Hate that I love you

It was a rainy day. A black-haired, young girl stood at the door of a house and said goodbye to her mother and brother: "I'll be back in five days. Don't worry! See you soon!" "Take care, Kagome!" Said her mother.
"Bring Inuyasha!" Demanded her little brother Sota. "I'll do it. Ciao!", Kagome shrugged off, went into the scream and jumped into the well. When she got to the other side, she found that it was raining even more there. She quickly climbed out of the well and ran into the village
"Sango! Inuyasha! Miroku! Kaede! I'm back!" called her.
Kaede, accompanied by Miroku and Sango, stepped out of the house.
"There you are, Kagome! Inuyasha has been waiting for you for a long time." said old Kaede. "He sat by the well forever and waited for you as if it was very urgent." added Sango.
"Where is he? I can't see him." asked Kagome. Miroku cleared his throat: "I saw him earlier how he jumped up and ran into the forest."" I'm going to have a look, "Kagome decided.
She went a little way into the forest. Her hair was soon completely soaked and her shirt was sticking heavily to her body. It felt like it was made of rubber. "Inuyasha!" she called frequently, but got no answer. Suddenly she saw soul catchers. It was easy for her to guess who she was going to meet. Then she came to a clearing. She was hiding behind a tree when she saw that Inuyasha and Kikyou were facing each other in the clearing. The two got closer - and hugged. Kagome was close enough to overhear:
"I've made up my mind, Kikyou. I'll stay with you." said Inuyasha.
Kagome felt tears welling up in her eyes. > Did he really just say that? That ... that can't be ... <
She looked again. Kikyou kissed Inuyasha tenderly. He returned the kiss. A "black hole" opened beneath them. Kagome knew what that meant. Kikyou wanted to die with Inuyasha and now her opportunity had come.Kagome watched as Kikyou and Inuyasha literally sank into the black hole. > I'm sure Inuyasha was conscious. she thought. Then she collapsed and let her tears flow. She howled heartbreakingly but there was no one around to comfort her. Finally her tears ran out and she pulled herself up again. Now he's at least with his Kikyou, "she thought bitterly. She went back to the village, where she was welcomed by Sango worried: "My goodness, how do you look? What happened?" "He ... he has ... he made up his mind ... you ... he ... he's gone with Kikyou ..." Kagome managed to stutter. Sango put it all together and hugged her friend. Even she was affected but when she thought of Kagome ... well, she didn't want to be in her own skin. Miroku and Kaede were also cleared up. Both tried to comfort Kagome as best they could, but none of them really succeeded.Finally, Kagome said, "I want to be alone. No matter how long I stay away, don't worry, I don't want anyone to follow me." With that, she grabbed her backpack and went. Where? She didn't know that. Just go away. Away from everything and everyone, or from what was no longer there. She just walked aimlessly through the forest. Finally she came to a hot spring.> Water! At last! <she was happy, took off her clothes and got into the water. The hot water washed around every pore of her body
She held her breath and went into hiding. Then she got out of the water again, dried herself off, and put on fresh clothes. Now she felt a lot better. Kagome went on, deeper and deeper into the forest. When it was getting dark, she made her bed and went to sleep. But sleep did not want to overtake her. Again and again she asked herself why everything had to happen like this, why SHE had to have so much bad luck.
Eventually and finally she fell asleep after all.She woke up in the middle of the night. She heard something. What was it? Or was she just having a bad dream? She was about to close her eyes again when a demon rushed out of the forest. She heard that. The youkai didn't have any Shikon no Tama shards, but it still seemed quite strong. Kagome got her bow and arrows, took aim and ...
Before she shot the arrow, it was torn from behind. Anyone
just finished him off with one blow. This someone had long, white hair and a blank, expressionless look. Sesshomaru.
"Sesshomaru ?! What ... you ... here ...?" Kagome asked with a "I'm-irritated-please-clear-me-up" look. "You ... saved me! "That almost sounded like a reproach.
"Shut up, woman. Or do you want to end up like the demon here?" Sesshomaru ruled at her. Kagome eyed the shredded youkai, opened his mouth, then quickly closed it and changed his mind."Sesshomaru ... May I ... Can I ... Do you allow me to join you? I could also take care of Rin if you want" The addressee looked at her. For a moment, Kagome thought he saw a twinge of surprise cross his face.
"What about Inuyasha? Won't he miss you?" There was a sneer in his voice. "No!" shouted Kagome, much louder than planned. "No." she repeated a little more quietly. “He can't miss me anymore.” Sesshomaru asked no further questions. He went. Kagome wondered if that was approval or disapproval. She made up her own mind and followed him. How it went on, she could still decide.