When the heart breaks

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When the heart breaks
With slow steps she goes to the shrine. The head is singed, the hair is hanging on the face and the hands are pressed together in despair.
`You are ready! ´
These words echo through her mind. What is she supposed to say to others? She never thought that this would happen.
So why?
Will her friends even accept her?
Will you be angry because she is only going to say it now?
It doesn't matter now anyway! She will go and never come back!
As much as it hurts, she has to say goodbye at the end of the day anyway. The boards can be heard cracking under her weight as she steps down the steps of the shrine.What is she supposed to do? WHAT?
She doesn't want to leave them all.
She supports herself with her hands on the wood of the fountain and looks into the darkness of the fountain. Lost in thought, she remembers spending time with her friends and couldn't avoid smiling.
She has been traveling with us for a whole year
Inu Yasha, Sango, Miroku, Shippo, Kiara, Rin, Jaken, Ah-Uhn and Sesshoumaru. How did that happen to Inu Yasha's brother?
Now to defeat Naraku, Sesshoumaru has joined us. Besides, Rin is no longer so alone. But something told her back then that there was a third reason. But after a while she threw that thought away. What else should there be that brought him to them? The time was nice in them ... but now it was coming to an end!
A lonely tear finds its way down her face. It rolls over her cheek to the tip of her nose and falls into the depths of the well. With a heavy heart she jumps in and slides into a stream of time that makes you feel as if you were flying.The blue light calms you down every time.
She comes up gently on the floor. She looks up and notices that you can't see the roof like at her home, but the bright, cloudless sky. With an effort she pulls herself up the well. Now she stands in the middle of a beautiful forest. She looks around sadly and enjoys the fresh air that gently blows through her hair. With hesitant steps she walks along a small path that leads to a large, strong tree.
The sacred tree.
With her eyes she wanders up to the canopy of leaves. Slowly she looks down again. There she sees a notch from an arrow. She touches it with her hand. This is where she first met him. Many beautiful but also sad memories hang on this tree. Briefly she closes her eyes to let the thoughts run through her head. She has now finished school. Not with the best certificate but a good one. The school is out!At last!
But now her time with her friends is over too! As you do it, you can't change anything! She slowly makes her way to the village of Kaede. Birds and landlocks happily fly past her. But she does not notice them. She is too much in her mind
sunk. Your mood is down. How is she supposed to tell them? A camp has been set up in front of the village on a small meadow, which belongs to the people she is looking for. Sesshoumaru is not that with people and that's why they set up a camp in front of the village. From a distance you could see Shippo running happily towards her. "Kagome, Kagome, nice to see you back!"
The little one jumps into her arms and hugs her tightly. Kagome does the same. A few tears almost ran down her cheek, but she is holding them back. "Hello Shippo."
Shippo immediately notices that something is wrong. Your sad voice tells him. "What's going on?" He asks about it.She doesn't respond to his question and moves on to the others.
Sango and Miroku look closely at her. Your behavior is very strange. Otherwise she is always so cheerful and happy.
What has happened to her at home?
Why does she seem so sad now? Kagome goes to the fire and sits right in front of it. The bangs are covered up to the tip of the nose
everything. So nobody can see how painful their eyes are.
"I have to tell you something ………", she begins to speak. Her voice is full of sadness and so thin that it was almost impossible to understand. Even Inu Yasha, who has now also noticed that something is not in
Order is now coming down from its tree. Sesshoumaru now opens one eye, but remains seated. He leaned against a tree a little away from the group. The left leg straight, the right one bent and the arm supported on it. He has known that for a long time
this woman is not normal. She has such an attractive aura for him. Right from the start, he found these girls strange and special.Nobody ever aroused him by simply being with him.
But it is different! She doesn't have to do anything but be around and he feels absolutely satisfied. But soon their closeness will no longer be enough for him. Then he wants more from her. Then he will get her body. Breathe in their sweet scent more intensely and touch their delicate skin. Just thinking about it makes him feel completely washed. He still can't believe that he can feel this way about someone. He perks up both ears eagerly to be able to understand every word.
"So what is it, Kagome? Go ahead!" Inuyasha has become quite impatient and keeps tapping on the with one foot
Ground. "I ……… .." She bites her lower lip convulsively.
"I can …………" It almost breaks her heart.
"I can no longer travel with you!"
silence
Nobody utters a word. That was really too big a shock.Why can't she travel with them now? Why?
“What?” Inuyasha breaks the silence first.
“But Kagome, why can't you come with us anymore?” Rin has just come down from a flower meadow and has Miko's words
notice.
" So…………………."

She tries to find the right words, but she can't think of any that make it easier for her. She can't tell her friends the real reason. “I can't tell you!” She plays with her hands nervously. "What do you mean, 'I can't tell you'? We also want to show why you can no longer travel with us!" Inuyasha is quite against the grain that Kagome is now
skin off. “I'm sorry, but please accept my decision.” She cannot and does not want to tell them, she then feels too guilty for not having said it earlier.
"We want an answer! Besides, you don't run away so easily. After all, you still have to look for the jewel shards and we need you there!"Or did you get a shot that Naraku defeated us? "Inuyasha is very angry now and yells at her pretty loudly.
Kagome jumps up. "Shut up! Do you think it's easy for me to leave you? If you have no idea, don't risk such a big mouth here! You don't even know how much I wish to stay with you, but it doesn't work ! "On Kagome's face you can see hot tears running down her cheek. It is also all red with anger. What is he thinking of yelling at her like that? He cannot determine what to do or what not to do! Inuyasha and the others step back in shock. They have never seen Kagome so angry and desperate.
Sesshoumaru raises an eyebrow in shock and at the same time astonished
upwards. You want to leave him? She can't do that! Then what will he do without her? Once demons have chosen their mate, they will stay with them for the rest of their lives!And
if they are separated, some demons will go crazy, others will almost drown in grief or they will dive into their own world, will not let anyone touch them and if necessary will kill everything that is near them. And God knows he doesn't feel like running amok. But he really cares what's wrong with her. She seems to be completely on
End. Kagome has tensed up under the gaze of her friends.
Singing her head again, she reaches into her blouse and takes out the splinters of jewels. She walks up to Inuyasha, takes his hand and puts the splinters in it. “Take good care of her!” Slowly she turned away from him. He looks at her in disbelief and has his mouth wide open.
" Close your mouth! "
He closes it again at Kagome's request. She slowly takes one step at a time towards the well. “Hold that… you can't do that!” She turns her head slightly in Inu Yasha's direction and looks at him with cold eyes.
"Believe me, I wouldn't!But I have to! "She turns around again and starts running. Small tears pale as she ran
from her face on the floor. She can no longer hold them back. She disappears in the forest of Inuyasha. Her friends look after her, disturbed. Inu Yasha's gaze is narrowed. He can smell them.
Your tears. And damn it, he can't stand it when she cries! He looks at the jewel shards in his hand. He always wanted her! Now he has it and he feels really crappy! He wanted to use the splinters to become a real youkai. This will make him even stronger and better protect his friends. Besides, he would be respected! But is that what his heart really desires? He lifts his head and looks after Kagome.
Or is it something else?

Kagome keeps stumbling over roots. Her face is veiled with tears and can see quite poorly. She wants to get out of here as soon as possible. She is afraid that Inuyasha will persecute her.She knows how stubborn he is and just let his jewel detector run away, he sure doesn’t find it great. But he shouldn't see her. Not so. She keeps wiping her eyes with her hand until they're so red that you think she hasn't slept for days. But she doesn't care. The main thing is that she can see again to some extent.
After a short time, Kagome sees the fountain. Your hope of not being stopped increases instantly. Her steps are getting faster and faster and she is about to jump in when something stops her. It is stopped vigorously.
A hand grabbed her forearm. So it has to stop. Her heart almost sticks in her pants. She just thinks that it's finally all over and now? Of course she has to stop some idiot