Chapter: Life Changes- Part 21

Hi everyone! <br />
How are you I really have shingles, a nervous disease with a strange rash, on my back! That's why it hurt so much. It's slowly going back and I'm in the mood to post a new part again! <br />
I had a health insurance certificate all week and it felt like a week's vacation, but it was good for me. However, I couldn't go out and into our city to buy gifts like that. I don't know what to get anyway. Do you already have everything together? I haven't yet. <br />
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@ Katha- Schnuckelchen <br />
Thanks for the nice picking. Yes, soon Lyn will also reveal her secret about this brand and all that. <br />
With Kai and Lyn it will be even sweeter ^^ I really hope that I can get that across nicely. I've never written anything like that before, but come on * g * I always mean that Kai isn't as tough on the inside as he always does, so I found these softer features that I had to give him suitable .Lyn is such a counterpart to him, just not so closed and dismissive that she could thaw him? <br />
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@aoko <br />
Sure! This FF is not over yet * g *. I'm glad you like it! <br />
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@Aliyah <br />
Cool, another new fan, I hope so;) <br />
Thanks for your nice picking! I just embellished his past, that occurred to me, since the series also offers a few templates, see CyberTala in the laboratory and such. Nice that you like it! Is an incentive to keep writing and to get better! <br />
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@ Melody- Mäuschen <br />
Thanks for your nice picking! Well, the fire ..... that comes in a few parts. I pressed the drama tube again, but it really does happen. A little more patience;). But I still don't know how exactly the ending will be. I have an idea. <br />
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So, enough, let's go! <br />
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Part 21- idiot! <br />
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"I ..... I .... stay here the night and sleep next door in the camp, where there are hay and straw."We were still looking at each other and I suddenly felt this familiarity that I already encountered in this dream. And as we stood there in the pale light of the stable lamp, I realized that he was that shadow in my dreams. First far away, but steadily coming closer, yet the face never visible in the bright light, always covered. So this dream showed me something, but I had not understood it. Now I knew it and I could imagine what this meant. I was startled, unrecognizable for Kai and released me from his arms. His hands were still resting on my hips and now he let them hang. "Well, I'll stay there too. ", he said simply, and took the blankets. I took another look at Elisa and then went to the straw storage room. We spread the blankets and built a cozy place to sleep. I did not lie awake long, sleep caught me quickly. <br />
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Kai dozed next to Lyn in the straw, snuggled up and listened to her gentle breathing.Yes, it was gentle, like her skin, which he had felt between the waistband and shirt when it cupped her hips. Then he sniffed the scent of her hair as he rested his head on hers. A sweet smell emanated from them, of caramel or vanilla. She smelled good, like a woman. Do women always smell so good? he thought to himself. He had told her everything. Somehow he felt better now, he was relieved that she now knew. For some reason he even wanted to tell her that, he trusted her! Indeed, I trust her! When I saw her kneeling there, with the foal in her hand and later her sadness and anger because of it, I knew it. Everything became clear to me. It's like Ray said, she's like that. A dear person, always social, although she has worries herself, I can feel that. When I spoke, her face took on an indefinable, strange expression, as if I had awakened something in her too, which had never disappeared, but was asleep. She has experienced her own, which sensitized her.She understood immediately and didn't even suspect a lie behind my description. She believe me. And ..... I even want that ..... that she believe me ..... What's wrong with me? Kai was surprised by himself and he looked to the right. Lyn lay there, but through the darkness he could only make out the vague outlines of her body. Your body. It felt good. Warm and soft, but also fragile. Despite her size, she was petite. He had seen her reaction, how shocked and horrified she was when he told her his story and showed the healed wounds. Then he noticed that he was no longer suspicious and cautious about her, as he had before. It was no longer fun for him to tease her and to provoke her blood. <br />
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When she then ran her fingertip over his body and looked at his wounds, he felt this familiar feeling, which he once felt. At that time it seemed to him as if they already knew each other, understood each other well.But he could not understand that and through his distrust he remained critical of Lyn and watched her, examined her. His friends were on fire for her, liked her right away and trusted her. On the other hand, he basically didn't trust anyone immediately, he first had to go through the check program that Kai always carried out. He just paid attention to everything about the person in question. Spoken, actions, activities, gestures and facial expressions. He simply checked everything to get a picture of this person and form his opinion. So Kai prevented in advance of confiding in a person who could then link him. Lyn went through this program as well and the more he watched her, the better he got to know her and what she had done for the BladeBreakers convinced him completely. He liked her. He liked her, very well. And suddenly Lyn just hugged him there in the box next to Elisha's, wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled herself to him.He was surprised and stiff, not knowing what to do now. But she was so warm and soft, he finally put his hands around her hips and leaned his head against hers. The only one who ever got that close to him was Ray. When they confided their pasts to each other. Ray was very dejected and looked for hold at Kai, who hugged his crying friend until his tears died down. Now it was he who sought support and found him with the girl. What did that mean? What was that supposed to tell him that his heart beat faster when she touched her and that he registered a tingling sensation in his stomach area? He was irritated again and turned on the other side of his straw bed and closed his eyelids. It wasn't long before sleep caught up with him. <br />
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Kai growled and opened his eyes. A straw poked his ear. He found that the sun was shining and that he had slept really well.But what was it that pressed him on the right side? He turned and saw Lyn lying there. Oh, that's right, the tall Blader thought to himself. Last night, the stillborn foal and ..... that. Kai looked at the peacefully sleeping young woman next to him. Strands of her golden blonde hair fell into her face, her lips were slightly parted and shimmered pink. She looked so relaxed, her chest rising and falling in time with her breathing. That moment seemed so unreal to Kai. He had never had much to do with girls and now he was even lying next to one. Even slept with her on the straw, hugged her back, had a serious conversation with the blond beauty. Blonde beauty? The stubborn loner paused. Yes. She was beautiful. Her slender, graceful body, the expressive, flashing eyes that he was never able to read, her long silky hair, her scent, her pleasantly timbre-rich voice, her smile and above all her mind.Her nature rounded off the overall impression, everything fit together wonderfully. She was funny, quick-witted, soulful, attentive, caring, responsible, but also stubborn, wild, informal and independent. She had her will, her view of things, her own kind of belief. This variety and versatility made it so interesting and challenging. She was not someone to be taken under the thumb, she had temperament and with passion she asserted her head and often did not let herself be deterred. She preferred to get kicks from horses or mess with me, Kai smiled and still looked at her, watching her sleep. Something stirred inside him and he felt the urge to want to touch her. He shuddered briefly, he had never had such thoughts before! The now insecure team captain held out a hand. Slowly his fingers, which were now trembling slightly, approached her face. His heart was pounding and he breathed more quickly.He stopped abruptly, hesitated, but then a fingertip slid carefully over her cheek. How tender! he thought of it. Carefully he stroked her cheek, took back a strand that glistened gold in the sunlight and tucked it behind one ear. <br />
His finger slid back over her nasal bone, to her lips. He stroked it gently, tracing the contours of her mouth. A skin like velvet and full, delicate lips. He took a deep breath and leaned forward ... paused. <br />
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Moment! he stopped himself. What did that mean? Panicked, he jerked his hand back and sat up. What was he doing there? What had gotten into him? Did the events of last night make him feel so feeble? Did he imagine he could feel something for this young woman? He put his hands over his face and shook his head. No, that couldn't be, it was just yesterday that he was so overwhelmed by his emotions that he needed her support, the consolation she gave.Not more. His heartbeat calmed down again and he breathed a sigh of relief. Well, had he realized that there was simply nothing. "Kai?" The addressed winced with a low cry. "Whaa ..... yes, is what?" "You are already up? Good morning first. Do you know what time it is? But, that doesn't matter ..... I have to go into the house first and call the ..... the knacker to pick up the foal ..... "She sighed and brushed her hair back from her face. "Yeah, ..... uh, good morning. Do that." "Is anything, Kai? You give me the impression that you were blown by the wind? Did you sleep badly or something?" >
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What was the matter with Kai, I thought. He looked completely confused,