What are your feelings?

Yeah, well, what should I say ^^ It was something like nocturnal creativity ^^
I've always wanted to write something like that, but so far I've never dared to do it ^^ Now you can decide how you like it ^^ So I kind of like it ^^
So, but now I'm just waiting for clerks ^^

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I'm standing at the railing ...
Look at the dark water below me and look forward to the sunrise.
The sun tickles me, but I'm cold.
A tear is making its way down my face ...
I can't stop her no matter how hard I try.
My head hurts, only thoughts about YOU are buzzing around in it.
You who treat me so badly and don't know what I'll feel then.
I notice you
You come on deck and stop.
What do you think? Are you wondering why I am standing here?
Are you wondering why i am crying? Do you even see it
I pretend I don't notice you
Keep looking straight ahead, trying to hold back the tears.Why don't you feel it Why do I always have to cry alone?
It hurts ... your cold reactions ... your stubborn head ... your charisma ... your smile ... your eyes ...
I shake my head.
Try to talk me out of it.
You stand there
Look at me, but I don't look at you.
It hurts me too much ...
You come up to me, ask if I'm okay.
I do not answer. I want to sink into my thoughts.
Never have to look into your beautiful eyes again, in which I could lose myself.
I don't want to suffer, I don't see you.
You take my head gently in your strong, but at the same time gentle hands.
I'm looking at you
A lump is stuck in my throat.
I start crying.
You don't understand me, but you hug me?
Do you understand me? Or do you just not want me to cry and show weakness?
I don't care, I cry myself over to you!
With you who took my heart from me ...
With the man I love with all my heartand don't know how you feel
I don't wanna ask you
I'm sorry about that...
I close my eyes
I feel your steady heartbeat, your warmth is good for me ...
I calm down and open my eyes again.
You look at me with a look so warm that I could melt away ...
I want to say something, but you are preventing me from doing it
You gently put a finger on my lips
My heart is racing. What you are doing? Do you want to play with me or do you feel something for me?
I can't think ... just wait ... waiting for your reaction!
None.
She blinds me.
I can only see your smile
The smile that drives me crazy
You keep getting closer to my face.
My heart beats infinitely fast.
It will be soon.
I close my eyes.
The time has come!
I am happy.
Your lips are so soft!
How long did I have to wait for this?
Do you love me?
Do I love you?
My heart knows the answer!
But I cannot answer.I want to keep this moment as long as possible!
You break away from me.
My smile expresses so much!
You look at me I'm dying...
You open your mouth.
You want to say something.
What will it be?
Why is it so difficult for you?
The wind blows through my hair.
My tears glitter on my cheeks.
You wipe them away and breath something to me.
I get it.
But I can't realize
"Nami, I love you!"
He said it!
He loves me and I ...
Why am I not saying anything?
I open my mouth, but again I am prevented from speaking.
He kisses me again.
I reply.
Our tongues touch.
We begin a passionate game of tongues,
until I breathe:
"I love you too Zorro! It's been so long!"
I couldn't say more.
My voice disappeared.
We kissed again and watched the sea turn a bright red.
With you
My sweetheart
I want to be happy! Until the end and longer ...You who took my heart and I got yours in return.
Zorro the one I love!

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That's it ^^ How did you like it? xD