Chapter: Life

So guys ..... that went through my head and I wanted you to read it ..... I hope I get clerks for it and because I find it superfluous, I don’t dedicate it to anyone ..... (by superfluous I meant that it is nothing special and therefore nobody deserves to have it dedicated)

Sometimes I lie on my bed at home and think. I think about what happened, what is going to happen, and what is happening now. Something very bad is happening in my life right now. There is such a feeling, it eats you up from the inside. All the beautiful memories come up and you chew them through piece by piece. When all of this has happened, it is up to you whether you still love that person or not. This feeling takes a long time to finally disappear. For me, it has been a month tomorrow since this feeling affected me and I still love him. But I have made up my mind, I will not and will not love him anymore.It just hurts and I know he won't come back to me, so I'll try to think about him as little as possible now. I don't know exactly how to describe this feeling but I know that it is called lovesickness and I still remember one thing

I don't allow anyone .....

Ask for your opinions .....

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