Since you left ...






This pain.


Deep inside of me


It almost tears me apart.


I don't wanna believe


I can not believe it.


But it's a reality.


It's so mean.




Since you left ...




... nothing is as it was before.


Everything is different.


Everything has changed.


The world.


The environment.


The human.


Just everything.




Since you left ...




Why?


Why are you just gone


How could you leave me alone


What am i without you


Nothing at all.


I'm only half a person without you


You complete me.




Since you left ...




He tore you away from me.


The death.


Just because.


I couldn't do anything about it.


Don't fight it.


He came and you went.


How could he steal you?



And now you're gone ...




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She cried. Cried his eyes out. She had withdrawn into her world. She heard nothing more, she said nothing more, she even ate nothing. She, her body, was still where it belonged, on earth. But her heart, her soul was already somewhere else. Where? She didn't know that herself. All she knew was that she was no longer herself. Her body was just a shell with no content. An empty bowl.




*** Flashback ***




"How could you do that to me? You don't have much longer to live!" She aimed the gun directly at the blond girl's heart. She was trembling, trembling indescribably. Her face was disfigured by tears that you could hardly tell from the pouring rain. She didn't want to kill her, but if she couldn't have him then neither should anyone else.


"Don't do anything that you could regret later!" shouted the blond girl's friend, Trunk's letter.

"I won't regret it! It's her fault that it had to come to this! She took you away from me!" she screamed. No, croaked from all the screaming and crying. She was pale and weak.


"Pan! We're friends!" The blonde girl was crying too. Her white dress stuck to her that you could almost see her underwear.


"I thought so too! But you ... you ..." Pan couldn't speak any further. Because a torrent of tears drowned her words.


"Pan, calm down ..." Trunks tried to soothe her.


"Keep your mouth shut!" the black-haired girl snapped at him. "You are just as bad as her! I loved you! Trusted you! But you hurt me! And start something with this slut!"


"How can you call Marron a slut? She is—"


"Trunks ... please stop! She's right! I'm a bitch! Come on, Pan ... call me names! Please! Or no ... finally shoot me! You wanted that!Come on! What are you waiting for? "Marron spread his arms so Pan had a clear shot.


“With the greatest pleasure,” Pan said and pulled the trigger.


"Maroon!"


Marron closed his eyes. She would be gone in a moment. Would have all worries behind him. Would be free. But nothing happened. The shot didn't hit her. When she heard Pan's scream, she jerked her eyes open. What she saw made her freeze. The bullet hadn't hit her but Trunks who wanted to protect her. His lifeless body fell to the ground. There was a thud. She looked at Pan, who had sunk to the ground, put down the gun and kept mumbling: "What have I done ... Trunks ... I didn't want that ..."


Pan took the gun and put it to his temple.


"Pan! Don't do it! Please!"


“Goodbye Marron! Forgive me!” Then she pulled the trigger.




*** Flashback (End) ***




"Marron, come on, you have to eat" a soft voice reached her ear.Far far away. Like a sound. Again and again.


"Ma-Maron, please ..." the woman cried. Is it about her? No. That did not work. She was dangerous. She had two people on her conscience.


“Kasaan, why are you crying?” She wiped a tear away from her mother.


"Marron ..." She gave Marron a kiss on her forehead. "We have to ... do you want to eat something before we go?" Marron shook his head. Only a little. She was too weak to shake him harder.


"Kasaan, where are we going?" Marron asked gently.


"At the funeral of T-Trunks and P-Pan ..." It was not easy for Juuhachigou to say that. Her voice trembled and she tried with all her strength to hold back the tears.


“I don't know if I can do that,” Marron whispered. Juuhachigou went up to her daughter and hugged her. Marron began to sob. She cried uncontrollably.


"I know, honey ..." Juuhachigou couldn't hold back the tears either. "But think about it ... Trunks and Pan would be disappointed if you didn't come ... do you want them to be sad?"Marron shook his head violently.


"Well ... Well, you see ... so come on, change your clothes ..." Juuhachigou got up and walked over to Maron's closet. What had become of the sweet, lively little girl?


She was just a shadow of herself. Too weak to get up because she wasn't eating anymore. Too weak to laugh.


Juuhachigou put a black dress out of her and was about to leave the room when she was hugged from behind.


"Aishiteru ... Kasaan ..." a weak voice whispered in her ear.


"Anata mo, Marron-chan!" she whispered back.




***


Sequel follows....






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Greetings, Kaori


Ps.:The sequel will of course be much longer!