My love, my way!

Sooo ... This is the Burzelday present for my Maya !!
I hope you like it and have a lot of fun on your day!

When I first saw you, I knew I love you. It was a very strange feeling. So different and yet so familiar. I didn't know if to tell you. After all, I was an insignificant person.
A person like everyone else.
A GIRL like any other.
And yet I made myself hopeful. With YOU ... the boy who was loved by everyone.
The boy who loved another girl.
The boy I gave my heart to
I know that my heart and my love only stain your reputation and yet I love you.
What should i do?
I couldn't choose these indescribably soothing and yet so cruel feelings.
Forgive me for bothering you with this.
I wanted to be strong and forget you.
But it did not work!
I couldn't ... Or can YOU just rip your heart out of your chest and throw it away?Because that would have been necessary to destroy this strong love for you.
To wipe out.
To render them harmless.
I hoped every day that you would notice me and give me a smile.
But the more you ignored me, the more that hope faded and in the end it was nothing more and nothing less than wishful thinking.
A mind-boggling thought that had drawn into my head and unwound it every day.
Day after day...
Day after day...
What am I supposed to do?
Tell me ... Naruto Uzumaki!

I awoke from my thoughts hypnotized when someone called my name.
"Hinata HYUUGA!" Shouted my teacher at the academy.
Yes, I went back to school just like the others.
We had to take a meaningless ANBU exam and for that we needed this material.
But I didn't care.
Like so much in my life!
And yet it was the only opportunity to be close to HIM.
So I played the game along.
"What is it?" I asked indifferently and made my voice sound cold and disinterested.As always.
Everything as always.
NOTHING had changed ... Or did they?
I maybe ... I wasn't shy of others anymore. Only with HIM ... but that was the only thing that was left of the old, sensitive and fragile girl.
Now I was strong, confident and yet below your dignity.
Only at night, when everyone was asleep, did I become a child again.
I cried the pillows full because I was scared.
But that doesn't matter here.
"I asked you a question!", Came the voice of Iruka, our teacher, from far away.
And just as I heard myself answer: "Which one?"
I couldn't explain it to myself.
It was like sitting next to me and looking at myself.
It was so funny to speak and yet find no meaning behind the words you uttered.
"Hinata," moaned my teacher, "what's going on?"
I felt how all heads turned to me with interest.
I didn't mind ... I literally didn't care.Because one head stayed in front. One who couldn't look at me. Me, the scum!
It was Naruto.
"Nothing is damn wrong with me!" I yelled.
It was all too much for me.
I grabbed my jacket and ran out of the classroom.
"I have to get some fresh air!" I thought over and over again.
As I passed Naruto's table, a tear fell on his face.
A tear that I lost while I was running
A tear that was decisive for the events to come.

Cold air enveloped me.
Yes i was outside.
Get out of this stuffy room with all the so-called friends.
But I knew better.
I didn't have any friends.
WHO wanted to deal with ME?
If so, then he didn't have to be completely at ease.
Carefree I let my tears run free.
They just ran down my face and fell to the ground like little dots.
It looked like it was raining at this point and yet it was my rain.
I went on inexorably.Past all the shops from which the warm air flowed.
Past the people who didn't even look at me.
Only now and then a pair of eyes brushed my face and immediately looked away again.
I didn't care because it was better that way.
Nobody should know that I was crying.
Otherwise it was possibly a shame for my father.
When I got to a park bench, I stopped and sat down.
It felt good to just stretch out your legs and do nothing.
To my relief there was no one around to see me, so I closed my eyes.
I dreamed of YOU again ...
It was a beautiful dream, but it could NEVER correspond to reality ...
"Hinata! Thank God you are fine!" I heard a very familiar voice.
I knew who it belonged to without opening my eyes.
"Naruto?" I asked more calling out than questioning.
He just grinned at me and then looked at the floor.
"So he couldn't look me in the eye either!Father why did you have to raise me so badly? "I thought desperately.
"Well ... I was very worried about you! Just like Sakura, Sasuke, Tenten, Neji, Shikamaru, Temari, Kiba, Ino, Gaara, Kankaru, Shino, Choji and Lee! We started a search after you were crying You ran out of the room. Hinata human why? ", he wanted to know.
I couldn't describe it, but his voice sounded scared, desperate and yet relieved.
"I ... I ... I was ... um ... Damn I'm not fine!", It just gushed out of me.
I raised my eyebrows in amazement at myself.
But it wasn't just my face that showed astonishment. I could also see surprise on Naruto's face.
"Why Hinata?" He asked worried.
What should i do now? I HAD to tell him, otherwise I might die of this secret.
My heart decided to tell him the truth.Only my mind went wrong and wanted to make me believe that this was very unreasonable.
But I was able to turn off my mind. My heart didn't and so I finally decided to tell him the truth.
"Naruto. I have to go back to that. When I met you for the first time, I raved about you and had hoped you would pay attention to me. But nothing like that happened and I told myself that I had to be braver to please you and above all stronger. That's why I trained hard. When I saw you a few weeks ago, when you came back to me Jiraya, I noticed that I love you. Enthusiasm became love and yet you don't pay any attention to me. I knew not how I should behave towards you. But I decided not to do anything and to wait. But today it was bad. Everyone looked at me except you. I understand, if you don't want to have anything to do with scum like me, but ... that you can't even look at me hurts ... "Now I saw the floor, embarrassed, and everything blurred before my eyes.
I screwed up my eyes and the first tear fell to the floor.
Then the second.
Then the third.
I don't know how anymore, but I cried. I decided to stay strong! WHY did I cry then?
But then two strong arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me close.
A warmth emanated from the body, which was now very close to mine.
"Shall I tell you something?" Naruto whispered into my hair and I nodded imperceptibly.
But he felt it and went on: "I love you too, Hinata! I can't look at you because I'm afraid of losing myself in your beautiful eyes. To sink into them and never appear again. Hinata you are not scum - take something like that NEVER in your mouth again. Hinata ... you are ... the girl I love and who owns my heart! "
I slowly raised my face and looked at him.
I tried to organize the thoughts in my head and digest what I had just said.Naruto loved me as much as I loved him.
He wiped a tear from my eye and took my face in his hands.
Slowly he approached my face and then our lips touched.
Hesitantly at first, but then they melted into a passionate kiss that could have lasted forever.
But unfortunately he was interrupted by the other Jounin who came running towards them at that moment.
"Hina-chan!"
"Hinata finally!"
"She is safe!"
There were lots of screams and shouts like that and I realized that they REALLY were my friends.
Beaming with joy, Sakura ran up to me and hugged me.
"I was so scared for you! You are my best friend!", She whispered in my ear and then the others came and hugged me or patted me on the shoulder.
Then a hand came around my waist and Naruto said with a cheeky grin: "So!
Who is going to eat with me and my girlfriend? "
Sakura, Tenten, Ino and Temari started to scream loudly because now EACH of us had a friend.The boys just grinned at their blond-haired friend and that said more than words.
I was finally happy because I had listened to my heart and it had shown me the right way.
What about us today?
I married Naruto. But I'm not the only one:
Sakura and Sasuke, Tenten and Neji, Temari and Shikamaru, as well as Ino and Kiba have made the holy covenant of marriage.
Gaara is engaged, as is Kankaru.
Lee and Choji enjoy their lives as single.
Yes, Naruto and I and all the others had our dreams come true.
I don't know why I confessed my love to Naruto that day of all times ... But it was right and now I was married to the Hokage!
I believe in fate. Because how else should I describe this wonderful day to myself?

The EndJ

I hope you enjoyed it Mause!
I wish you again aaaaaaaaaaaall the best and love to your Burzelday !!

I love you sooooooooooooooooooooo ..And to all other readers:
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