Chapter: Compassion and separation / feelings? What's this?

Chat, Addiction and Pain (Part 5)

Compassion and separation

A week had passed since Stefan and I got together. Daniela was still angry with us, but she slowly accepted it because she didn't want to lose us either. But she still made it difficult for us to openly show what we were feeling, because as soon as Stafan wrote openly to me that he loved me, she just wrote * howling * or * howling run * and then didn't talk for a while, because she then probably really did has gone. I felt sorry for her. It must be difficult to see the person you love writing & # 8222; I love you & # 8220; if it is not directed at you. After a week I was totally exhausted with my nerves. I didn't want to see Daniela finished. And it came as it had to come. I blamed myself so badly that I quit after two weeks. I told Stefan it was temporary and he accepted that. So that day we put our relationship on friendship.It wasn't that easy, but it had to be done. At that time I met Felix and Benjamin. You have been of great help to me. About a week after the separation from Stefan, we had both arranged to meet in the chat, but instead of Stefan came Andrea, his sister I met shortly after Stefan and I became a couple. She told me Stefan had come to the home. I was shocked. Why was he in the home, what had he done? She just said that she should tell me that he is fine, that he loves me and thinks of me and that he will come on in 3 days and then would like to talk to me. I said it was okay and she left. I was sad and wanted to talk to Stefan immediately, but I had no money on my cell phone. It was already late and I left the chat and just wanted to sleep and call Stefan & # 8217; s voice to my mind.

Feelings? What's this?

The three days passed slowly and monotonously.Getting up in the morning, going to school, going home, reading, chatting or doing homework and eventually going to bed and pretending everything is fine all day. In these three days I learned how to suppress your feelings and how to act. It was easy, but as with all things, there was a side effect. I didn't care about anything.

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