Why?

What happened?
You told me you would love me too
was that just hot air?
Meanwhile i believe that
even if I don't want to believe it.
What, what have I done to you that you now despise me so much?
Tell me i don't know
I despair of the reason there is for you!
I still love you,
just like then, just like when you hurt me.
I can't forget what you did, but I wish ...
I wish I could forget you
I wish I wouldn't love you anymore
I wish you would at least tell me why you don't love me anymore ...

You don't look at me anymore, pretend you don't know me
pretend I don't exist
I beg you don't leave me out in the rain
explain to me what you don't like about me!
Do you think I could so easily forget our time together
do you think i could forget you so easily?
No, it doesn't work, I can't.I keep thinking
I keep thinking of you and it hurts anew every time.
My life, I don't know what to do anymore
don't know if I can love anyone but you.
My life, it's just bleak and empty.
I am lonely…

Do you want it to stay that way
do you want me to be no longer happy and laugh?
Can't you do me another favor?
Please, always remember:

I'm only human too, not an angel.
I'm not perfect, I also make mistakes.
But I am myself, not just like you or anyone else.
And I'm not trying to be like anyone else either-
I am me and that's what my friends appreciate about me!

Believe me, it's true, finally see it!
And now, let me go, I've seen it myself and I'm going a new way!