Chapter: nostalgia

So ... this is my first FF and I hope you enjoy it

// text \\ -> thoughts
"Text" -> conversation
* Text * -> isolated actions of the people

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longing

Happy babble of voices, hustle and bustle and smiling faces are very common in Konoha at this time. All are happy. They are happy because Orochimaru is finally dead. Sasuke is finally back in Konoha. Although he wanted to destroy the village, they took him back. Sasuke doesn’t live alone in the Uchiha villa, but he’s really missing something. Even though he's with Sakura now, he's missing a certain person. He misses Itachi, his big brother. Sasuke knows that he can't turn back time. He suffers greatly from Itachi's death. After being told the whole truth, he cried bitter tears. Tears that made him more sensitive and soulful. Every day he wonders why he killed him. Itachi always wanted the best for him and Sasuke didn't notice. He always thought Itachi had killed the whole clan just to prove his strength, but it wasn't. It was only through this one sentence that he built up a great hatred of him, a hatred that ultimately became Itachi's undoing. But Itachi had everything planned, Sasuke doesn't know why.

Suddenly, two arms are gently wrapped around Sasuke and the person gently strokes his hair.
Torn from his thoughts by this touch, Sasuke turns around and looks at Sakura.
"What are you thinking about honey?" Sakura asks him in a slightly concerned tone.
"About ... nothing ..." Sasuke didn't want to tell her that he was thinking of Itachi. So that she doesn't see his somewhat depressed look, he turns around and looks at the floor. Sasuke thinks a lot about Itachi, but Sakura always said that what was in the past should be left in the past. He never shows her that he misses Itachi very much.Because of this, he cannot sleep properly at night and goes to Itachi's room, where he has many memories of his brother. Terrible, but also wonderful memories. In general, he's been sleeping in Itachi's room a lot lately. Maybe it's because Itachi's birthday is exactly in six months if he were still alive.
Sakura lets go of Sasuke. She looks sadly at the back of his head.
"You're thinking of your brother again, aren't you?"
"No, I don't!" Sasuke tries to lie as best he can.
"Oh come on, stop lying ... I know you have to think about Itachi."
"..."
"Sasuke ... don't always think about the past. The here and now counts, not what happened a year ago."
"Sakura", sasuke begins in a calm tone, "you ... you just don't get it. Even if I should hate my brother for what he did to me, I don't because I still have him as mine I love brother and I miss him. I don't know the truth, but you don't! "
His voice takes on a slightly sad tone and tears easily form in Sasuke's eyes.
// Damn it, do I really miss Itachi that much? \\
"Then tell me!", Sakura almost yells at him.
"Forget it!"
Sasuke just gets up and walks out of the house. Lost in thought, he walks the snow-covered streets of Konoha. He didn't care about his tears, but he wiped them away anyway so that no one would see Sasuke Uchiha crying. He looks briefly at the sky and lets his gaze wander over the many clouds.
// I hope Itachi that you are up there somewhere and watch how strong I get. And that you take care of me! \\ With these thoughts, he sinks his head slightly back down and walks on. Only no tears run down his cheeks, no, Sasuke smiles slightly.

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That was now the first chapter xDOf course I am looking forward to your commissioners o.o
Maybe this will spur me on to be even better xD
Thanks in advance ^. ^