Jump into the void

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Here is the first chapter!
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'Think, think, think ...'

I woke up. How long have I sat on the couch and slept?
"What time is it? Maaan! Already eleven thirty ?! I'll clean up the funny tape and go to sleep!" I mumbled, picked up the tape and ran back up to the attic.
'How long can a person sleep?'
I opened the squeaky door, stepped inside, and closed it again after me.
"Why is it so bright here? I hadn't turned on the light before!" I whispered thoughtfully.
Where did the light come from?
'Light?'
My hand clutched the ribbon and looked around.
I ran across the room and looked out the small window that was at the end of the room.
"The light comes from above! From the roof! But how is that possible?" I asked myself surprised and ran to the narrow ladder in the corner.
I climbed it, opened the wooden flap door, and climbed out.
I stood on the roof!
The strong wind blew my hair in my face, I looked down and realized how high I was.
I just looked determined.
'In the films they literally do gymnastics on the roofs! And me? I'm not trying to look down ... '
It was dark, but the bluish light that shone in front gave me enough light to be able to see something in the dark.
I walked cautiously over the brittle bricks.
Bit by bit I approached the light.
The wind got stronger and colder too.
It seemed to me as if the wind wanted to carry me directly to the light source, but it was just my imagination.
I stopped when I saw that I was standing in front of some kind of portal.
I heard the clink of the bricks below me and looked down again.
I opened my eyes in fear, shook my head and looked up again.
I took a reassuring breath in and out.
"Shoo, shoo! Get away with you! Get away with you, you ... something that sounds!" I said a little anxiously and waved my hands around nervously, but it didn't help.
I walked a little closer to the portal and held out my hand for it.
With my hand, I reached into the middle of the shining thing.
I felt the wind getting twice as strong and I knew that I would slowly lose my balance.
"What is that? I mean, what is it doing on the roof?" I whispered softly, but I could hardly hear myself, the wind was too strong.
I looked ahead with a curiously curious look.
“Should I go in there?” I asked myself nervously.
'One way to escape my boring life! A way to have an adventure ... or to go on it ... '
The wind literally urged me to go in there.
I looked around again, smiled briefly and jumped in.
Yes, I took this chance. I saw it as an opportunity to maybe give my life a little more color. I always wanted to make something of myself, I wanted to go to school, then study and then someday get married and have children, but did I really want that?Did I really want to have a stinking normal life?
My mother used to say to me: "Take every chance to experience an adventure and if you don't know what to do next, always remember that your life can no longer be compared with the life of other children through this adventure. Then, only then will you have an extraordinary life! "
And exactly this thought gave me courage. That's the only reason I jumped.
I screamed loudly.
It felt like I was in a tunnel. It felt like I was flying through the tunnel.
There was this warm breeze that made me feel safe.
I closed my eyes and after a few minutes I passed out too.

On the whole, I had a good feeling, but it felt like I had dared to leap into the void.

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