Nihao!




Here I am again! * smile * You don't know how much I missed your lovely comments! * nod in confirmation with my head * And since I have nothing to do today, I thought to myself, I'll keep writing "Love by mistake"! * even more smile *




When this FF is over (and that will probably be a long time coming, I think ..), I intend to write a new one. I've already made a few thoughts ... (Well, you won't get away with it that easily ... * hehe *)




If this part is a bit boring or boring, sorry! I hardly have any ideas how to proceed ... * sigh *




That's it!


Read nicely!




Your


Akane_chan


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Chapter 5




Important decisions


The rain pelted against the window. Drop by drop. Steady and unstoppable. There was a boom in Pan's head. Why? Each of her thoughts started with that insignificant word.Why have problems been piling up lately? Why had Videl left her now, when she needed more support and help than before. Why had so much changed between her and Bra? And why .. after what, she didn't want to start from school at all. She had felt it from the start. Since Mr. Kukony started school, her grades have deteriorated dramatically. She could try as much as she wanted, it didn't help. A thought popped into her head. He gave her another stab in her heart. Maybe it wasn't her new teacher at all. She had never been a great light in math. She had always had to cheat her way through. Had made an effort to get to the same school as her friends ..> See it, Pan. You were and are a failure. You will never do anything right. Why am I thinking of that idiot again ?! Why doesn't it get out of my head?

Slowly she got up from the bed and wiped the tears from her face. > If I don't want Trunks to never speak to me again, I should text him. A few words, nothing more. That doesn't mean I'm in love with him ... or does it? I let myself go right. she thought sadly. The next moment she made up her mind. With an energetic jerk she pulled the curtains aside. A ray of sun fell into the room and suddenly brightened it up. A smile crossed the girl's face. "Well please .. Go ahead.", She muttered to herself. She opened the window quickly, even in her room there was a smell of beer. Then she made her way into the living room, grabbed any beer bottles she found and threw them in the trash. When she got to the kitchen, she cleared all of the full beer bottles from the refrigerator, they too ended up in the trash. The table was wiped, the window, as in her room, torn open. All of this happened without a word, she concentrated completely on her work. But then she heard steps. Shuffling and stumbling. Gohan.The refrigerator door was thrown open. "Tell me, Pan, darling. Where's the beer?" The person addressed threw the rag into the sink, only then turned around. "What kind of beer?", She asked deliberately innocent. "The few beer bottles.", Gohan answered with a grumble and continued searching. "I have it here somewhere .." For a while she looked at her father without a reaction, then she turned back to her task and said shortly: "Oh the .. In the garbage." Yes, where else? ”The girl was jerked back by the shoulder. "Are you still ticking correctly ?! What did you think?" She looked indifferently into his black eyes. "Do you think I'll let you get drunk every day? Do you think Mum comes back like this? Probably not!" --- Gossip --- The slap hit her in the middle of the cheek. Gohan stared at her, angry and sad at the same time. Pan touched her swollen cheek. "So it has already come to that. You're fighting for yourself .." she whispered softly.Gohan turned slowly. "Do you think this is easy for me? It's just as difficult for me as it is for you." "No, Dad. I don't think so. But do you have to let yourself go like this?" Her father gripped his head, probably he had a hangover from all the alcohol. He didn't drink that much otherwise. Videl had always kept him from that. "Mum ..." A tear formed in the corner of Pan's eye, but she pulled herself together and quickly wiped it away before her father could notice. She wanted to be strong. She gently put a hand on Gohan's shoulder. "Hey, Dad. How about you lie down first?" He looked down at her gratefully. "I would like to. But can you handle this?" The girl grinned. “Well, logo.” With these words she pushed him into the bedroom and quietly closed the door.


After cleaning up a bit, she went back to her room. There she sat at the desk and did her homework.Actually she had planned not to do this out of spite, to wipe out Mr. Kukony, but it was probably better to do it that way. That would be amazed. Pan grinned broadly. It took a long time until the tasks were finished and correct, but she took the time. With a satisfied sigh, the girl pushed off the floor and rolled her desk chair towards the school bag. She grabbed the bag by the handle and rolled back again. She packed the things in her bag for the next day at school and had the feeling that she was slowly but steadily bringing order to her life. Then she took her cell phone and typed a short message to Trunks: 'Sorry I just flew away. I was just confused. Are you mad? 'A little later the cell phone beeped twice briefly. The girl's face brightened, actually Pan had expected that he would blow her off coolly, but his answer was kind and gentle.'Alright. I hope Bra didn't say anything nasty when you met her? 'Sadness rose in her. What Bra had said went deep into her heart. But she didn't want to burden Trunks unnecessarily and typed: 'No. There was nothing there. I have to stop now too. Do you have time at some point? 'While waiting for the text message from Trunks, she made another decision. She would wait a little longer, then go to Eraser and ask about her mother. Maybe she would be able to convince them to come back home. A few minutes later the text message arrived: 'Sure. Then we'll meet again by the lake tomorrow. Because I think Bra is spying on me. Then, bye .. 'Pan smiled, grabbed her jacket and the house key so as not to have to ring the bell, and flew off in the direction of Eraser's apartment.


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The apartment was in the middle of the city, just a few miles from the Capsule Corporation.Pan was sure that her mother didn't like it here. She'd lived around here as a teenager, but she liked the outdoors more than the stuffy air and noise. With those thoughts in mind, she hesitantly rang the doorbell. But before anyone opened the door, the door was opened from the inside. An elderly woman with a dog on a leash stepped out, gave Pan a cursory glance, and then disappeared into the puny green space next to the apartment block. The stairwell smelled bad and it was dirty. Pan wondered how they could live here. You never could. No meadows, forests, freedom ... but Eraser could. She kept saying that at some point she would find a boyfriend to move house with, but that hadn't even been partially true until now. Pan felt sorry for her. She was lonely, helpless, and just focused on her career. Pitiful ..


When he got to the door, Pan knocked vigorously. A cheerful eraser opened it."Oh, Pan. What are you doing here?" "Hello Eraser. Can I speak to my mother?" The girl choked out the words, a big loo spreading in her throat. "Of course. Wait a minute." Eraser turned around and called: "Videl! Come on!" A little later Videl appeared behind her best friend. "Yes? What is it? Oh ... Pan .." "Hello.", Pan greeted her mother. Both looked embarrassed at the floor. Eraser watched the show for a while, then winked at Videl, grabbed the house key, said: "I'd better leave you alone .." and disappeared. After she was gone, the black-haired girl took courage. “May I come in?” “Yes, come on.” Videl turned around, went into the living room and collapsed into an armchair. "Very well. What do you want?" Her voice sounded friendly but forced. The addressed swallowed. “Could you come back to us?” Videl gently shook his head. "No, not yet. I'm sorry, but I need a little distance from Gohan.One, two, three