Chapter: 1 - Stay..

Fanfic: Stay..

Chapter: Stay ..

Nihao!
 
 
Since I hardly get any clerks for 'love by mistake' (* cry *), I thought to myself, I'll try something different. It was actually a spontaneous idea that I put on paper. But well..
 
Just wanted to test whether I can write something like that.
 
Most of it relates to a song that I can't get out of my head. It's called 'Stay' from the NoAngels' new album. Otherwise I'm not a big fan of them, but the song just fits .. * smile *
 
 
Bye
 
Akane
 
 
 
~ Close your eyes and imagine I'm here with you
 
To keep you safe from the dark
 
Secretly, I've been with you night and day
 
Can't believe you are going away ~
 
 
I was there for you..Always..Always when you needed me ..
 
I comforted you, held your hand ..
 
Support you wherever I could .. with all my might ..
 
Did you think it didn't cost me much? 
Much overcoming ... oppression ...
 
To be near you .. to feel you ..
 
Without a reply ...
 
Did you think it didn't touch me?
 
Your sorrow .. your pain ..
 
To know so much about you .. everything ..
 
And to be able to do nothing ..
 
How many times have I been awake?
 
Worried about you ..
 
 
You never noticed
 
You took advantage of my feelings ..
 
I had already given up ..
 
All hope ..
 
 
But then..
 
A change ... in you ...
 
It turned out well ..
 
For a short time I was happy ...
 
...In love...
 
I played your game ..
 
Without knowing..
 
You never felt
 
Like me..
 
Until I got behind it ..
 
Random ..
 
Unknowingly tripped over it.
 
Hurt me
 
I died from it inside.
 
 
~ Where's the passion we had, tell me where
 'Cause i want to see you again .. ~
 
 
~ Stay for another night, don't leave me here on my own
 
Look at me, see me crying for you, till the dawn
 
See the sun, see the new day begin
 
I'm wanting you, and i'm begging you to stay! ~
 
 
How often do I think back to it ..
 
Even if it was of no value ..
 
 
How many times have I asked you to stay with me ..
 
Keep playing your game ..
 
Forgot my pride ..
 
Everything that has ever meant something to me.
 
Extinguished..
 
 
I would have given up everything for you ..
 
My friends..
 
My wishes..
 
My quirks ..
 
Would have changed me for you
 
... Basically ...
 
 
You ignored it ..
 
It was worthless to you ..
 
Useless..
 
It got in your way ..
 
 
I would not have wished for anything else ...
 
As..
 
... that you stay with me ...
 
Makes me feel your warmth again .. 
Your love..
 
Your presence ..
 
 
Forever..
 
 
~ Here i am, lookin 'back at the time that we spent at the moments of love
 
Silly me, i didn't hear you say: "Let me be, set me free for a day!" ~
 
 
~ Stay for another night, don't leave me here on my own
 
Look at me, see me crying for you, till the dawn
 
See the sun, see the new day begin
 
I'm wanting you, and i'm begging you to stay! ~
 
 
How many times have I introduced myself ..
 
It would be like back then ..
 
As..
 
... you still loved me ...
 
To appear ...
 
 
I was stupid..
 
Blind..
 
I thought you felt something ..
 
Tiny feelings ..
 
Suppressed ..
 
To me..
 
 
It was all wrong ..
 
To appear ...
 
A mirror of the world ..
 
 
I thought I could control you ..
 
One life ..
 
Build a family with you.
 
Be happy.. 
...Also wrong...
 
Like everything..
 
 
You ignored it ..
 
It was worthless to you ..
 
Useless..
 
It got in your way ..
 
 
You were a fighter ..
 
Will always be
 
Unreachable ..
 
Wanted to be free
 
All your life ..
 
 
... I didn't hear him ...
 
Your cry for freedom ..
 
 
~ Everyday is like the last
 
Memories coming from the past
 
I am standing on the top of the mountain ...
 
Calling your name ... ~
 
 
~ Where's the passion we had, tell me where
 
'Cause i want to see you again ~
 
 
~ Stay for another night, don't leave me here on my own
 
Look at me, see me crying for you, till the dawn
 
See the sun, see the new day begin
 
I'm wanting, and i'm begging you to stay! ~
 
 
You're gone..
 
Even now I remember you
 
 
You were unique ..
 Proud..
 
Reckless ..
 
Brave..
 
I appreciated it ..
 
 
How much would it mean to me to see you ..
 
Much..
 
Much more than I could give ..
 
How much would it mean to you to see me
 
Nothing..
 
Nothing that you can give away ..
 
 
You don't give a damn about me ..
 
... you didn't care ...
 
 
~ Little face, i can't forget you
 
Smiling face, how could i let you go ~
 
 
I can not forget you..
 
Even if I wanted to ...
 
You are burned into my heart ..
 
Inextinguishable ..
 
 
Everything that made you
 
It's gone
 
Never again did I see your smile
 
Even when it was cold ..
 
Condescending ..
 
I didn't care ..
 
 
A gesture from you ..
 
Essential for survival ..
 
Like oxygen ..
 
 
I died..
 
Real..
 
Really..
 
Got cold ..
 Numb ...
 
I was close to you ..
 
 
But it was an illusion ..
 
 
You didn't care ...
 
Still..
 
 
Years passed ..
 
Years i waited for you ..
 
Sometime..
 
... At some point it was over ...
 
But I wasn't happy ..
 
 
One question bothered me ..
 
Didn't let go of me
 
 
Why..
 
Why did you never notice ..
 
That i need you
 
To survive?
 
 
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
 
That's it ..
 
 
I hope you liked it..
 
I will never write something like that again, don't worry .. * smile *
 
 
Still, I would like to know something from you.
 
What do you all mean:
 
-Which person from DBZ told you from your point of view?
 
-And which person from DBZ let you down?
 
 
Make up your own ..
 
And..
 
Please..Please..Please write clerks! * implore *
 
 Bye
 
Akane

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