Hi guys! So this is my first FF and I hope that you don't suffer too much emotional damage because it's so bad.


It's about Majin-Vegeta, or better said about his thoughts, during the fight with Son-Goku (It should have escaped anyone's notice that he was `normal` again after the fight. The` M` was only pro forma on his Forehead) I will forgive you if the character is not well taken. Well, now enough talked about, so let's start with the torture!






Deep in my heart - by Mizu




I hate him! He always only humiliated me and exposed me in front of everyone! He took away my pride and dignity. Back when I came to earth. Back then, on Namek in the fight against Freezer. Back in the fight against Cell. With Cell it was just his son, but it doesn't matter. After all, he descends from him. And after all that he dares to call me one of "yours"!As if I were one of those failures of this Z-Troop. I am a prince! The prince of the Saiyans! I've always been cruel and cold-blooded! And now I am again!




I was raised to kill, to destroy, to subdue. I've never known feelings like love and I've never missed them because they just didn't exist for me. I didn't know what they are. How could I have missed something that I didn't know? My father never brought me in touch with anything like this, and he was right about it! You don't need such superfluous waste! That only weakens you! And as a prince of the Saiyans you have to be strong.


I was taught how to kill and how to enjoy it. Today I know that the desire to kill comes from my Saiyan blood. However, in the last few years it was trapped. Caught up by any morals or feelings that I let myself be talked about. But that will never happen again!I will kill again. I have never cared about any life, neither that of others nor of my own. Life! What was that worth?


By the time I was five I had destroyed many worlds. But then came Freezer. He was stronger than all the Saiyans combined. he has subjugated us and abused us for his purposes until he no longer needed us and destroyed us. I was six years old at the time. Then I came to him with Nappa and Raditz. It was hell on earth. He always tried to break my pride, but he never made it. Against Namek I was inferior to him. And as if that fact wasn't bad enough, that traitor Kakarott tried to save me too! For that I hate him even more! He mortally insulted me and now he has to pay for it. He will never be one step ahead of me ever again! I, the prince, am the strongest!




I have now told him that he now has to pay.I thought the fight was over, but Kakarott broke loose. He is angry. Very angry. For a moment we hit each other like mad. But suddenly ... it's strange ... but ... I've told him everything now and now ... it's kind of good. I no longer feel this dominant hatred, I just enjoy the fight with him, because it is just fun to fight against such a good opponent.




It's true, it was through him that I had my worst times, but without him I would never have come to earth. Back when my son came from the future and I moved to Bulma to prepare for the fight against the cyborgs, it was strange that I started to feel something for the earth that I never felt for Vegeta-was would have. Not because I didn't like Vegeta-sei, but I didn't love the planet either because I just didn't know those feelings. But on earth ... I don't know how to put it, but I kind of felt there ... yeah, fine.And that wasn't just because of Bulma. Bulma. She was the first person whose life meant something to me, unconsciously. And trunks. When I lost my son from the future, I felt an anger, but not an anger like I knew it up to that point, but an anger because Cell did this to my son. I can't say how, but they both cast a spell over me. I can't deny it, I love Bulma, my wife and Trunks, my son ...




No! That must not be! Exactly these feelings make me weak! You mustn't be! Once again I say this to my counterpart, my family means nothing to me. But I lost That's just untruth and I know it too. But ... I don't mind that it is. Have my strength decreased since I came to earth? No, they have increased steadily, more than before, than under Freezer's command or under Vegeta-sei.




I feel a tremendous amount of energy.It is undoubtedly Demon Boo's. Kakarott must have felt it too, because he wants to interrupt the fight. One last time I try to put aside my feelings for the earth. For the very last time. He asks if I don't care about Bulma and Trunks. No, they are not. So I agree to fight the demon together with Kakarott. But I won't do that. It is my fault that the demon is free again and I will stop it. Alone. That is none of Kakarott's business. He wants to give me a magic bean, he's inattentive. I knock him out and take the magic bean. “We continued our fight. If I'm still alive then.” I look at him again. My hatred of him is gone. I will do anything for the earth to save it. I do not say it, but it is already clear to me, I will even give my life without hesitation. I know that.


Deep in my heart.




---- End ----





So that's it. I hope you guys haven't gotten too bad now. But if you like these types of FFs, I can only warmly recommend the stories of Blondie16 and SweetBulma-chan. Don't worry, their writing style isn't as miserable as mine (it would be an outright insult to both of them to compare my writing style to theirs) and their stories are much better too. I would also like to give you "what if ..." from Bulma2oo2 and "Angel in my arms" from Silly_Sally. Not to mention "Of Warriors and Sissies" of criminal law and the stories of Sphinx. So take care.


Mizu