Mein höllisches Leben

Translation

Everything goes wrong

Yes, here the prologue of the FF by bloody-tears and me!

Even today I remember exactly the terrible times from back then.
I sat on my bed and covered my ears, but my parents' roars reached me anyway. I hated it when they argued. Typically, as always, it was just one word that was enough to get my parents into a rage. Always these words, I couldn't hear them anymore: moving, undressing, parting, divorcing ... the same crap every day! I could hardly stand it anymore. That screaming, it was almost unbearable, especially when my mother screamed: "If it wasn't for our daughter, I would leave you!"
Slowly tears made their way down my face and feelings of guilt welled up in me. So it was my fault that a mother stayed with my father and was unhappy. And as if that weren't enough for my parents to hit their heads, my friend broke up with me because he smiled at a new, chic chick.It can stay stolen from me and so can my parents! I am desperate here! How should I go on? It doesn't make sense anymore! And then also the five in math that I have kept secret until now! When I woke up from my thoughts my parents were still yelling at each other, but I didn't want to and couldn't listen anymore. I crawled under my covers, pulled them over my head, and then dragged them in, still sobbing. I woke up the next morning when my alarm clock went off. I got up and got ready, even though I didn't want to go to school at all. I had no friends at all and was always alone anyway. Of course I got on quite well with some of them, but mostly we only talked about superficial things, so nobody really knew who I really was, nobody knew me well and the more clearly I wanted a good friend.

That's it for now, we ask for clerks, whether positive or negative!