prolog

The time had come ... Finally I would leave this dump called a village. Just put the last things in the suitcase and then I'm free! I went to my dresser and opened it. "D ... The chain!" I knew and my mother turned to me and asked: "Is something honey? I looked deep into her eyes." Where is the chain that Vather gave me before ... "Me fell silent, I didn't want to cry ... Not in front of her. The one who had ruined my whole life, I hated her so much. First Vather dies because she was too stupid to drive to the car, and then ... and then she comes A week later with her new great love at his funeral. Didn't she mourn at all? Did she really care that he was dead? Probably not ... And then she'll marry this guy six months later. I was slowly realizing that my eyes were starting to get sassy. I tried to stop it but I couldn't ...
The first tear slowly rolled down my face. What should I do, keep standing there and crying ?! Well done, it was maddening. More and more tears rolled down my cheeks. I started to sob ... What should I do? SHE took it away from me. SHE ruined my life and SHE was the person I hated the most .... At these thoughts I collapsed, buried my head in my hands and just wanted to get away from here. She got down on her knees in front of me and held out her hand to mine. “Go away, I hate you!” I yelled at her and slapped her hand away. "But what is it?" Why did she still ask that, she knew it too, just like me. So many times I've told her not to marry him, but she did. So many times have I told her how I felt, but what did she do? Nothing...
I wiped away the tears, got up and went on packing .....
After three endless hours, I was done, I was ready for Japan. I took two of my suitcases and made my way to the door.My supposed dad took the other three. When I got to the door I put the two trollies on the ground in front of me and put on my sandals. Now it was time, I had left the house for the last time. I turned around the last time. I would miss this sight ... Especially the gardens with the thousands of flowers and bushes that resulted in various color combinations. Everything had its place here, from the smallest tulip to the buttercup, everything was there. I loved the calm that emanates from them. I looked at our house, it was so overgrown with ivy that you couldn't even make out the actual color, and where it wasn't, cherry trees blocked your view. I turned again and got into the car.
We had finally arrived at the airport. My hands were shaking and I was struggling to hold my suitcase tight. I carefully took a step forward but a hand held me, it was my mother. I looked at her questioningly but she just pressed THE chain that I had been looking for so long into my hand and smiled at me. I looked at her gratefully and disappeared into the crowd.