Chapter: Life goes on

Life goes on...
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Guess who it's going to be about ... oh dear .. I think I'm totally in love with Bra / Songoten ... actually I was so sure until now that Trunks is my only and best favorite chara, but I've recently been mine never so sure ... I think next to Trunks there are now Bra and Songoten ... the two really enchanted me ... I dedicate this fanfic here to RIKA and MILAN, who are unfortunately in the USA ... Never forget you! I have a new slogan ...
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DragonballZ was made by A.T.
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Life goes on something made by Cheely!
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... is great, isn't it? ... nope ... don't be angry, okay? But I'm crazy again at the moment ... is also because I now have a new idea for my other fanfic ... also the weather is soooo great ... I love everything ... but now nervous I've been with you for soooo long anyway and now I finally have to start writing * spinning spin * ... well then let's go .. Lights off, camera on and ACTION!(Also a new slogan! * G *)
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I lay in my bed for a long time after he had rejected me .. how long, I didn't know anymore .. in retrospect I could only briefly remember the days ... but I try everything I can still remember to write down here ... I try ... for the first time that I actually write a real diary, but you don't have to read it either ... even now I haven't completely forgotten his rejection ... but believe me. .. I feel better again than in all the days that I will remember now ... but now please be quiet ... I have to concentrate ...
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It all started with:
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In retrospect, I curse this day that made me sink so deep ... but I'll start over so you can have a say ... it was raining ... and yet I was on my way to volleyball training ... like also otherwise .. I loved this sport so much .. probably it was also because someone very special was playing, but I didn't really want to admit that to myself ... as always I was the first to go .. . Smiling, I leaned against the damp grille and waited ... but in vain ... apparently nobody from my group wanted to come today ... nobody ... yes!Then HE came! His blond hair hung wet in his face and he looked a bit angry ... I smiled at him ... "Hello Andy! Do we want to play together or do something else?" He looked at me like a piece of fly dirt ... at that time I flinched his gaze downright together ...
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"What do I want with you? You're a dead man anyway when it comes to volleyball!" He turned away. My breath stopped ... no ... that was just an illusion ... he hadn’t really called me, didn’t he? "Shall we play now, or not?" I tried again .. after all, he was my big crush ... but Andy just spat on the floor and then turned to me ... "Pha .. I can just repeat .. you are really bad, Bra! I don't want to have anything to do with you! "With these words he disappeared ... I was left alone .... I didn't know how long I sat there. . I only remember that later my father came and picked me up ... I was shaking .. I was frozen and hadn't noticed anything .. at least that's how my mother had explained it to me ...<br />
.. now comes a little memory gap .. I don't remember exactly how long I was in my bed and my mother changed my hot water bottles .. but I remember an important event:
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There was not exactly a slight noise in front of the door of my room ... I looked up in amazement. My mother had ordered absolute silence in the house. So why was someone making noise now? Confused, I looked at the door .. I would have loved to get up and see what was going on ... but I couldn't ... I still felt so weak ... I couldn't even eat alone ... < Andy .. why did you do this to me? I loved you so much My life has no meaning without you ... I will never be what I used to be again ... without you! So all alone! > I still couldn't understand why he had rejected me ... I was still attached to him ... The thoughts of him would not let me go ... I couldn't get rid of them ... the noise went out again and there was silence ... until finally the door was thrown open ...<br />
I started with a start ... Who was that? "Tut ... I'm sorry Bra!" Songoten came into the room with boots and put a vase of flowers on my bedside table .. I looked at him in astonishment ... "Well .. your mother said I should take a look inside .. ... and bring you flowers! "I giggled ... I could only imagine what had happened to him ... Somehow Songoten kept pissing me off ..." And then you threw the vase down, didn't you? "He scratched embarrassed on the head and then grinned ... "Well ... it was your mother's fault!" I got serious again .. maybe she was only mean to me, but I didn't want any support from Songoten .. and that no doubt my mother's intention ...
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.... another memory gap ... I don't remember what I was doing back then ... I can't remember it ... every time I try I get a terrible headache and then I prefer to stop ... . but I can still write how it is now ..<br />
Today I am walking next to Songoten in the park .. the sun is shining and we smile happily at each other .. He has put an arm around me and I return his hug ... I love him ... as I realized, that in retrospect I can't remember .. but I know that I love him, and I always will ... Our lips approach each other .. I look into his eyes and recognize the infinite love in them .. in my eyes probably reflected the same thing again .. we kissed ... shortly before I closed my eyes I saw a light-haired figure scurrying away ... "No! I don't love Andy anymore ... now only songotes count!> Happy I closed my eyes and kissed him back ... I would never leave him again ...
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... a different form .. Bra, who writes a diary ... but now let me collect a few ideas ... I'll get back to you when I have new things ..
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Thanx for reading, Cheely
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