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Fanfic: Pan/Oob - A FRIEND ... (8)
Chapter: Pan / Oob - A FRIEND ... (8)
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Oob was just crossing town. His mind whirled around wildly, trying to get a clear sentence, but couldn't. Thousands of emotions pounded on him. Two words, two words kept appearing in the truncated trains of thought. Pan. Trunks. Pan. Trunks. Pan. How was this supposed to end? Oob thought he was going insane. Was it possible to love someone so much that you just went crazy? That was nonsensical. But at the moment everything was nonsensical. Where was he anyway? Oob looked down. He was right over the sea. Drown? Why not? Then the pain would be over. Everything would be over. Maybe then Pan would see what she had about him. But then it wouldn't matter anyway. Then it would all be over. 'Shit, what am I thinking ?! 'Oob shook his head vigorously.Had he just thought about killing himself? 'That was close,' thought Oob. Had he pursued this thought, he would probably be ... dead. 'Oh, Dende', Oob thought, startled by himself, 'What's wrong with me? 'Everything was so confusing. He loved Pan and hadn't told her. Now she would marry Trunks and live forever knowing that she and Oob were just good friends. Wonderful! So everything went perfectly! The question was, what should he do now? Kill yourself? To drink yourself? Just disappear and never come back? Forgot Pan? Never! He could drink himself, disappear and then kill himself, but never, never could he forget Pan! It was impossible. As impossible as the fact that blue was red and ... that Pan loved him. Yes it was impossible. Oob had missed his chance and involuntarily passed it on to Trunks. How blind must he have been? If he'd noticed sooner, then ... Oh, it didn't help. He hadn't acted.He couldn't help it now. He should fly to Pan and congratulate her. It was over. Oob felt as if his heart stopped at those three words. It was over.
Oob had flown a long time. Soon it should have circled the earth once. He went one better and increased his pace ...
“Congratulations, Pan!” Oob shook hands with his girlfriend. “I'm happy for you guys.” Those words were so wrong it almost turned Oob's stomach, but Pan didn't seem to notice. "That's nice of you," she said and gave the young warrior a big hug. Oob enjoyed it. Every second, every little moment around her was a blessing. 'I love you so, Pan,' he thought. A tear almost stole from the corner of his eye, but Oob held it back. He couldn't cry in front of Pan now; Then he would have to explain everything to her and he didn't want that. He was of course against Trunks and Pan getting married, but he didn't want to screw up his best friend's wedding.He could tell her, she might not be able to handle it, and it was all over. He remembered Son Goku's words. “Don't lose it!” No! No way! Even if that meant he and Pan were just friends, it was better than nothing, right ?!
*** Have fun waiting for the next part * nasty grin * !!! Until then, your P. ***
Oob was just crossing town. His mind whirled around wildly, trying to get a clear sentence, but couldn't. Thousands of emotions pounded on him. Two words, two words kept appearing in the truncated trains of thought. Pan. Trunks. Pan. Trunks. Pan. How was this supposed to end? Oob thought he was going insane. Was it possible to love someone so much that you just went crazy? That was nonsensical. But at the moment everything was nonsensical. Where was he anyway? Oob looked down. He was right over the sea. Drown? Why not? Then the pain would be over. Everything would be over. Maybe then Pan would see what she had about him. But then it wouldn't matter anyway. Then it would all be over. 'Shit, what am I thinking ?! 'Oob shook his head vigorously.Had he just thought about killing himself? 'That was close,' thought Oob. Had he pursued this thought, he would probably be ... dead. 'Oh, Dende', Oob thought, startled by himself, 'What's wrong with me? 'Everything was so confusing. He loved Pan and hadn't told her. Now she would marry Trunks and live forever knowing that she and Oob were just good friends. Wonderful! So everything went perfectly! The question was, what should he do now? Kill yourself? To drink yourself? Just disappear and never come back? Forgot Pan? Never! He could drink himself, disappear and then kill himself, but never, never could he forget Pan! It was impossible. As impossible as the fact that blue was red and ... that Pan loved him. Yes it was impossible. Oob had missed his chance and involuntarily passed it on to Trunks. How blind must he have been? If he'd noticed sooner, then ... Oh, it didn't help. He hadn't acted.He couldn't help it now. He should fly to Pan and congratulate her. It was over. Oob felt as if his heart stopped at those three words. It was over.
Oob had flown a long time. Soon it should have circled the earth once. He went one better and increased his pace ...
“Congratulations, Pan!” Oob shook hands with his girlfriend. “I'm happy for you guys.” Those words were so wrong it almost turned Oob's stomach, but Pan didn't seem to notice. "That's nice of you," she said and gave the young warrior a big hug. Oob enjoyed it. Every second, every little moment around her was a blessing. 'I love you so, Pan,' he thought. A tear almost stole from the corner of his eye, but Oob held it back. He couldn't cry in front of Pan now; Then he would have to explain everything to her and he didn't want that. He was of course against Trunks and Pan getting married, but he didn't want to screw up his best friend's wedding.He could tell her, she might not be able to handle it, and it was all over. He remembered Son Goku's words. “Don't lose it!” No! No way! Even if that meant he and Pan were just friends, it was better than nothing, right ?!
*** Have fun waiting for the next part * nasty grin * !!! Until then, your P. ***