Chapter: Away from Konoha

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I sat by the lake for quite a while. My head was rested on my bowed knee and my eyes were closed. I thought about.
Life here was pointless. How did I come up with it? How could I just say something like that about my home village? My life in Konoha was ... a little boring? This word doesn't quite fit. My life here was useless, unnecessary and boring, although I still cared so much about it.
My parents died during a mission and I didn't have any real contact with my friends or with anyone except Tsunade.
But I couldn't, shouldn't and didn't want to stay in Konoha!
I was no longer bound to Konoha. My "team mates" were gone, both of them.
I am no longer taking advantage of staying in Konoha!
I suddenly opened my eyes and lifted my head.
The moon was reflected in the lake and it was dark. The sky was clear and you had a nice view. It was still night. I kind of liked the night. Nobody would see you crying, laughing, or angry. Nobody would know where you are because they couldn't see you. And nobody would try to find you, in my case
I got up resolutely and made my way home.
I scurried quietly over the roofs of Konoha and then arrived home.
At home? Amn couldn't say that at all! It was more like a place to stay! I was never home all day anyway, and I wasn't always at night either. Only for sleeping and eating.
I went to my bedroom, took out a backpack from a closet, and packed my things. Clothes, something to eat, and the money left over from my parents. I didn't need any more.
I took my katana, a pair of kunais and senbons with me, just in case, after all, my kekkei genkei also tastes chakra.
Then I took a sheet of paper and a pen to write a letter for Tsunade to write.

Dear Tsunade,

I'm sorry to disappoint you like that, but I can't live in Konoha.
I don't belong here and I hope you understand.
I wanted to thank you for everything, for everything you've done for me all these years.
When my parents died, you were the only one who took care of me and I really appreciate that.
I would like to personally say goodbye to you, but I did not dare to step under your eyes now.
And when Naruto comes back, tell him not to look for me!
Please don't worry about me, I'll be fine.

Sakura

I read it through again softly, folded it and laid it on the bed.
There was so much feeling in the letter, where ... did I really feel that way? What I wrote was just what was on my mind, but does that mean that it really has to be THAT?Am I suppressing this sadness and this anger? But ... then I'm doing the right thing, right? Feelings get in the way of a shinobi, right?
Or do I no longer have any feelings at all? No, it is human nature to feel, but I only feel hatred! No love, joy or sadness! Only the hatred is there!
I sighed softly. That I even think about something like that is absurd. A shame!
Suddenly, memories of my old team came over me. A block on your leg, arrogant, weak? I? Not anymore and that's one of the reasons I'm leaving Konoha. I want to prove that I am not weak. I want to prove to Sasuke that I am no big deal.
I took my bag and jumped out the window.
I took the same path as Sasuke, the path of the wicked, the path of the nukenin.
Just before I left Konoha for good, I turned around.
“I'm sorry.” I whispered to the wind and disappeared into the darkness.
Determined, I looked ahead.
That will be my way. The way of me, Sakura Haruro, the bloody cherry blossom Konohas!

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