Feelings 2

“Kurumi?” Shikamaru sounded worried. His mother also looked at her with concern. ° She is even paler than usual! °, thought Shikamaru. Kurumi said nothing, looked at the piece of paper with empty eyes. Mrs. Nara held out her hand. She touched the girl's cheek. Startled, she quickly pulled it back. ° She is very cold ...! What's the matter with her? ° "May I read the letter?" She asked carefully. Kurumi startled at these words. She shook her head almost imperceptibly. "No ..." she whispered flatly and ran to her room.
Mother and son looked after her, confused. "Uh .. I'll make some food then. Please help me, will you?", Mrs. Nara broke the silence. This is how food was made. Everything was set and the two were already sitting at the table. "Kurumi !!!! Food !!!" No answer. Another call was made, but again there was no response. She sighed. "It doesn't do any good ..." Then they started to eat.
Kurumi crouched in a dark corner of her room, distraught and afraid.° No ... no ... °, she kept thinking. She also kept thinking about the letter.

"Stay away from this boy. He's smart. Soon he'll figure out the plan. And if that happens, I'll have him killed!"

She wrapped her arms around her legs. She was trembling. ° What should I do now? I can't just break off contact with Shikamaru. He's a friend! But if I don't do it, then he will ... ° Mute tears found their way down her cheeks. At first only a few, then more and more. ° How long have I been sitting here? ° Kurumi didn't know.
She was startled by a faint noise. She looked at the door. Someone stood in the frame. ° Shikamaru ... ° She looked at him sad and bitter. The otherwise so bright blue was covered with a veil of tears. They looked so dull and desperate. ° she is crying ?? There must have been something really bad! ° "Get out ...!" The girl looked at the floor. It would have been too painful for her to look at him while saying these words.Shikamaru thought he had made a mistake. "Get out of here ... !!" she says emphatically. He could hear tears dripping. He turned and left. Before he closed the door, he looked again at the black-haired one. She was still sitting in the corner and looking at the floor. Shikamaru closed the door and went to his room.
° What's the matter with her? What did the letter say? I'll ask her tomorrow ... But will she answer me? I don't think so ... ° He thought for a few more minutes. Then he fell asleep.
The girl didn't shut her eyes. She thought about it, turned the situation around, but couldn't find a solution. The first rays of the sun fell into her room, so she made up her mind. ° I have to stay away from him. I don't have a choice. Otherwise he will strive! ... I don't want that ..! But I don't want to stay away from him either! Does he mean so much to me? ° She heard the birds singing like it was a beautiful morning. It had rained that night.She smelled that. ° Strange ... I didn't hear it raining ... °, Kurumi mused. She got up and put on her travel kimono. He was all white, which only emphasized her paleness. She quickly packed the letter in her kimono and left the house without breakfast and made her way to the training area. There she sat under a tree and began to meditate. That always helped her best. She could switch off and listen to nature and herself. After a while she noticed a foreign chakra. She opened the eyes a crack. There was nobody there. Still. If she concentrated, she could feel a chakra from a distance. After another 2 minutes, a boy stepped onto the square. He stopped and looked at her. Her black, long hair fell over her shoulders. Her skin was very pale. She was wearing a white kimono that was slightly shorter than ankle length and was barefoot. 2 blue eyes shone under the dark eyelashes.° Who is she? I have never seen her before. But it doesn't look particularly strong. The boy also sat down under a tree and began to meditate. But he couldn't concentrate. Eventually his curiosity subsided and he asked:
"Who are you? I've never seen you here before."
Kurumi answered without opening his eyes. "I'm Kurumi Orochi."
"You are a ninja."
"Yes. Chunin. From Oto." She didn't feel like talking. But she preferred to say everything at the beginning. So it would be shorter then.
The boy eyed her suspiciously. ° She is a ninja from Oto? And is my last name Orochi? And she is chunin? It doesn't look that strong at all. °
There was an uncomfortable silence. But the girl didn't seem to mind. She was still meditating. She didn't ask any questions either. He now knew who she was and where she came from. All she knew was that he was a boy, where he came from, and that he was a ninja too. Didn't it bother her? The boy let it go and tried to concentrate - which he succeeded this time.After half an hour Shikamaru came to the square. He looked at Kurumi and walked over to her. "We were really looking for you! Come on, there is breakfast!" Wearing the boy, he said: "Oh, tomorrow Neji!"
The black-haired one kept her eyes closed and said in an ice cold voice: "But I'm not hungry!" Shikamaru sighed. "Just come with me, will you?" Suddenly she stood and looked at him, bored and cold. "No I do not want to!"

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