Hello, I'm back again! First of all, thank you very much for your comments, I also read your FFs (Lord_Vegeta and Devilangel looks at), great! well ...


This FF is not tied to any time in DBZ and plays almost as if it were only written for my two favorite charas. It has no introduction and starts right in the middle, I liked that better ...


She talks about what it might have been like with SonGoku and Vegeta ...




Have fun everyone who pays attention to me!




“Kakarott?” The Saiyajin prince slowly stepped closer. “Hmm?” SonGoku looked at him. "Nice that you came!" said Vegeta softly. SonGoku nodded. Vegeta gathered his courage and gently stroked his cheek. Vegeta felt a tremor run through his companion. He smiled slightly and let his hand rest there. For a moment he sank into SonGoku's eyes. "Black and beautiful ..." he mumbled softly, but onGoku understood him.He stared at Vegeta in amazement. "Vegeta ..?" he said questioningly. The prince seemed to wake up from his trance and blushed. He quickly withdrew his hand and looked at the floor. "I'm sorry, Kakarott." he said slowly and turned away. "Vegeta. What do you have?" SonGoku asked calmly. Vegeta hesitated. "I think it's better if you don't know. It would hurt you and I don't want to hurt you!" Vegeta tears welled up in her eyes. He wiped them away and turned back. Once more he looked him in the eye. SonGoku saw sadness and a strange helplessness that he had never seen before. Then vegeta closed his eyes and made a quick start into the dark sky. SonGoku was frozen for a moment. He thought of Vegeta's look. "It was almost as if his eyes were begging me to stop him, not to let him go, as if I were the only one who could save him from his helplessness. Even if his mouth says something else, his eyes tell me that Truth!"He quickly shot after Vegeta. Soon he caught up with him. Vegeta had noticed and wondered if it was good. On the one hand he had prayed that he would follow him, on the other hand he would have to explain everything to him now! And although he did he would never admit it, he was afraid that Kakarott would not reciprocate his feelings, feelings that he did not want to admit until recently, that were just as terrifying for himself as for everyone else who would know about it ...


Vegeta had always been attracted to Kakarott, but he had always hated it. But Kakarott fascinated him and vegeta had felt a recurring longing in his heart every time he saw him. At some point he realized what kind of feeling it was. But he knew Kakarott didn't feel that way, he had seen him as an enemy since he first landed on earth. He had been out of reach for him, and for that vegeta had hated him.But soon the hatred had turned into boundless grief ...


A few days ago he and Kakarott had trained in the gravity room. Vegeta planned to fly behind him and hold him tight and then kick him in the back. He did that too, but when he clutched his rival from behind, that wonderful warmth was there again. He held the wriggling kakarott tightly and felt the urge to snuggle up to him. Then, without knowing what he was doing, he had laid his head on the other's shoulder and took a deep breath of his scent ... Vegeta was still warm now when he thought of how well he was to be so close to Kakarott felt ... He had gently stroked his chest with one hand and heard the rapid pounding of his heart. Kakarott had paused and was surprised not to resist. He had kept still and made no sound. It was like time stood still. But then he realized what Vegeta was doing and tore himself away.He hadn't looked at him angry or horrified, just questioning. His eyes had bored into his and caused a real panic in him. He couldn't take it anymore and flew away ...




SonGoku had also remembered that day, so he had flown after him. "I didn't like his hug that bad ... I have a guilty conscience because I pushed him away. I had a warm feeling in my stomach ..." He wanted to know what was really going on with Vegeta. Dark storm clouds had drawn in as they flew through the air. "Vegeta, wait!" he asked. The prince stopped and turned but did not look at him. SonGoku saw that he was crying again and was struggling to keep his sobs under control. His shoulders trembled slightly. “Please tell me what's wrong with you!” SonGoku thought about it. What could upset a prince like Vegeta? Vegeta looked at him. He wanted to tell him.The truth. “It's ... because of you!” His voice trembled slightly and he hated himself for it. “Because of me?” SonGoku stared at him. "What did I do?" "Nothing, damn it! You didn't do anything at all. I ..." He broke off and couldn't hold back his tears. He looked desperately into his eyes. There was deep pain in it. SonGoku was horrified to see his friend like this. "Where does this agony come from? Please!" He looked Vegeta deep in the eyes. Vegeta laughed softly through tears. It was a bitter laugh. The first raindrops fell on his face. "People say that unrequited love is the worst thing there is. I never believed it ... but you are right ..." "Unrequited love?" SonGoku asked softly. "Yes." Vegeta had recovered. He was still crying, but who forced himself to look the other person in the eye? "Kakarott ... I love you! I have loved you for so long ..." Then he couldn't hold his gaze. His strength was over. Without a sound he sank to his knees and whispered: "Since I first saw you, I have loved you.It just took me something to realize it. Deeper than the universe is, stronger than I am and more than my own life ... But you never loved me. I can not anymore! I would do anything for you and that you would return my love! But I don't want to go on living without you ... "


He had sunk forward into his arms and was crying out all the tears that he had accumulated over the years. He wept quietly as the rain pelted them. SonGoku was torn between irrepressible joy and great compassion: He felt terribly sorry for Vegeta, but ... it was difficult to describe, but he felt like him. "I don't want to live without him either!" it shot through his head. He broke free and flew to Vegeta. Then he put his hands around his arms and pulled him up to him. He looked at him with a smile. There was so much warmth and affection in his smile that there was a glimmer of hope in Vegeta's eyes.His tears disappeared, he looked at SonGoku in amazement. Oh Vegeta. You don't have to do anything, I love you too, I just never noticed! Now I know! "Vegeta stared at him." Kakarott ... are you serious? " "Yes! "A tear of joy rolled down Vegeta's beaming face and SonGoku wiped it away with one hand. Vegeta blushed a bit. Then he hugged SonGoku, who now blushed a bit himself, but then also hugged him and hugged him tightly. They stayed like that for a long time Float in the air without being bothered by the heavy rain that had already soaked you to the skin. "How long have I wished that ..." thought Vegeta happily. A unique feeling flooded through him. "I almost gave up ! "On SonGoku's face there was again a loving smile. He had put his cheek to Vegeta and was humming softly to himself. Suddenly he felt Vegeta hug him even tighter. He looked down at him in amazement." Let ... me please never again ... alone ... no more ... "he mumbled tiredly.In response, SonGoku lifted Vegeta's chin with one hand and kissed him gently and tentatively on the mouth. Vegeta closed his eyes and replied passionately. SonGoku was surprised, but he liked it, he was a Saiyajin too. Then Vegeta pulled his head back and smiled happily. Both now noticed how the water ran along their bodies and had to grin a little. "Vegeta, I think we should find shelter. We're soaking wet!" Vegeta pulled away from him and looked down at himself. "You're right, Kakarott, I hate colds, but a little rain doesn't knock us out, right?" They both laughed a little. "Come on then, let's find a cave to stay overnight!" said SonGoku and took off, Vegeta next to him. During the flight, SonGoku grabbed Vegeta's hand and squeezed it lightly. The prince stared at him in amazement. "What should ..." "Just like that!" he said with a grin. Vegeta shook his head. "I will need a while until I understand you, Kakarott!"





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