Chapter: Life Changes- Part 17

Hi everyone! <br />
Are you all well? I hope so. On this part, I was listening to Evanesence's "My Immortal" the whole time. The beautiful, calm song also fits in with the next parts. <br />
So, today I don't know what else to tell, I'm down today. <br />
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@ Jenny- Sugar <br />
Thank you darling, that was just a cute picking job. Are you also the queens of sweet comments ^ ^ Well, little horses will still occur, sorry;) You will get through it: D Your clerks are just as beautifully flowery white your FF. Where is the next part actually? I miss her !!!! Now for real! <br />
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@ Melody- sweetheart <br />
Thank you for your nice picking. <br />
It gets worse with the two of them. If you think, now, yay, the tables will turn another lap: D <br />
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@ Katha- Sweeti <br />
Thank you, too, for the nice picking. <br />
How did he know she was his JUNGLE? means. Either you made a mistake or that was on purpose * laughs * No, you're right, a mistake on my part, he couldn't have known that.^^ Hehe, yes Kai is funny ... and stupid too ^^ But sweet stupid. <br />
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And go on! <br />
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Part 17- mirroring <br />
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The next morning, an egg and a cup of coffee awaited me. "Good morning guys." I greeted everyone and got an answer. Only Kai looked a bit gloomy again and seemed absent. He looked into the room, but he saw nothing, he saw through everything, that's how it appeared to me. Ray asked me to get some headache pills for Kai if I had something like that in the house. Kai had not slept well and now has a fat head, he added. I nodded and brought two paracetamol tablets to Kai. I watched him as he swallowed it and, at the movement of his jaw, frowned in pain and screwed up his eyes. <br />
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"Do you have migraines, Kai? It'll pass faster if you put ice cubes on your forehead and retreat to a quiet corner.The tablets can work and the ice gets so cold that it soon hurts more than your head. It is numbing. Here. "I handed him a couple of ice cubes, which he actually took without throwing a word of poisonous counter-argument at my head and went out of the kitchen. I was perplexed. Then he was not blindingly without further ado. The rest of us were still sitting together for a while, until I too went back to the stables to do my daily chores. Everything in the interests of horses, of course. I left the house through the garden and saw the handsome, headache-plagued young man lying on the bench. I walked past him indifferently and left him to the rays of the sun that surrounded and warmed him. "Thank you. "It was only a hoarse whisper, but clearly understandable. Wow! Kai thanked me! The day could only get better, I thought sarcastically." No problem, I always find the condition more than uncomfortable."With that I strolled on. I wanted to ride Lola and lunge Khon Linor a bit to check the new horseshoe for its existence. <br />
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I was just coming back into the house when my mother called and told me about her stay. Everything was still wonderful and beautiful on the island. I shook my head because of course it was! That was Gran Canaria! I kept my mother up to date on the horses. Later I wanted to check on Elisa again, who seemed strangely restless to me. That worried me and I wanted to be certain that everything was okay. I said goodbye to my mother and sat down on the couch to watch the news. I pondered Elisa. If she was still this nervous later, it looked like I'd rather stay in the stable that night and watch her. I made myself some tea and went into the garden. The boys had gathered around the tableau again and were blading against each other.Kai stood by and watched Max and Ray fight each other. He looked at me calmly with his reddish shimmering eyes. <br />
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The muscular, stubborn blue head looked better again. I sighed inwardly, which meant better with Kai. At least he looked fresher again. The circles under his eyes were gone and his pupils were proud and unbroken again. In general, this man was so majestic in his way. His brisk, self-assured gait, his head straight in the air, the eyes that observed and perceived so unblinked and attentive, everything about him shone unbroken. A certain elegance played around him, like a warm summer wind. As if nothing could knock him down, shake him up, break him. And yet there was something about him that hid deeper inside him, had eaten into him like an ulcer in the host. What it was that he did not reveal. That made him interesting and actually I wanted to learn more from him, but his unwelcoming, gruff manner put me off a little.If he was trying to protect himself like that, then I didn't want to be intrusive and try to lure him out of his well-kept secrets. But what was I thinking? I wondered about myself. What should I care about this grim, arrogant snob? And yet he did. I noticed a conflict in me because on the one hand I wanted to get to know it better and on the other hand I didn't care at all. But which was the stronger side? I didn't know at the time and went back into the house to make myself some coffee. Funny that I thought so hard about Kai. The last time I thought of someone like this, I decided to break up with my boyfriend at the time, Alex. It hadn't brought any more. My feelings were frozen in the finest ice and my otherwise good opinion about him had suddenly changed when I found out what had happened. I didn't need a partner who couldn't even manage to not get unrestrainedly drunk at a party and then disappear with a girl!And the best thing was that I was also at this party! So I saw how he went outside with her and secretly followed the two of them. For a while I watched the discord between the two and then intervened when they were kissing more stormily and his hands wandered under her dress. <br />
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In principle, I hadn't said or done much. I looked at him, shook my head and gave a dry laugh. Okay, I thought you could handle your party booze, but I see you're going even further and dragging other girls away! Then I'll go a step further and end the circus here. Make her happy, you brains! , I must have said something like that at the time. With that I turned around and drove home. I was amazed at myself because I didn't mind that we went our separate ways from now on. I noticed that I even welcomed this step, because I no longer felt what it was before.My infatuation was long gone, but I held onto each other because I thought it was only temporary. Soon it would work itself out again and my feelings would surely blossom again. What was I naive! I hadn't noticed that there was already a rift in our partnership. And it couldn't be repaired with more than a tube of glue. And before we both just nagged each other, teased and tore our nerves apart, I found this final stroke no longer difficult. He had made it easy for me by cheating on me. Actually, I should say thank you for that, because that's how I understood and it fell like a curtain from my eyes. But now it was all over and this man no longer played a role in my life. Actually no man played a role in it anymore. Until these boys stood soaked and exhausted in front of the patio door. Lyn, I wondered, could that be? Do I feel this, this one .....?<br />
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Kai didn't care. Even if he didn’t want to show himself naked in front of Lyn, didn’t want to show weakness. But those headache attacks were extremely painful, pulsing, throbbing, and booming in his head again. Every step, every ray of light, every noise that was too loud pressed his head, made him wince, groan. After this plague had overtaken and tormented him that night, he was happy to take Lyn's tablets and ice cubes and shuffled into the garden, being extra careful not to be too violent. The Beyblade champion, who was usually above things, lay down on the garden bench and closed his eyes in the glaring sunlight. The warmth flooded through him and he relaxed his muscles, cramped with pain, his mind. Just lay there with the ice pack on his forehead, praying that this would change quickly. The fact that Lyn asked him directly if he had migraines surprised him. Apparently she knew about it.Punished yourself with it? Then it occurred to him that she was studying veterinary medicine. Migraines will certainly also occur in animals. Then she surely knew the symptoms! Why did he have to get this hated headache that night too? He wanted to be well rested and watch Ray and Driger and train! Tonight he would definitely fall into his bed before he went to sleep! He didn't like to sleep deeply. In his sleep he missed control and defenses, if need be. He always wanted to be ready quickly to defend himself or to counter other events. The well-built Blader dreaded the idea that something harmful might attack him in his sleep. So now he tried to take a nap and cure his headache. <br />
When Kai heard steps behind him, he already knew from the quiet movements and the springy walk that it was Lyn. <br />
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"Thanks.", He suddenly mumbled hoarsely.Yes, he had to thank her for it, even if he was otherwise so eager to tease and provoke her. Suddenly he felt hot, his hand clenched briefly and for a while he choked his breath out of sheer excitement. A feeling ran through him. He realized that he was no longer taking on her with as much pleasure as he was a few days ago. He really wanted to irritate her with full intent and make her incandescent. But meanwhile it was no longer fun for him and, above all, there was nothing more negative about what was said or acted with which he could have teased her. Everything turned out to be very outstanding! She had brought Driger back, taken in the BladeBreakers, given Ray his glowing eyes again, and she jumped over their shadows and even helped him, the stubborn, grouching, self-confident, icy Kai, without hesitation, a favor. Even if that was very banal compared to the other points!Either she wasn't taking the