.
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And now I wish you a lot of fun ^^
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Immortal
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~ I want to live with you forever
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At least this one night ~
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I wish I could confess my love to you But it doesn't work. I love you. A day without you is like a day without air. Always stifling that feeling. The fear of losing you is terrible. But I live with her. I learned to live with her. Because I can never tell you how I feel about you. You would hate me .. Don't want to have anything to do with me anymore .. You are disgusted with me .. I can't live without life ... So all I have left is our friendship and dreams of you. In my dreams I sink into a world .. Where you love me .. Where I can tell you my feelings without fear.To be with you for one night. And do without yourself during the day ...
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~ Now, let's both of us not ask questions
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Because no answer fits us ~
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My heart is in ruins. Something broken, torn. But I don't deserve it any other way. After all, I love my best friend. Just why ...? I ask myself this question every day. Why my best friend? Couldn't it be another boy? I have nothing to do with .. The question why would you also ask me. 'Why are you doing this to me?' But I can't find an answer to this question. That's why I stopped delivering them to me.
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~ I have this feeling with you
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That we're immortal tonight
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No matter what happens to us now ...
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I know we are immortal! ~
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I always feel so good around you .. You make me feel that is not good for me .. A feeling of security. And then I always get my hopes up .. Terrible .. It's twelve o'clock.Midnight .. And I'm still not sleeping .. And tomorrow is school "Kuso" I'm afraid to dream about you! "Kuso" That doesn't exist! I have to sleep .. Then I can at least be with you for a short time as I wish .. What I long for .. Your closeness ... It's not real .. I know that. But she is comfort. So I cuddle up with my pillows, pull the covers up to my chin and a little later sink into comforting dreams. For a short moment your closeness, your smile .. your love ..
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~ We could be on a full road ..
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Balance on a roof ridge ... ~
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There is something wonderful about these dreams .. I can be with you for a very short time. And you don't know I dream a wonderful dream .. You are with me .. And you confess your love to me .. I get very hot .. The duvet is on the floor .. Much too hot .. In winter .. Where it is otherwise much too cold .. Nothing can happen to me in these dreams .. Mentally and physically .. I need nothing to fear ..<br />
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~ Our eyes would be closed and we counted to ten ..
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Nothing would happen to us anyway! ~
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I could close my eyes and count to ten .. Nothing could happen to me .. Neither could you .. Because it's just a dream .. I'll wake up in a few hours .. Go to school and deny everything ..
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~ I have a feeling for you
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That we're immortal tonight
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No matter what happens to us now ...
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I know we are immortal! ~
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This dream comes every night .. So real .. I wish it were .. But that will never happen .. You like girls ... Blonde, feminine and blue-eyed .. Of course smaller than you .. It goes without saying ... I don't have any of that .. I'm black-haired .. Black hair .. I'm just as tall as you .. And not exactly what is called 'female'. Crazy..
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~ We made it easy for each other
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Sitting on a cloud and never crashing ~<br />
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I'm on cloud nine .. Your kisses .. So real .. Heaven your hands .. So tender .. I don't want to wake up .. No, never .. It will never be so real in reality .. Unfortunately .. Without you .. Heaven who wakes me up .. I don't want to wake up
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~ We're fine here because we're on the run
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Until the sun brings us back tomorrow ~
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Apparently I'm on the run .. From the cruel reality ... Who shakes me awake ... What the hell is blind me again .. Who wants to get me out of this dream .. Out of the dream where I can finally be happy?
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~ I only have this feeling with you
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That we're immortal tonight
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I know nothing can happen to us
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Because we are immortal! ~
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"Goths wake up you sleepyhead!", Says an amused voice .. "No, I don't want to!", It just came from me softly. Trunks heaven ... "Come on!" And my eyes are open. Why do you have to wake me up"What is it, Trunks?", I mumble quietly .. "I can imagine that you had a nice dream .. But we have to go to school!" Heaven, he means my bulge. And something in front of him .. That can only happen to me .. He throws clothes at me .. "Get dressed .. We have to go!" He grabs my school bag, takes his own and goes downstairs .. I slowly pull myself on .. All routine ... Then go to the bathroom and lock me up .. This dream .. You .. I can no longer .. Turn on the shower, but don't go under it .. A short-term decision .. But I can I can't go on living .. It just doesn't work ... "Goths, we have to go!", Trunks shouts angrily through the door .. "I'll go ahead!" I yell and grab a razor blade .. "I'll be right after you ! "A lie .. I won't leave this room alive anymore .. Start with the right arm ... And slit the artery .. Left arm .. Same procedure .. The minutes pass slowly ... But every single one is redeeming .. "Goths hurry up!"shouts Trunks ... That is the last I hear ... I feel black before my eyes .. I fall asleep again .. And never wake up again ..
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~ Are immortal! Are immortal! Are immortal! ~
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~ Owari ~
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If you want I could write a sequel .. But only if you are interested too!
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Angel of Love Karin / Selena