What is love?

Love…
This is a myth
a legend,
it may or may not be true
because i don't understand
I don't know what love is ...
Trust?
Trust is a means to dominate others ...
Why do people trust each other?
I do not know either,
what trust is ...

I don't belong in this world
I am different,
a stranger
an outsider…
I live to kill ...
To destroy everyone
All except me…
When I crush my opponents
Like flies
this beautiful red blood
the elixir of life
The painful scream
All of this makes me feel alive ...

But one thing torments me
My childlike trust
Was abused then
Nobody ever loved me
and no one will ever do it
but I would like someone
who likes me.
Is that the need for this love
This emptiness is eating away at me ...
Is there maybe someone
who likes me? No!
Nobody loves a monster!

What's the meaning of life?
If not the killing?And…
What is love?

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Clerk?