I dedicate the fanfic to Milan and Rika, who will soon no longer be there * sadist * ...




Never forget you!




"Don't forget Bra! I will always live on in your heart!" I didn't understand anything ... what was Songoten saying? He would always be there .. whenever I needed him, so what was going on? "And Bra?" "Yeah what?" I didn't know what was going on ... didn't know what he meant at all .. I just saw his pale face that smiled weakly. “Don't cry for me!” Why should I cry? He would be there ... What did he say anyway? Songoten would live .. be by my side ... always, and for all eternity ... "I'll go soon!" What was wrong with him? Otherwise he wasn't like that .... "I will always be with you!" "I don't doubt that Songoten ... Why are you saying all this? You're here ... you are weak, but you are will survive! "I hoped ... every single fiber of my body hoped ... he wasn't hurt ... he was just weak ... but that would go away ... nobody died that fast ... And Songoten certainly not ... he was a Sayajin!A Sayajin who was strong ... The son of the strongest warrior in the universe ... so how could this mighty fighter die of a simple manger ... that was impossible ... my mind refused to believe it ...


"Bra! I'll go soon!" The fever shone in his eyes ... He wouldn't really ...? "Stay strong Songoten! You don't give up that easily, do you?" His weak smile became a little stronger again ... just so that my hopes were once again strengthened ... "I know it's hard for you .. . "he coughed. Was he really that weak already? "... but you mustn't cry for me ... I will always be with you ... even if I am somewhere else ... if I will no longer be with you ... then my spirit will be with you too his ... "He had a fever ... He was talking in a fever ... he was delusional ... he didn't know what he was saying ... I dutifully changed the cold cloths and then put my hand back into his ...

Again ... he coughed again ... a thin thread of blood ran down his mouth ... I was shocked ... What happened there? Songoten was a Sayajin after all! Sayajins couldn't die in a crib .. that was just not normal .... again I changed the cloths on his forehead ... "Bra! Please! Stop it!" "Why? I ... I just want to help you ! "I was sure ... he didn't know what he was talking about ..." I know .. Bra! But leave it now! It's too late ... I'll go! "I was slowly getting scared to do ... Songoten wasn't like that ... he was always awake until he got this crib ...


“May I disturb you?” The doctor came in and looked at his patient. I nodded and stepped aside ..... I didn’t let out Songoten`s hand ... it was like a thin thread that you could cling to even in the most difficult situations ... how often did he take me with him already saved the life of these hands? The doctor's face darkened a little when he turned back to me ... "He needs his rest now ... you should leave him alone!" I put my hands on my hips and stared at him angrily." I give you an advice ... don't get involved in things that you actually do none of its business .. understand? "Even to my ears my voice sounded strange. The doctor winced and then left the room, visibly intimidated ...


"Thank you Bra!" Songoten smiled even now ... I knew it now ... I knew that he was going to die, but everything in me still struggled to believe that ... he was a Sayajin! A sayajin didn't just die of a manger! "You're welcome!" My voice was low ... I loved him so much ... I wouldn't be able to live without him ... "Bra! Promise me that you won't cry for me!" .... "How can I? Tell me Songoten? How can I not cry over you ... you're the only thing I've ever learned to love ... so how could I not cry for you?"

Tears were gathering in my eyes ... soon ... soon he would go ... and back I would stay ... I ... all alone ... without him ... him whom I loved so much, and never would forget. He raised his hand and touched my cheek ... the sky darkened a bit ... "I love you Bra ... and I will always love you ..." His voice sounded weaker than before ... the collected tears ran my cheeks now .. they dripped onto Songoten, who smiled at me .... "I'm going now!" ..... He closed his eyes ... his head slumped to the side ... he was dead .. dead ... he would never come back ... "NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"


I stroked his face one last time ... my tears kept streaming down my cheeks ... even the last glimmer that still reminded me of life now disappeared from his features ... I turned away ... me didn't want to see him any longer ... "I'm sorry Songoten ... I have to cry for you ... I can't help it!"I closed the door behind me .... Songoten ..... he was dead .... Chichi began to sob hysterically when I came out of the room .... Songoku rushed to her to hug her ... they had understood that he was dead ... forever ... gone ... like a white dove that flew away never to return ... My mother looked at me worried ... even on that I could see traces of sadness on my father's face ... he was dead ... forever ...




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Now I'm standing at his grave ... I look down at this sadly and think of all the good times with him ... I still saw him smiling at me just before he died ... I loved him .. I still loved him .... My father stood next to me and put a hand on my shoulder ... "Bra! You mustn't indulge your grief ... you are my daughter ... you know, I hope, that I can't let that happen?" "Leave me alone! "I tried in vain to free myself from his grip, but I couldn't ... he just wouldn't let go of me ..." Bra! You loved songotes, didn't you? "The clouds in front of the sun thickened." Yes ... and I still love him! And now leave me alone! ".... my father's gaze softened ... I almost started crying again .. but I pulled myself together at the last moment ..


"I would probably act the same way if your mother suddenly wasn't there ... but Bra ... you have to find your way back to yourself!" With these words he left me alone ... I looked at the grave again. .. to the grave of the one I loved and would always love ... "You have to find your way back to yourself!" The words of my father stuck in my head ... they did not leave me alone ... "Promise me , not to make me cry ... "Songoten! He had explicitly requested ... that I shouldn't cry ... desperately I dropped to my knees ... I didn't mind that my black pants got dirty ... Would he forgive me?His smile again ... it wouldn't let go of me ... got caught in my hair .... I smiled ... Songoten would forgive me everything ..... I would never forget him ... he had a place in my heart that no one else could reach ... I would not forget it ... The sky cleared and the sun shone brightly down on me ... No ... I will never forget you !!!! !




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@Milan, Rika: I dedicated the fanfic to you ... Have fun in the USA and come back healthy ... I will never forget you ... never! Okay? .... don't forget me either .... and reply faster to emails * g *




Cu Cheely