Chapter: Come you sweet death

An icy, strong wind comes up, blows through my hair. He lets me
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shiver and I close my eyes, take in the scent of winter
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my nose one. It smells of cold and death. The clouds in the sky
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indicate that it will snow soon. Snow doesn't bother me. Never...
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I stand here ... The place where I confessed my love to you ... The
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Place that only we both know.
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I still think about you Even today. It's been so long.
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Much too long. I bow my head. There's a big lump in my throat
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tries to make its way out of my body as a sob. I
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swallow. I'm freezing again.
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Why did it have to come to this? Why were you so stupid Did you want
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don't know anything about me? Have you ever thought of my feelings
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I laugh at the thought. Why should you It was your decision. It<br />
was your life ... I can't be mad at you. I can never open
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be angry with someone. And yet it hurts. Hurts bad...
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I sink to my knees, hug my body.
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"Everyone leaves everyone alone."
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I tremble at the sentence. It is true. I still cry a lot. You both have me
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left alone. Tou-san and you ... "Why?" I ask again, wipe away tears
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from my face that I couldn't hold back. But the more I do
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try to dry them the wetter my face seems to get.
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"It's so quiet here. So cold ... I feel lonely," I whisper.
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Nobody is there to hug me. Nobody is there to close my tears
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dry.
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It starts to snow. The first flakes fall on my face
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mix with the salty liquid that is still my cheeks
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wetted.
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Oh come on at last ... sweet death ...<br />
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"I don't want to anymore. You are my sensei! You have a duty to me
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help to be there for me when I need you ... Please, "I whisper
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in a tear-choked voice. I don't feel anything anymore, fall into the cold
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and already lightly snow-covered meadow.
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"Come and get me. Come on at last. I miss your voice and yours
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Smile."
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Smile ... You seldom smiled. Far too seldom. I long for
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your arms. One more time ... One more time ... Please ...
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I close my eyes again. I'm still cold, but I ignore it
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Trembling and the cold that pervades my body.
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Oh ... come on, sweet death ...
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I feel arms. I feel warmth. Someone is holding me I smell you. I
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smell your closeness. A sweet smell. I can feel your fingers as they go through
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stroke my hair ... Hear whispered words.Is that your voice
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Am I dreaming? Please never let this dream end ...
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Oh ... come on, sweet death ... finally take me with you ... I want in yours
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Poor die. I want to feel your closeness ... Come and get me ... I want
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finally be with you.
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Cold ... there it is again. I don't smell you anymore ...
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"Gohan ..."
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Videl? Videl ?! VIDEL?!?!
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I open my eyes. I am laying in my bed. Worried around me
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Faces.
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"Tou-san ..."
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Pan-chan? She gives me a big hug. I swallow...
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"No..."
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She sobs, pressing her head against my chest. I am trembling and pushing
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them from me just before I jump up.
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"WHY?!?!" I yell, "How could you do that ?!"
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They stare at me blankly. I burst into tears again. "How<br />
could you just bring me here? How could you save me ?! Why
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did you do that ?! "I keep shouting, collapse. I'm sitting on the
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Bed, crying, sobbing ... "Why did you follow me?" I ask,
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"Nobody knows the place ... none of you ..."
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"But ... Gohan-san ... we ... didn't ..."
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I look up, stare into my crying brother's eyes ...
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"We found you on the doorstep Gohan ... We don't have you
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tracked..."
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I open my eyes, stare through Goten.
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"Nani?"
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He hugs me, hugs me. "Gohan ... you would have died
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can ..., "he whispers," don't do that anymore ... please ... "
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"You didn't ...?" I whisper and open my mouth in shock. tears
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wander over my cheeks as I walk to the window and stare out. The
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Snow storm has wrapped the world in a white blanket.The windows are
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started easily.
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~ Gohan ... your time is not over yet. ~
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Tears well up in my eyes again.
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"P ... Piccolo-san ..."
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I turn around. They are all looking at me. Give their tearful faces
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a pang in my heart ...
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"Tou-san?"
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Pan hugs me. I hold her tight against my body, still crying
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and grit your teeth.
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Oh come on sweet death ... don't save me one more time ... take me the next one
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Time with you ... I miss you ...
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Someone hugs me, pulls me close I feel warmth ...
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~ I'll definitely get you ... someday ...
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