Fanfic: Cant we die together?

Subtitle: Hör auf den Wind...
Translation

Chapter: I will make this dream reality

Chapter 2: I will make this dream reality
She heard a soft click that seemed very close to her. What was that sound? Wasn't she dead?
With an effort she sat up and opened her eyes. She didn't know the room she was in and looked around. It was painted completely white, she couldn't see anything else. "Well, are you awake again?" Whispered a voice very close to her ear. She knew that voice all too well, it was that of the boy she loved. "Sam ..." she whispered back and felt his hand on her shoulder. The skin where he touched it prickled pleasantly. But she didn't want to turn to him, she couldn't. She was afraid that she would look back and that he would not stand there, that she was just imagining it. But this fear was unfounded.
When she didn't turn around, Sam stood in front of her and smiled at her. "Aren't you happy to see me again?" He asked. She didn't answer him, just hugged him.He looked exactly as he had when he left her three years ago. And she loved him just as much as she did then. She ran a hand through his black hair and a moment later he broke out of her embrace. He smiled again and closed her lips with a kiss. She replied and together they sat motionless for ten minutes.
The clicking in her head got louder and faster, she could hardly stand it. "What kind of noise is that?" She asked after he let go of her. He didn't seem to hear her at all, just walked away and left her alone in the white room. What did he have all of a sudden? Then he called to her through the closed door: “There is someone standing in front of your room, you should open it for him!” What was he talking about? This wasn't her room at all ...
The click got louder and louder, it felt like her head was about to crack. She threw herself on the floor and covered her ears, but that didn't help."Stop it, stop it!" She called. "Stop what?" Someone near her answered and the clicking stopped suddenly.

... "Stop what?" Asked her father again and pounded on the door. She sat up, irritated, and wiped her hair off her face. She was lying on the floor of her room, the broken crystal vial with a few remaining drops of the poison right in front of her. Apparently it didn't kill her. Maybe it just seemed very slow? Yes, it had to be! "Everything okay!", She said and her father stopped banging on the door of her room.
Was it all just a dream, including the kiss? It was all so realistic ...
At that moment, within a second, she decided that she had to see him again. She didn't want to die without looking him in the face at least one more time, that would break her heart. Besides, she had nothing more to lose anyway, right?
She took her coat, threw it on, and climbed out the window to meet the person who meant so much to her again.Still
Maybe I'll get it today
finally the letter from you,
by confessing your love to me
and that you want to go back to me.

Because you finally noticed
that you don't like it!
Maybe I'll go to bed tonight
as the happiest person in the world

Maybe the sun will shine tomorrow
and the rain finally stops ...
I am still waiting for it.

Maybe they really do exist
the great justice.
Where everyone gets what they deserve
it is high time!

Then the good people rise
as angels up to heaven ...
I am still waiting for it.
I am still waiting for it!

And that's the proof:
Always the same, everything goes in circles.

Maybe everything will get better
maybe everything will be fine!
I'm just lying to myself
just give me courage again.

I don't wanna wait any longer
because I've had enough for a long time!
I finally want to be certain
not always just this terrible thing
MAYBE!

And I don't get it, but I don't despairI still have my hope.
The world has moved me and here I stand now.
I just hope my hope dies last ...

:;:;:; The song doesn't fit that well, but I like it and that's why it's there. It's like the previous one by Farin Urlaub, I like him and that's why I'm doing all the songs about him in this story.
Well, this story won't have that many Kapis anyway, only about four. I'm doing the short story here, but whatever! I liked the idea that I came up with. She meets her boyfriend now and there ..