Kappi 3

i always walk along the river and listen to the gurgling of the river and the screaming of the birds .... i take a break, take the little puppy out of the rucksack and press it tight to me ... i take the rucksack again up and keep the little one on my arm, I run towards the break of dawn ... I run towards a new day in my new life .... it was almost noon when a resounding laugh flooded the sky ... I looked myself around and endekt a little house, in the back garden a little girl ... before I knew what happened to me, I stood in front of the chain link fence and watched the little one when she suddenly stopped playing ...... she slowly turned into mine direction, to then stop as if made of ice ..... the little one looked at me anxiously, but she slowly came closer in her hand something colorful .... she had plowed flowers, which she handed me through the chain link fence. ... carefully I took it ... and as if a tape had broken the little one caught to laugh again and stretched my arms through the fence ...... * what kind of feeling is that * I think when a sudden warmth spread inside me ... I didn't know, I knew this feeling Not.............The little one had run away during my train of thoughts and came back with a friendly looking woman ... when she saw me, her eyes went wide, but she caught herself again and smiled ... * where are you from * she asked and led me to a little forte .... I went through and the woman led me into the house, * I was dismissed .. * I said timidly, not really hoping that she would take it from me ..... but the woman turned around. ..and her eyes filled with tears, * aa-but how ... what ... why .. * she sobbed and took me in her arms * there ...! again that strange feeling ... * I thought as I lay in her arms ..... * you're soaked through * she said ... * come on, I'll let you have a hot bath * .... the frsu led me into the bathroom and began to undress me .... * may i ... ??? * she asked again and again ... and again and again I nodded ... when I was standing in front of her, mirt blue spots, abrasions and red welts, I looked ashamed to the floor .... she could not look at first either Turn away from me, but she took me gently in her arms and cried again * what had they done with you ... ??* she whispered startled ... * I ....... I .... * but I couldn't get a sentence out .... * go for a swim * she said and gently stroked my hair * when you need me then call me .... * she said and slowly left the room .... the woman was right, when i lay in the warm water, my body could relax, but i didn't want to let this woman down .. . * who would want me * I think and started to cry * I called the woman when I was finished and she came as promised, ... to my surprise with new clothes ... * I was shopping ... and I got you new clothes ..... * she said and handed me a beautiful red dress .... she got a cream and carefully smeared it on my body ... she combed my hair and kept saying how beautiful she is ....... and then she said something that made me blossom anew ... she asked me if I wouldn't stay .... and so fig my new life ...