Angel

angel,
so beautiful,
so bright
so full of light.
But I'm no longer an angel
I fell from the sky
was violated,
because i did something
something that was forbidden
I got a heart
a heart that beneath all the happiness
saw the grief
a heart,
That showed me that heaven is not heaven
heaven is hell.

angel,
Beings of heaven,
Messengers of the gods,
without heart,
they only know their job
they are not angry
nevertheless they act blindly according to the orders,
so I was cast out and ended up where all angels will one day land,
in hell,
that's what people call it
Angels call it the truth
the realm in which one does not pretend anything.

angel,
Beings of light,
so much like us
and yet sometimes when someone finds his heart
is he falling,
in hell,
from which he climbs up again,
his light withered in the heart,
deep shadows in the soul,
no more angel
no devil yet
just that in between
a human.