the last request

I'm sitting here, all alone,
You are not by my site, and I can't understand
What did I do? Were you angry? Why were you going to leave me?

I never betrayed you, so why do you betray me?
You said, you'll never leave me, but now you are away.
I can't reach you, the way is just too far
I feel my tears, I wish you could see them, but you can't

A lily, a rose, a lonely leaf
Some old letters, the words of you,
Still so clear, like you had written them a second ago
I remember your smile, your unforgetable smile,
And your eyes, so blue, so deep, so mysterious
But now forever closed ...

I want to see you just one more time,
Telling you, that I'm sorry
Did I something wrong? I want to know why you are gone ...
If I could wake up, and you are back, all would have changed to the way before,
That would be more than I ever dreamed of

Please, stand up, move like you are alive
Look at me, don't you see I need you?
Don't you know I love you?
Don't you know that I'm nothing without you?Forget your past, forget all the things you did before
Forget your deeds, forget your suffers, forget all bad words you ever said
Just come back, hold my hands, and all will be forgiven
Nobody will reproach you, nobody will make you feel like it was bad

It feels so cold, the world without you
It feels like never touched by love
It feels like hell or even worse
It feels like death and more than that ...

All the blood
Around you on the floor
It parallizes me, it makes me shiver
It makes me cry, it's yours ...

Did you see me?
What it me The last one you saw?
I feel your hands, your cold hands ...
Were is your warmth? Were is your life?
Were did it go? Get it back ... It's not allowed to get away ...

I'm sitting here, all alone,
You are not by my site, and I can't understand
What did I do? Were you angry? Why were you going to leave me?
Why did you die ...