Chapter: My world

Hi this is your Kyokosama03 Here is a poem from me for you think what you want! Have fun while reading!

My world

I'm in a crowd, but I don't see a single one that my eyes deceive me.
I don't see everything around me, because I only see what I want to see.
I run away from reality and hide in my own world.
Often it is as if my dream world is reality and reality is a dream.
I am often lonely but I don't mind, I like to be alone because then nobody can hurt me.
A long time ago I closed my door so that nobody could hurt me anymore, but now I don't dare to open it again.
Sometimes when I'm among friends the door opens a little bit inside me but then it closes again immediately.
The darkness is getting closer, but I run away from it.
Sometimes I close my eyes and hope that when I open them everything is different so full of light, that the darkness and loneliness in my heart was just a bad dream but it never is like that.Maybe somebody will help me to take courage so that I can open the door so that the darkness disappears so that warm light can finally come back into my life and my laughter becomes real.

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Think about what you want but please leave komis behind. Well given is not a poem but it doesn't matter, doesn't it? Many greetings Kyokosama03