Chapter: The explanation!

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The explanation!

.... Nila closes her eyes and smiles at Harry.

Harry winces briefly and opens his mouth to say something. But Sirius came towards him: "Why don't you tell us that you are alive?" ´´ His face shows anger and Nila just looked at Harry and starts moving. She meanders through the astonished crowd and says in a low voice: “Have a seat, I have to tell you something! ´´ Everyone looks at Nila and Mrs. Weasley pulls herself together first. “Ginny, go to bed now! ´´, her voice was hard and angry. Everyone sat down very quietly and no one said anything. Sirius' face was still contorted with anger. Harry spoke up, “How did you get away from Voldemort? ´´ He didn´t pay attention to how some people trembled at the name, but Nila looked at him and said simply: "Well, Voldemort is very easy to get away from!"When you're in all the pain and have a trick up your sleeve, you're as good as gone! ´´ Everyone looked at her as if she were a ghost, but Nila just sighs and adds: “I appealed when he wasn't looking! I had to act quickly otherwise he would have cursed me again! ´´ Harry gets up with a jerk and jerks his chair down. “How did you survive the Avada Kedavra curse? ´´ he screamed and looked at her with wide eyes. Nila was surprised by his reaction and stared at him with open mouth. Everyone else mumbled, “What? ´´ Nila says, tired and very scrunchy: "Well, I just jumped to the side a little too early and it missed me!" ´´ ,, NO, I saw it, it hit you! ´´ says Harry very upset. Nila closed her eyes and, after a long sigh, said: “Okay, I have to say you have a good eye for observation! ´´, she said, “It hit me, yes, ..... but I was able to ward it off with a counter curse!It was very painful but not as painful as thousands from the Cruice Curse! ´´ Now Sirius and Lupine jumped up and shouted at them: “Did he use that on you ?! ´´ Nila saw that it was useless to tell you only fragments of your adventure and so she got up and walked around the table. "Well, when Harry disappeared, I was hit by the curse and I was able to fend it off!" The Death Eaters held me and Voldemort questioned me ..... but I didn't answer, so he kept putting the Cruice Curse on me! Well, when the Death Eaters let go of me at some point, Voldemort asked me why I showed up here! So I answered him! I said; I wanted to see what your face looks like when your plan goes down the drain, idiot! ; he was angry, of course, and the Death Eaters were so shocked that I took the chance to leave! ´´ So she ended her adventure and everyone was shocked. Nila smiles and adds: “I would have loved to see his stupid face!Hahahahaha ....! ´´Lupine and Sirius said sharply: “This is not funny, Nila! You could be dead! Do you realize that ?! ´´Nila laughed softly and said: “I beg you, it really can't harm me! I know him, he's too stubborn! It's just too easy to see through, you know what he's up to, so I don't understand how you get upset about something like that! ´´ Her gaze was serious now and she cleared her throat and said to Harry applied: "Well I think you wanted to know something about Voldemort's plan, so ask the members of the Order of the Phoenix!" So please say what he would like to hear! ´´Everyone looked at her in astonishment, and after a while they understood what was going on. Harry looked briefly at Nila and now turned to Sirius and the others. Harry asks Sirius about Voldemort and he answers. After a few questions, a very dangerous voice from Mrs. Weasley says: “But that's enough, go to bed! Fred, George, Ron, Hermione, Harry! ´´ The addressed get up from the chair and follow Mrs. Weasley.It has become uncomfortably quiet in the hall and Nila looks into space. Sirius and Lupine watch her all the time. Suddenly Nila whispers sadly: “I'm sorry! ´´ Sirius and Lupine start out and look at Nila with wide eyes. Nila looks at the two of them and repeats in a somewhat stronger voice: “I'm sorry for what I did to you, but I had no other choice! I didn't want to ...! ´´ ,, You probably had another choice! You could go to Remus or Dumbeldore, why did we have to live with the thought that you weren't alive ?! Answer me this question ... your parents would have probably thought that you would run straight to someone you knew and be safe with them! Why didn't you do that ?! ´´, Sirius interrupted, very upset. His expression darkened and Nila looked at him with pity at first, but then she got up and said with a fixed look to Sirius: "I didn't want to put anyone in danger! ..... If someone ..... do something with me." wanted to do, he would get into Voldemort's hands and would no longer live .....! .....I knew he wasn't dead! I saw his cursed soul flee in fear and anger! I saw ..... the dead corpses of my parents and heard Harry cry out crying! I smelled the burned house, I saw more corpses of Muggles and saw many of my friends underneath! What do you think ..... what was I thinking at that moment? Tell me, what did I think when I was three years old? ´´Sirius' mouth was open and Lupine said in a somewhat hotter voice: "You were afraid, ..... understandable!" ´´Nila now looked at Lupine and said in a serious voice: “No! I wasn't afraid, on the contrary, I felt a very strong anger inside me! I didn't want to leave Harry alone, but I heard footsteps and was hiding! I saw Harry get taken by Hagrid! I thought about it and decided to leave and make secret plans on how to get stronger! I wanted to stand up to Voldemort and look him in the eye ..... I wanted to see his eyes narrow and his mind say, "I couldn't destroy a little girl?"..... I have studied the arts of darkness and tried very hard to know about everything! Now I have this knowledge that I wanted to acquire and cannot use it without a guilty conscience! And now it has become even more difficult, because you know ..... that I'm alive! ´´Nila was out of breath, she wasn’t anxious to get so upset. “But we are very pleased that you are alive! ´´ said a familiar voice Nila looked exasperated at the door and saw, as suspected, Dumbeldore. Nila saw that Dumbeldore is very tired, but she doesn't care, she was very exhausted herself. She hadn't slept for weeks and still saw Dumbeldore very much wake up. ,, What are you doing here at this time, Albus Dumbeldore? ´´, Nilas asked. He looked at her and smiled a bit pained. Nila looked at him appraisingly and said without paying attention to the whispers from her house-elf: Don't pretend you haven't heard everything! I have your presence against you taken!Bring out what burns on your tongue for a long time! ´´Dumbeldores smile disappeared and his face contorts in a grim and serious expression. “You have held out a long time to go undetected, but now that we all know you are alive, there is no need to hide your secrets! You can trust us with everything! ´´ said Dumbeldore without blinking an eyelid. Nila still looked at him in disbelief, but she thought about how to trust them all without revealing their most important secret. A long sigh escapes from her mouth. Everyone looks at Nila and she closes her eyes. She kneels and sits on the dusty floor. ,, What's wrong with you? ´´, asked Bill very startled and the others join Bill. Nila answers in a low voice: “But don't hope that I'll do everything you say! I'm not a child anymore! Not for a long time ..... not for a long time! ´´Wilana puts her long, pointed fingers on Nila's shoulder and says to the others without looking at them: "She is very tired!She hasn't closed her eyes for three weeks, let alone slept! So please be quiet and leave her alone until tomorrow! ´´Wilana disappears with Nila and Wilana reappears with a clop. She now turns to Dumbeldore and says in a firm voice: “Professor Dumbeldore, please give me a job in Hogwart's kitchen, you don't have to pay me any wages, but I want to be near Nila's! ´´Everyone looks at her in amazement, but Dumbeldore smiles at her and says: “Of course! Please answer me a question! Nila is very nice to you, isn't she? ´´ Wilana looks at Dumbeldore and smiles very lovingly: "She is not very nice, she is a good friend and tells me openly and without lying what bothering or annoying her!" She saved my life very often and that's why I owe her a lot! She says I don't owe her anything, but she always tells me that I should always give my opinion, because I owe her that! She's very weird, she's always so gloomy when she thinks about Harry!Please don't be so strict with her, she has been through a lot! ´´Sirius’s curiosity was aroused and he asks Wilana: “Tell me, what did she go through? ´´ Wilana's face becomes serious and she says in a gloomy voice: “She took many curses on herself ..... to protect me and took Harry's burdens on herself without thinking! You don't even know how much she suffers! She wouldn't even admit that to me! If you hurt her in any way, you will be dealing with me! Did you understand that? ´´ Dumbeldore nods, smiles and says happily: “She gave you a lot of self-confidence! ´´ ,, No, she said that I already had it, only that I hadn't let it out yet! She sacrificed a lot of time to make me an independent elf! I told you that she saved my life! She saved me from a terrible wizarding family! ..... I was punished and cursed by the family for no reason, but one day a little girl saved me!She had placed herself between me and the curse and saved me from the worst curse of torture! Without a flinch or a pain in the face, she went to the family and yelled at them! The family was so intimidated that they couldn't think any more! ..... They took me home with them, they were still without pain in their face! I asked her if it didn't hurt! Da said ..... she said ....! ´´, she broke off and looked at everyone sadly. Sirius