Chapter: How it all began and yet it ends!

Hi first ^^ This is my first story and it has nothing to do with anime. I'm only uploading it here because I don't know any other site and I also want as many people as possible to read it so they can get an impression of the life of a helpless 15th year old. So that's the first chapter of the first part. Is short, but hope well ^^ Then have fun and please write to me so I know whether I should continue writing or not ^^

Chat, addiction and pain
Chapter 1

It was once again one of those days when I sat alone in my room and read. I already knew the book, so I put it aside. I sank into my thoughts while the song "Scars" by Subway to Sally was playing. (attach the chorus of the text at the end of the chapter) The song had always helped me lately. There it was again, that pain. I wanted to suppress it, wanted it to stop throbbing through my whole body.I wanted to cry, let the pain out again, but I couldn't and didn't want to anymore. I had cried enough and now I didn't want to anymore. I went into the bathroom, took a razor blade and applied it to my artery. I ran through my great life in my mind until a few months ago.

So that was the first chapter. In all parts there will probably always be 2 chapters or more, if you are bothered by it please just say so that I can find a solution.

And here is the refrain:

The blood so red, the blood so pure.
Time doesn't heal my wounds.
To see my blood is beautiful
to see my blood comforts me.

If you want to have the whole lyrics you can also contact me ^^