Chapter: And another disappointment more

So!
After looaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa long time I'm back!
And with a new Kapi !!
Have fun! ;)

We've been walking for a long time. We were in a forest and it was night.
Sakura was only talking about this jerk the whole time.
Really, so annoying.
Naruto had to comfort her of course and promise her that they would bring him back.
Yeah yeah They won't make it, but ... why isn't he in Konoha anymore?
After a while, my curiosity got out of hand.
"So ... why isn't he in Konoha at all?" I asked.
"Because he has to take revenge on his brother. We wanted to help him, but he was against it! He left the village because it prevented him from taking revenge or something ... But I'll help him kill his brother!" "Aha. A ... um ... very good and beautiful explanation from Naruto.
"Aha. And who is his brother?" I asked unsuspectingly.
"You were with the Akatsuki! You know him!" Said Kakashi.
<What? THE? Oh ... yes, that's right ... and why avenge him? >
"And why does he want to take revenge on him?"
"Well, because he killed his family!" Said Sakura and gave me a funny look.
"But I thought they were brothers? Isn't it illogical to kill your own family!" I laughed and waved it off.
They didn't laugh. They just looked at each other. And that shut me up.
"Yes, he killed his own family. Didn't you know that?" Naruto spoke seriously.
That wasn't fun, oh ...
Itachi could kill his family, but not me? It's kind of illogical, isn't it?
"Aso! Of course I knew that ... of course ..." I whispered with a fake smile.
<I'm really that stupid! I stole files from the archives, I don't read them and I pretend to be completely stupid! That was clear! >
After 2 hours we took a break.
I found walking around in such darkness a bit inconvenient, but no, we have to look for a fool ...
We made a campfire and all sat by the fire together.
Sakura just sighed the whole time.
"Naruto? Are you sure we'll find him?" She asked, whimpering.
"Yes, absolutely! We will get him back!" He assured her.
I rolled my eyes.
"And do you think ... it will be back to the old days?" She sobbed.
<Hello? I'm still there too! >
I listened carefully to them.
"I don't think so ..." he said and looked over at me.
Sakura noticed this and she also looked over at me.
"You're right! It can't be like it used to be ... of course not!" She whispered and looked at me reproachfully.
Is that my fault now? I mean, if Eisklotz Numero 2 hadn't beaten me up, I wouldn't have been here either!
"It can't be like it used to be! Not anymore! Finally we have someone new on the team and that's why ..." Kakashi muttered.
<People? I HEAR YOU! >
I was getting angry.
The three exchanged looks and they didn't pay any attention to me.
"I thought we were friends?"I whispered sadly, suppressing my anger.
"Aiko, you know I'm more of the positive guy who tries to see the good in everyone, but I don't really know about you ... Aiko you don't fit in here! You are different from us, you understand?" me Naruto as gently as possible.
"But ... am I angry? Am I a bad person?" What was the shit all about?
"No. But you are different from us. Did you never notice?" Said Sakura in a haughty tone.
"Just because I'm different? Well then I'm just different! SO AND!" I screamed and anger was out listening.
"Calm down! That's how we will be discovered and the mission was in vain."
"We were friends for a whole year! Why not now?" I asked sadly.
"That's what Tsunade told us! She had to win your trust! You were Konoha's source of information, but actually you didn't know anything about Akatsuki or Orochimaru, so it was in vain." Kakashi explained briefly.
So it's all an illusion.
<So all of a sudden? ... Aiko pull yourself together! >
"So that's it? Mmm! Then you won't mind if I leave now, will you?" I said and smiled coldly.
“I don't wonder why Sasuke left Konoha,” I said with a laugh. HA! That sat!
I got up and moved towards the darkness.
“Anbus from Konoha will surely be looking for you!” Shouted my former sensei after me.
"Congratulations! You are now Nukenin!" Sakura called after me, amused.
I closed my eyes and opened them again.
They were damp.
<Great! I'm going to cry in a moment ...>
I rubbed my eyes quickly and kept walking.
I had already walked a long way, they had stayed behind me.
Then it started to rain.
I didn't even know how to react so coldly to something like that.
I mean, I was just labeled "unnecessary".
Am I different? They are different!
They pretend to be an ideal world, everything will be fine, we are all happy, but they know that this is not true and that it will never be the case. Appearances are deceptive!
I ran all night.
My chakra was near the end.
I was exhausted and cold.
My clothes were soaked through.
Why? Why was I here again? Because I was knocked out? No! Because I was left behind and couldn't come with you? No! Why was i here In this world? Why? I don't know anymore, but one thing I know, everything is as it was, I wasn't accepted there and I won't be here either! So the same old lyre ...
I slowed down. I was exhausted and tired, but I couldn't stop now.
It was still raining and it was so foggy.
It was so cold that I got goose bumps.
I liked the cold, but this one was so different.
Everything was calm, only the leaves rustled in the wind.
I looked at the cloudy sky. Not even the moon could be seen.
In the distance I saw a river and ran towards it.I sat on the wet ground in front of the river.
It was dark. Nothing could be seen.
You can't recognize anyone! You think you know someone, but you're wrong!
My vision blurred, partly because my eyes were full of tears and partly because the fog was so thick.
I closed my eyes. I wouldn't be able to see anything either way.
The cool wind tickled me and made me shiver.
I smiled.
<So ... after the whole tragedy life goes on! So sulking doesn't do any good! >
Later it stopped raining.
I opened my eyes. It was still foggy, but not so much anymore.
The moon could also be seen! What a miracle!
I leaned forward and was startled.
In the water of the river I saw a girl with jet black hair and terrifying eyes.
<I was scared of myself! Tze, I'm totally crazy! But ... the dream a year ago, even with the red eyes ... those weren't Itachi's eyes! Those were my eyes! >
I realized that at that very moment.
I was scared of myself, really scared.
So I stared at my likeness on the water.
I broke out of my rigidity and stood up.
I stretched for a long time and looked up at the moon.
He rang.
Then I took a quick look around.
The area was ... um ... like any other, only that the river was still there, so everything was completely normal.
I sighed loudly.
I felt like I was in a cage, I can't get out or, better said, I can't find the way that leads me to a village.
"Mhm ... where should I go now? Up or down the river?" I mumbled quietly and concentrated.
But suddenly I heard a rustling behind me, from the forest.
I turned around but there was nothing!
Was it just a bird or the Anbus?
I heard footsteps. They came up to me!
But slowly! So it wasn't the Anbus after all.
<There are 3 or 4 people ... who is that? >
I stayed where I was.
It was quiet. Apart from the footsteps, nothing was heard.
People could be recognized slowly.
There were 4.
One was a girl, the other three were boys.
They came closer and closer.
Then you could see who it was.
I stayed away from the haunted ...
A girl with red hair, a boy with a huge sword and another guy with orange hair ... and in the middle ... who's who, the idiot himself.
I had to laugh but suppressed it.
<... okey ... a very interesting location here! The idiot is wanted by his old team and I stand here and try not to laugh ... yes, very ... um ... interesting! >
"You? If I were you, I wouldn't be here! Your team is looking for you!" I said with a grin.
He probably didn't recognize me!
“Who are you?” That was all he said. Still with that cold and numb voice.
"You don't recognize me? You really don't?" I asked with a laugh.
And yet, I had to laugh.
"Hello? Who are you, please?" Asked the girl bitchily."Honey, I had to share a room with him." How boastful I was ...
And she looked at me with big eyes.
And how she looked! She had plate-sized eyes!
“You went to Konoha?” Asked Sasuke.
"No, not really! I'll be the first-" I stopped.
Would it be good to mention HIS name now? I mean he wants to get revenge on him and all. That would be a bit impractical now!
"The first thing I came across were a couple of Akatsuki members and they took me away with them. I was allowed to stay for the same reason as with Orochimaru." I explained to him with a smile.
“I wonder how stupid these two Akatsuki members must have been to take you with them!” He said, mockingly.
"Well ... just as an idiot as you are just older!"
So stupid.
<Shit! Why do I just have to have such a big mouth? Just why? >
“Who?” His voice was no longer so callous. It sounded dangerous and threatening.
"You have to know! Your brother!" Okay. I've gone too far
He was mad, shit!
Oh oh!
"Calm down! No need to lose your temper!" Said the boy with the sword, next to him and held him by the shoulder.
I sighed.
<Lucky! Really! >
We stared at each other for a while.
The girl wanted to stab her with her looks and Sasuke didn't look any different and with the other two I didn't know whether they wanted to hit me with their looks or just look at me.
“Does any of you know where to go to the next village?” I asked meekly with an irresistible smile.
"So please! As-" The chick with the red hair started but was personally interrupted by the boss.
"If you cause problems, you are dead." He said in his normal voice again and headed up the river.
“Does that mean 'yes'?” I asked quietly, but