Chapter: Hide

The name of this poem: "Falling into my deep ocean (s)"
This poem comes from the bottom drawer of mine (which does not mean that it is so bad, but very profound for me) and it is about nothing and my situation, especially with my friends.

Part 1
Outside there's my happy side
but there's another like the ocean wide.
I never want my friends to see
the darkness, sadness and loneliness inside me.
So to hide I always try
to be strong and never to cry.
Can you imagine what about
when this other side turns out?
Then my masks are fading away
I'm not able a word to say.
So if I show this side they're sad
but if I hide it they are glad.

My only reason, could it be?
Is hiding feelings inside me.
And write it down in times like these
Never I want my friends cry for me, please.
Before they drown in my sorrows, fine
I'll take them myself, 'cause they are mine.
That is what I say about my other side
deep and like the ocean wide.
And someday I'll be freeNot for sure, but probably.