You scream ... blood .... your whole body full of blood ... don't move anymore .... don't breathe anymore ... your pulse can no longer be felt ... I let myself fall next to you .. .scream ... scream out my pain and despair .... Your eyes are empty ... there is no life to be seen in them ... weren't those eyes shining yesterday? Why? Why did you have to die?


Laughter .... the monster ... it is alive .... I turn to him ... my anger can no longer be controlled ... look at you one more time ... see everything vaguely .. .I raise my hand to wipe away my tears.




Determined, I attack the monster that stole the most important thing from me ... the only thing that made my life worth living ... the only thing that made me smile ... the only thing I needed ... you.


I get hit ... I hold my wound ... I am bleeding too ... feel weak ... I fall on my knees ... feel my energy weaken ... how life escapes from my body .

With the last of my strength I crawl to you ... I take your hand in mine ... put my lips on yours ...






I smile ... soon we will be reunited. Soon ... soon ...