Just a kiss!!

Just a kiss!!

"What ... What are you doing here?" I stutter out panting and just stare at this hand with the gun. I can't move and my legs are about to sag under me. I hope he doesn't raise the gun and rams the knife right into my heart. What if it did? I've always wished to be with Yuzuki, but not something like that. Through my confused head, I can hear him saying something. I try to decipher it slowly and keep a bold head. I had seen films like this so many times. If only someone would come to my aid. But who will do that anyway? I always sent everyone away when they showed up here. I now regret that very much.
"I've thought about it so often and just when we were alone something came up! But here with you ... at home, nobody will get in my way anymore." Laughs this person and I realize that it's a man is. It's more of a teenager who apparently knows me."What do you want ?!" I repeat.
"You!" He says curtly and continues.
"Why ...?!, I stutter out.
"In the chemistry room ...", he grins at me and continues: "I attacked you. Not Mike. He was just in the room and tried to tear me away from you. But he couldn't. When I heard, that someone came, I pushed him towards you and he hugged you from behind. If he hadn't been there, I wasn't sure what to do. But what a coincidence. The silent guy actually attacks you, but Why? You probably asked yourself, didn't you? ", he continues to grin and now lifts the knife in the air. While I just stare at him and can hardly move, I start to tremble all over and ask why he is doing all this and why he attacked me.
"It's your fault that Yuzuki is no longer alive!"
"What ?!" I look at him in surprise and reach around me with my hands. He went on to say that he is Yuzuki`s big brother, who has spent his time in a children's home and is now finally allowed to go out, since everyone will be released at the age of 18.Yuzuki had always visited him and when he read in the newspaper that I was on the cliff with Yuzuki and he threw himself down there, all his anger came and he now wants to take revenge.
"I didn't kill him! I don't even know the reason why he did it!" I scream desperately and look at him with my wet eyes. One tear after the other falls down my face and I can't say anything else. I can't find any more words and I fall on my knees.
"Yuzuki ...", I whisper desperately ... "Yuzuki ..."
"Pah! Now you're calling for him! After you killed him!" He shouts angrily at me. My head is pounding wildly and I can hear a faint bell. Is that my head making such bells or is there something out there?
"Yuzuki!?!" I hear through my crying. The guy is now screaming for Yuzuki himself. I slowly raise my head and see Yuzuki. Everything is spinning in my head, but I shake my head back and forth a little and now I see the exact person the guy thinks is Yuzuki.I'm not the only one who mistook him.
"Ka ... Kakyo!" I stutter and he grins at me. Then he turns to the guy and grabs the knife while the guy is still busy with his doubts about what is true and what is not. He manages to take it from him immediately and throws it at me.
"Here. Hold it!" He says to me and just looks at the guy. When he comes to, he realizes that Yuzuki cannot be alive and asks Kakyo who he is.
"Kakyo Koday. Pleased to meet you, you freak! Do you have to torture an innocent girl? !! I don't think that's good at all, right ?! Leave her damn it alone or you regret it very much! Do you understand me? !!" he growls at him.
"Sure, Kakyo.", He grins at him and introduces himself as Takumi Mao. Takumi said he was Yuzuki's bigger brother. So he's suffering the same as me, isn't he? Or is it not?
"Yuzuki never said anything about you." I get up again and get up.He just looks at me in disbelief and says I'm lying. Then we both discover why he never mentioned anything about him.
"He didn't want anyone to know that our mother gave me away because her reputation could get bad," he tells me and I nod. Kakyo looks back and forth from him to me. I can see very clearly in his face that he is surprised that we both suddenly get along so well and I have to admit, even I can't quite believe it, but I just accept it. It could be that he suffers as much as I do and attacked me just out of jealousy. Who knows? But I'll find out about that. I turn on all the lights and take a closer look at Takumi. Suddenly I don't feel fear anymore, but a feeling of compassion spreads inside me and Kakyo just stares over at me and his gaze seems like he's asking what's going on. I just smile and offer the two of them to sit down. The only thing I can call a sitting area in my room is also a corner.With a small bed that even my boyfriend wouldn't fit if I had one. Sighing, I still think how Yuzuki had always spread out there and how I had to push him down unless I wanted to lie on top of him. And he always said I shouldn't because I'm too heavy for him. But back to the present. After all, his brother is sitting here on the bed, not forgetting Kakyo, of course. Kakyo and Takumi look damn alike. But no wonder, after all, Kakyo looks like Yuzuki too. With an embarrassed smile, I look at Takumi and notice how Kakyo is sitting there nervously and it is not right for him that he is here.
"Um ... would you like to have a drink?" It shoots out of my mouth, as if someone had pushed me. I just want to break this silence, but with a sigh I do it wrong again.
"Would be nice.", Kakyo answers me.
"Yes, please.", Says Takumi too. I look from one to the other and then get up.As I turn the doorknob, I realize that the door is still closed and that I have to turn the key to get out. I close the door behind me and go into the kitchen to get them something to drink. Apart from Kola, I have nothing and so I pour two glasses of it, which I bring up for you. I go in without knocking. You're still sitting there rooted to the spot and that makes me laugh so I can barely get myself back. With a laughing face I hand them the two glasses of Kola and sit down on my chair, holding my stomach tight.
"Hm?", They both say at the same time and look at me slightly confused.
"Bye ... Sorry!" I manage to calm down again. Then I say by the way that you can just forget about this matter and dedicate myself to Kakyo again. As soon as I open my mouth again, the doorbell rings. With a quick jump I run downstairs and open the door for you."Mom ?! What are you doing here?"
"Hello Sparrow! I need my laptop very quickly ... Can you hand it over to me?", My mother gasps as she storms into the house bathed in sweat.
"Yes, one moment please!" I call through the house as I run up to her room and unplug the laptop and bring it downstairs to her when I see Takumi.
"Oh ...!", He turns to me and apologizes that he had bothered me and that he now has to leave because of an appointment. My mother just looks at him and then turns to me, confused.
"Um ... This is Takumi Mao. A friend of Yuzuki's, Mom ... He was out of town for a long time and wanted to ask me about Yuzuki!" I explain, handing her the laptop. Fortunately for me, Takumi just nods and walks out. A short time later my mother also leaves and I sigh in relief.
"Well, are they all gone?", Kakyo grins from above. Totally in my mind I had totally forgotten about it. I just nod and keep looking at him."Why did you just hang up on me earlier?" He says with a pout.
"I ... Because it's embarrassing to talk to you!" I say with a red head and look to the side as I go upstairs to my room. He comes after me and closes the door. He just smiles and lies down on my bed.
"Well, do you want to push me down or lie on top of me ?!", Kakyo grins at me. I open my eyes wide and look at him.
"Where ... how do you know?" I stutter out.
"How do I know what?", He looks at me confused and stands up.
"Ah nothing. It's okay!", I say dejected and sit down on the chair next to my PC. I was wrong again and saw Kakyo again as Yuzuki. Slowly I have to understand that Kakyo is not HE! HE is ... is ... dead ...
"Hey, why are you crying? Did I say or do something wrong?" I hear Kakyo say to me and feel his strong arms around my shoulders. I lean against his chest and notice how much I cry and he is comforting me now.Ah Kakyo, how I would love to tell you everything I would have told Yuzuki, but you ... YOU are not HE !! With a tremendous force I push Kakyo away and promptly stop crying. He lands on the floor and looks at me even more confused than before.
"I'm sorry!" I gasp, just hanging my head.
"Please get out of this house !!" I yell at him.
No, please stay kakyo! I don't know what I'm talking about ...
"I never want to see you again! Please go now !!" I tell him and hold my tear up. But these thoughts all the time. Please do not go! Kakyo, don't go and stay with me! Do not leave me! Through all my thoughts I don't even notice that he has already left. When I lift my head, all I see is an empty room. My empty room. Kakyo left and didn't even say goodbye. I am only vaguely aware of my surroundings and I fall on my knees. Suddenly I don't see anything anymore. What's the matter with meWhy do I act like the last piece of dirt? Kakyo, please forgive me! I did not want! Why don't you help me Please help me !!
"Yukari? Hey, Yukari? Wake up!"
"Kakyo ...?"
"Wow! You recognize me and this time don't say I'm Yuzuki!", Kakyo grins at me, quite pleased. I rub my head lightly and find that I am in my bed.
"What happened then?"
"I don't know, but ...", there was a short silence from him.
"I'm back and you just lay here on the floor. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left! Even if you don't want to see me anymore, I ... I won't let you down!" He says very gently and I feel his arms around me again. Then I hear a whisper.
"You are so fragile. I'm really sorry that Yuzuki doesn't exist anymore, but please forget about him and don't suffer anymore because of him. He would surely have wanted it that way too!"
I screw my eyes