Chapter: tear

Yesterday evening (January 22nd, 2006) I sat in my bed and thought about it .. I am probably about to slip back into a "Depri-Phase" = = which I don't want at all>. <well .. so in the following text, I felt very often, but without tears ^. ~ have fun

Tear:

Tears are forming in my eyes because I think of you again.

You hurt me so much, but you don't know anything. You can't know because I kept it from you.

The first tear separates from the others, pearls from my eyes, and slowly makes its way towards my lips.

The tear feels warm to the touch, but once it has passed, it leaves a cold, uncomfortable feeling, just like you!

When you are with me, I feel comfortable and secure, when you are gone, all that remains is great sadness.

So this tear wanders down my face, ends on my lips. I taste the tear, it is salty, like the sea, like my sea, which I have already filled with so many tears.I feel the second tear, the third, there are more and more.

Now I stand here alone, crying, with no hope that you will ever return my love.

Sad sad .___. it's not nice to feel that way either .. ^^ °

I dedicate it to the person I was thinking of when I wrote this, but the name remains a secret ^. ~ XP

hope you enjoyed it .. un hope for many commis ^ - ^

love you all you sweet ones ^^

yours Steffi ~ ^. ^ ~