Chapter: Some thoughts

... doubt ... <br />
<br />
They scream loudly in your eyes. <br />
In that gray black, <br />
where the river of loneliness flows by. <br />
And you lower your eyes in shame. <br />
Close the way to your feelings, <br />
the way out ... <br />
Into freedom! <br />
Nobody should see you, <br />
the way you see yourself: <br />
The person who sits behind this mask. <br />
Because it's only a little person, <br />
who huddled together, hiding in the dark! <br />
And inside you flickers the irrepressible flame of fear that prevents you from letting this little person out ... <br />
Your true self! <br />
But what is preventing you from freeing him from the finer hole? <br />
<br />
The answer lies hidden in your lackluster eyes so close to death! <br />
It is bare fear! <br />
Before, ... <br />
that someone could like you for who you really are! <br />
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Well, those were just a few thoughts that came to me and that I wrote down ... <br />(and they are not about me !!!) * g * <br />
But it suits my mood when I write "Foggy Nights"! <br />