Don't you understand

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In the morning I woke up happy because today was the last day of school before the holidays. I was looking forward to the work in my church. And I was looking forward to Rob ...
Was he always so strange, or would that change?
I couldn't think any further because the loud voices of my parents quarreling tore me out of my thoughts. It was a long time since they had been able to have a conversation without getting into each other's hair. How I hated that! I tried to ignore it and went downstairs for breakfast.
Once there, I sat down without paying any attention to them, which of course was another reason for an argument. Words like "your fault" and "best get out of here" were uttered. It was impossible for me to ignore that. Tears welled up in my eyes. You should wait and see what you got out of it ...

I came home from school in a good mood, because the holidays had started.In the afternoon my parents started arguing again. I got absolutely tired of it and left. At first I walked aimlessly through the streets until the thought occurred to me to go to a youth home. I got the thought that maybe Rob was there too. Somehow I got interested in this boy and wanted to get to know him better. So I was all the more disappointed when I found out that he wasn't there. I sat down with a few people I knew in the cozy sofa corner of the youth home and we made music. We spent the evening together talking and laughing a lot. They made me think differently. Soon the stress at home was gone from my consciousness.
And so after a while I had to go home. Not at all enthusiastic, I said goodbye to everyone and left.
When I got home, I had to listen to my parents' grumbling right away. They asked where I had been, why I left and what was wrong with me lately.I looked at her in disbelief. Did you still ask? They just yelled at each other and that in front of my eyes, so to speak, and then asked what I had? That was probably not true! I sighed. “Don't you understand?” My parents were instantly silent and this time it was they who looked three questions. My reaction to that was rolling my eyes. Apparently, they actually didn't get it.
“What do you mean, honey?” My mother nodded, she too wanted to know what I meant, so I decided to explain it to them, which was not easy for me. "Listen, I'm just arguing and mostly it's because of me-" I wanted to go on, but I was just interrupted. "No, honey, it's not your fault at all!" She exclaimed and then turned to my father, who had nodded in agreement. “It's your fault, you always have to argue with me and now she thinks it's because of her!” My father looked at her in surprise, but then he got angry too."Tell me, what have you got again? You're the one who always has to argue and it's your fault if she thinks something like that!" I couldn't believe it. "HEY!" I called out as loud as I could and they both fell silent. “You see what I mean?” When there was no answer I ran upstairs crying and heard my parents arguing again ... incorrigible!
I couldn't believe how you could be so blind! Nothing would ever change like that! I had the feeling that they didn't even see how much I suffered from their strife. I longed for a good friend, with whom you could just talk about anything, who understood what was on your mind, who was just there for you!
"Why couldn't I have at least one of this kind?" I asked myself, leaning back on my bed. Again I heard my parents' voices arguing. I was so tired that I started to ignore her and fell asleep.Couldn't my parents just split up better?

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