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Fanfic: Damals....
Chapter: Back then....
Hello!
What big can I say about this FF .. It should look like drama. But I don't know if that turned out really well ... Well, ... read for yourself. And please ... give me a comment on it! I would like to know how you got it ... !!
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Back then....
How long have I been here? 4 or 5 hours? Maybe longer?
I stand at the window of our room and look down at the street. As usual, a lot of traffic ... I sigh and my gaze wanders over to the door. Before ... when we still had separate rooms, I usually came to you ... I always kept you from your work. And if I'm to be honest ... I found that very amusing ...! You always got so excited ... the hatred in your eyes when I did that .. was simply indescribable .. I think that's exactly what I liked about you ... You just didn't let anything sit on you ... Always resisted ... That was kind of cute in my eyes ... Yes ... Cute .... And what I liked most about it was that you were inferior to me ... Now and then, when I was too much got on my nerves .. Did you slap me in the face out of sheer anger ... I noticed that but it didn't matter to me ... Well, actually ... Well, your strength is rather weak. .. But you have the power in your voice .... It is really loud when you start screaming ... But I don't mind ...
I sit on the bed and stare in front of myself ... I think about it all the time ... All the time ... Back then ... it must have been 10 years now ...
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Like every day I rummaged through the fridge for something edible ... But this time I couldn't find anything ... Neither a small carrot nor a cucumber ... Nothing like that ... But I was hungry ... So I went to you, and complain as usual that you should get something to eat. You just smiled at me ... I'll never forget that smile ... It was somehow forced, but also normal ... I meant that we need something new to eat ... In general! You just nodded and walked past me. You smiled at me .. and said that you wanted to get something quickly ... When you stood in the door frame like that ... It shot through me like lightning ... For some reason I had a bad feeling .. I don't know why ... I said that it wasn't necessary after all ... I only said that because I had this strange feeling ... But you just smiled and said that we needed something edible anyway and that the supermarket right across the street ... so you walked through the door and closed it behind you ... I put out my hand.And said you should stay here ... But ... you were already gone ... My words hit the wall and echoed back ... it was like a pain in my heart that I suddenly felt ... Me walked slowly towards the window that looked out onto the street. I had to see you ... I didn't know why. For some reason ... When I saw you walk out of the house, you looked up at me. It seemed like you knew that I was standing here looking down at you ... You waved to me ... But I didn't ... I just kept looking at you and piercing you with my gaze. I wanted to tell you: stay here - don't go! But you probably did not understand the message and went to the street ... When you got to the side of the road you looked in both directions to check if a car was coming ... You couldn't see one, so you went ... But suddenly such a madman came racing along with tremendous speed! I tore the window open, jumped down and already I heard it creak and crack ... I cursed this moment ... No, please don't let it be the way I think ... I had to keep telling myself when I looked at the street ... You were lying behind the car ... It had run over you ... Without thinking, I ran to you.I reached for you with trembling hands. And lifted you up in my arms. Your face was smeared with blood and your clothes were pretty tattered ... I couldn't stand it ... to see you lying in my arms like that ... Your breathing was rather irregular ... once too fast, then too slowly ... Now and then I thought you would die in my arms because you had your eyes closed for so long when you blink. Tears are rolling from my eyes ... It was my fault that you walked out ... I am to blame ... I ... I all alone !! You looked at me ... You smile at me with your typical smile ... as if nothing was happening ... But I knew better ... and you didn't want to admit it ... I go to the meadow in front of the House, lay down there gently and hold your hand. I keep asking you how I could help you ... but your breath was getting weaker and weaker ... I heard a rumble ... What was that? I turned around quickly and saw this driver ... He had kicked his car.The guy looked at me ... saw the woman lying in front of me. He whispered something incomprehensible and then came closer ... at the same moment your hand pressure was getting weaker and weaker .... No, please don't let it be as I think !! I always tell myself ... but it was like that ... you were lying in front of me and your breath was getting weaker and weaker ... Your lips were moving ... As if they wanted to say something ... I leaned down. .. I wanted to understand what you were saying ... And when I got close enough ... I heard something like ... "I love you ..." More tears rolled down my cheeks ... I just could to give back what she told me ... that I love you ... and so did I ... I really love you ... After all, you were the first being I confided in ... And well ... you die in front of my eyes ...
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This whole story was now 10 years ago ... I wanted to think to myself ... All that had happened ... Just think like that ... Let my thoughts run free ... I get up and leave back to the window.I have to look down again ... There ... where the bouquet is ... you died then ...
Someone is hugging me from behind ... I turn my head slightly to the side to see who it is ... and ... it's Bulma ...! I turn around in your embrace and take you in my arms too. I take one arm and gently stroke it over your cheek ... Luckily you have been resuscitated ... Otherwise I couldn't hold you in my arms today ... I hug you lightly ... I just want you to be close feel ... I close my eyes .. I just want to enjoy this moment ... what if ... you died in such an accident again? Then you couldn't be brought back ...
I sigh and then look up at you again .. You look at me a little puzzled .. But I don't care .. The main thing is that I hold you in my arms .. That's the most important thing ... "I love you ... Bulma ... "comes from my lips. You smile and whisper it in my ear too .....
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