Chapter: Life Changes- Part 12

Huhuuuu * wink * I'm back, a little later than usual, but didn't have much time on the weekend. <br />
At the moment I read a lot of manga anyway and that really inspires! Especially my favorite manga, Zetsuai! Jenny, have you already bought something? ^^ <br />
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Today's part is a little homage to Zetsuai. I just love how the author Minami Ozaki defines love. So this part is about the definition of love, at least a little ^^, as I see it. <br />
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But there will be more about it later, because of course two people fall in love with each other in my FF;) But they see it very differently with love and fight for it. <br />
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@ Nini and Katha mice <br />
Thanks for the sugar picking! Was cute !! <br />
Well what kind of beast is Ish? Is he a beast? Why doesn't Lyn show it? What can he do? Hehe, all of that will be revealed, but he's not exactly normal ^^ <br />
Ish is definitely Lyn's best friend and they talk a lot together .... But more soon: D <br /><br />
@ Melody- Schnuffel <br />
Thanks for the picking! Well, what are Kai doing and Lyn now? Smash your heads in? ^^ Yes, it'll be fun with them. But something will also happen that will change them. <br />
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Part 12- Without a face <br />
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I looked for Ray and found him in the guest room. He just came out of the shower with just a towel wrapped around his waist. Mmm, not bad, I thought, admiring his blatant, strong body. I came closer and he looked at me, his lips slightly parted, a damp strand of hair falling over his forehead. He looked attractive. I leaned over to him, took his head in my hands and whispered something in his ear. “You will soon be relieved and find something again.” I kissed his cheek and prepared to leave the room. He took my arm and pulled me towards him. "What do you mean by that?" He asked gently and looked at me with his golden eyes, questioning and astonished. "Lyn?"He held me firmly, cupped my wrists and just looked incredibly good, the way black strands of his long hair fell into his face. I felt his warm breath that tickled my face, his soft skin and looked into his incredibly faithful, gentle eyes. <br />
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His closeness was nice because he was inexpressibly sweet and dear. Flirting was good for me, it thawed me out again. With him I felt safe and secure, we joked around a lot and got on well. But I wasn't sure how he was taking it. He looked at me curiously. I preferred to step away from his hands and say nothing. "Soon Ray, you'll see what I mean." I finally managed to force out, then I literally escaped from the room and ran over to the bathroom and closed the door. I was quite surprised at Ray's reaction. I knew he liked me too, but I didn't get far enough to fall in love with him.Did that mean something more serious? He was a great young man, handsome, gentle, honest, courteous and polite. I had to admit that he put me on, so a little, I smiled. <br />
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But I can't! He was two years younger! Though, when it came to true love, what role did such banalities as age play? Then it didn't really matter what the other was. He was just as mature as Kai, just as masculine, experienced with the world. He wasn't acting childish. If the chemistry was right, then two years didn't matter, any more than ten years. But I didn't want to fall into a relationship or flirting again just yet. I broke up with my ex-boyfriend Kai six months ago. I was very disappointed what Andi had done, because I believed his words, which sounded so tender, enveloped me. Probably clouding my mind too, I laughed bitterly.But I would rather have Ray as a good friend. Friendship has always been worth a lot to me and needs to be cultivated just as intensively as a relationship, but it is often not as complicated. I heard Ray sneaking down the stairs from the bathroom. <br />
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Kai followed his friend Ray, who had recently descended the stairs. Kai found that his team member looked deranged. He found him in the garden, sitting on a wooden bench. Arms crossed, the melancholy gaze directed somewhere into the distance. “Ray, did something happen?” Kai was worried about his best friend, a newer feeling for himself. "She said that I would soon feel relief and find something again ......... I don't know what to think of it. I know even less what her kiss on my cheek says to me .... ..... their closeness is so ......... so ...... "" Confusing. ", Kai said into the sentence. Ray nodded. Boy, I think you have a huge crush, thought Kai.He sensed that their proximity was differently confusing for Ray than it was for him. Kai heard this warmth, this familiar feeling, as if he already knew her and vice versa. He put a hand on his friend's shoulder and gave it an encouraging squeeze. He sat down next to him and looked into his face. Ray's eyes glittered at the lids and his mouth twitched slightly. The proud fighter put an arm lightly around his desperate friend. “Hey, you'll see that will clear up.” But maybe not in the way you want it to be, he added desperately in his mind. <br />
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Usually this kind of show of friendship was unusual for him, but they were alone and he really liked Ray. His friends were now his family, he only had them. Even if he didn't like to talk about them, they had found a place in his soul and he valued them. “She kissed you on the cheek?” “Yes, when she brought me this mysterious message earlier.I'll find something again, she said. What? My parents? I can't believe they're dead, but after all these years? What else can I do? ", he gave a short sob and ran a hand through his hair." Ray, don't get into something. She definitely doesn't mean your parents! How should she know about it? I think Everlyn only has her horses in mind. You have to see how she treats the pregnant mare, so gently and patiently! Even when she kicked the stallion, she took it with humor and completely calmly! ", Kai said completely freely, without noticing how his pupils dilated and a glow appeared in them. He paused and saw how Ray was looking at him." Yes, but she is such a nice person, always, not only with hers Horses, you've probably noticed that. ", replied the young man, who wasn't quite clear about his feelings yet. The other only thought that she wasn't that nice with him by far, but he admitted that he wasn't so nice to her either was.“Do you know what she could mean by that, you will find something again soon?” “No, absolutely not.” Ray shook his head and his long, braided pigtail swung like a pendulum on his back. Dejected, he hung his adorable head and put his arms on his lap. <br />
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The smart team leader patted his friend, who was fond of Lyn, on the shoulder and stood up. He wanted to leave him alone so he could think undisturbed. Then the vigorous Blader had the answer to why he didn't indulge in love madness. This only obscured the mind and made facts more blurred. The mind was often what was still pure when the heart was bathed in feelings again and was dazed by them. There was then only one truth for the heart, which then outweighed the mind and overruled it, leading it to believe the same thing. But subconsciously one always knew the truth, only the heart did not let it reach the reflective surface.Desiring, chaotic feelings, sometimes brilliantly beautiful, sometimes to cry, sometimes to despair, shook and tugged at the creature. The broad-shouldered blue head was always sure, since he was on his own, that he needed no one more and certainly not this love that was able to encase his heart. He didn't want to fight for his mind to get the upper hand over his life and himself again. He was better off alone. A lot had changed through his friends and he felt things that had not been before and he sensed how strong feelings of affection and desire would affect him. <br />
Love. She was without a face. She took possession and did not dwell on trivial things. <br />
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People longed for it. How flowers distorted after sunlight and needed their warmth and energy to bloom and live. They stretched their heads towards the sun, trying to reach it as if they wanted to touch it.But they would never be able to reach this ancient power. Soon they would hang their heavy heads, so gently caressed by the sunlight, unfulfilled, powerless. Like old people who were at the end of life and had used up the last of their strength - and died. Basically, the desire for flowers came along with people's desire for love, which had skills similar to those of the sun for plants. It went out right away. Kai went back into the house and thought that he really wanted to talk to Lyn about the argument that morning, in the stable. Well, that point in time was missed, now he was mad at her again, because he didn't think Everlyn had fallen in love with Ray, but gave him that impression. What was this kiss about? Lyn was in her room when Kai stormed inside. <br />
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He closed the door and glared at her. “Uh Kai, that's not so cheap right now!” Now it was her who had only wrapped a towel around her shapely body."I don't care at all," he snapped at her. He didn't care how attractive she looked. Long strands of blond hair hanging wet on the face and the towel just wrapped around the body to cover everything. <br />
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"Leave Ray alone! What are you telling him and don't bump into him if you haven't fallen in love with him!" "Hit him? What are you talking about? Because of the kiss on the cheek? I don't think so! He was meant to be encouraging! Do you guys always think the same when someone smiles at you or hugs you, that everyone is into you right away? As for the other, he'll see what I mean by that, I don't mean anything bad to him! Wasn't that a good idea trying to help him, I couldn't have guessed that he was about to order his terrier to bite my leg! And now get out of here! "I was mad, oh, I was so mad, I should have him can tear off