It is what it is

Title: It Is What It Is!
Part: 1/1 (One-Shot)
Diclaimer: Uh..Bakura is not mine. And the person from whom the
History was written (Ryuo for me) doesn't belong to me either, and I do
Of course you don't earn any money with this!
Comment: Don't know. It's short, just read it if you feel like it!
I came up with the story when I wrote the poem: What it's about
Erich Fried read. And it's actually built on it ^^
P.S .: The poem doesn't belong to me either -.- °

It is what it is!

I'm running through the streets, it's been raining for ten minutes. Whether it
is a bad omen? I don't see any people on the street. So
but it's not raining heavily that nobody dares venture out. It drives
hardly a car passed either. I've only seen seven so far.

The houses look so empty. So gray. Everything around me is gray.
Everything seems empty. It puts me in a bad mood. I get one
bad feeling. I have something very important to do now!I
mustn't pinch now! Not because of some uncomfortable feeling!

I run for a while until I get to the agreed place. One
Forest. I am too late! I'm half an hour late!

I am now standing in front of Bakura. He seems impatient and annoyed, his
He has his arms crossed over his chest. It's no wonder either, I have it
and I kept waiting for half an hour! He is
also completely soaked, just like me! Isn't he cold at all? -question
me myself. Oh, I'm just noticing that I am freezing and shaking myself.

Just as I want to open my mouth my breath catches. Suddenly
I get doubts again. Should i do it now or not? I did
everything thought through, I had thought through every single detail and
calculated. I've calculated my chances! It is not straight
a great opportunity, but it is one and that doesn't stop me
to do it! No, definitely not!Still, I get these weird thoughts again. It like on
Because of the weather or something else, but I'll get this again
Thoughts. Again those concerns!

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It is nonsense!

...That can not be really!

... I have to think sensibly!

... he won't accept it!

... it is predictable that he will not understand!

... It's reckless!

...I'm afraid!
If I do I will only experience pain!

...It is ridiculous!
It's just ridiculous!

... It is hopeless!

... it's just impossible!

... he won't understand!
He won't accept it!
He won't be able to understand it!

... He ... he ... he's going to hurt me.

... I'm scared to do it!

...Oh!
It is nonsense!
It's all nonsense!
I will not do this!
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I seem to be observing all of this, I do not even appear in mine
To be body. What I think seems to be someone else's mind
to be. These are not my thoughts! That's not me at all!That's not me!!!

My body turns around. I still have no control
about that. I don't want to leave now. I want to do it! I want to do it! I will
do it!!!

Suddenly I feel a hand holding my arm. I turn around
around and look into Bakura's eyes. He has such beautiful eyes. you
radiate something special. Even if everyone thinks he's bad
he is not. He is good. He has a good heart. He most certainly has one
beautiful heart! A wonderful, wonderfully beautiful heart !!!

I feel myself. I am myself again. I am myself again!

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It is what it is!
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I look deep into Bakura's eyes and smile at him.

"I love you, Bakura!"

It's finally out !!!!!
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Owari * mean is *
Thanks to those who read it. Hope you liked it!