So here is the fourth chapter. Have fun ^^






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Transience.


Trapped in the world, free to be trapped.


To know that everything is fleeting, nothing eternal and still


helpless.


To see how everything wilts that one was allowed to see bloom, grow


and thrive.


Anxiety.


To know that everything has an end, no matter when and how, nothing comes of it


consist.


One will be forgotten, one will be forgotten and ultimately one will


to disappear.


Everything you have built up, everything you have learned, all of them


Efforts you had in your life.


Everything will trickle like air through the fingers of time.


To forget.


Forget what you did, forget how you felt, forget what


was and is what will be what can be.


The consciousness will dissolve into a deep black.


No, not black .... Nothing .....

Nothing is nothing.


A simple little word, existing but never understood.


How can one get into this limited universe of the mind


Forcing meaning of nothing?


Transience.


Why are we fighting?


What are we fighting for?


One day nobody will know for what, why, when and where ... but we


fight without us being aware that in the next moment everything


is over.


Only afterwards do you become aware that it is over.


People try to hold air, to catch air.


To collect seconds, to buy time, to achieve immortality


with their deeds, which are insignificant anyway.


But one day it will all be over.




Transience.....


Why is this word so heavy and sluggish?


Because I am not like that.


Because I won't go away.




Because I won't die, because I will never forget.



Immortality, miserable curse.


What did I do wrong ...






"Trunks?"


The young Saiyan startled from his thoughts and sat


bolt upright on the bed. The magic bean fell from his hand,


which he had wanted to put in his mouth for a whopping 2 hours. First


now he realized that he had forgotten the time.


"Goku?" he stopped and saw the always warrior with an always sunny disposition


at. Goku smiled.


"I didn't bother you, did I?"


"No ... But why are you still here? I thought you were


long gone. "


Embarrassed, Son-Goku scratched his head and giggled softly.


"I uh was gone too, but now ... somehow I didn't want to


home."


Trunks didn't seem to understand immediately, but then he drew one


Raised an eyebrow and looked questioningly at his friend.


"Are you saying you want to stay here?"


"Yes ... uh, that's roughly what I meant."Immediately he put one


sincere look at.


"I mean if you don't mind."


Trunks waved it off. "No, no problem. Goten is straight anyway


gone. "When he said this there was a pang in his heart. He


has not had a word with his lover since the incident


changed ..... and he was terribly sorry for what he said


would have...


"So? Did you fight?" Trunks winced as if Goku had him


beaten.


"No!" he pressed out irritably and pointed impatiently to the door.


“You know where the guest room is, don't you?” Goku looked perplexed, but he did


then he nodded and turned to leave the room. But


before that he mumbled softly: "Go after Trunks for him."


Vegeta's son stiffened and stared at the older Saiyan who was


but looked up innocently.


"What did you say?" asked the fair-haired boy, astonished, and tore


eyes wide open.

“Me?” Shrugging, Goku pointed at himself.


"I said> I'll go then, Trunks ... <"


.......




Vegeta stared into nothing ... He sank into the semi-darkness of his


Room as if in pleasant warmth. His right hand was trembling, but he was


didn't feel it ....


Slowly he moved his head, threw it back, and steered


his stare at the ceiling.


Wasn't Trunks right? ...... Empty thoughts invaded with one


painful fullness in his head. He tried to be clear at the same time


to get and to erase everything from his mind .... But ever


the more he tried to bring some brightness into his inner silence


bring the stronger the feeling that everything was making sense


lost ... What was he trying to be happy for?


For the first time since he left Trunks' room, something happened


Movement in his face. He narrowed his eyes bitterly and

bared his teeth as if he were facing an invisible enemy


to sit....


But ... wasn't he his greatest enemy?


How could he emerge from this deep, devouring pain


when he had to put everything on himself, when he had no one


who was to blame ... ??


"I hate you ..." Vegeta croaked, staring at each other's hands.


"I hate you, you stupid cyborg ..... I hate you so much


abysmal .... "


Suddenly he heard a faint noise and his head snapped


Page. Out of the corner of his eye he saw that the door had opened


and the light from outside cast a long shadow into his room


threw ....


"Kakarott !!" The prince jumped up in horror and froze when he saw Gokus


Face looked out of mixed feelings. In the first moment he shot


Thought through Vegeta's mind that the subclass warrior was his words


had heard, but Goku suddenly smiled openly at him.

"Always fighting, right?"


Vegeta wrinkled his nose and shrugged, but his shoulders


Movement didn't seem as unaffected as it should have been. Something


cramped, he released his fighting stance. Goku pulled in surprise


raise an eyebrow.


"Are you tense again, should I ..." Vegeta waved him off and


grinned crookedly.


"I know the trick, idiot."


The younger fighter played disappointment, but a happy one


He couldn't suppress the flash in his eyes. At last


he drew a smile from the prince ...


A gentle smile ...


"Vegeta ..." Goku slowly straightened up and laughed happily.


The smile on Vegeta's face and the usual one died away immediately


hard expression returned to his sharp features.


"What's the laughing about? Huh? You're not laughing at me, are you?"


Goku slapped his knee happily and pointed, still laughing

on the prince.


"You smiled!" he pressed out. The other person did not understand


and gestured discreetly to his forehead to show Goku that he was


was seemingly insane.


"And?" he finally asked. Slowly the strongest fighter calmed down


of the universe again and wiped the tears from his eyes.


"It's really cute when you smile! And then I had to laugh!"


Vegeta hunched his shoulders and growled offended, almost like


an outcast animal. His partner seemed to notice and came


slowly closer.


"Hey. Don't be upset now." Vegeta turned away


and crossed her arms.


"I will not let you anger me, do not have any illusions. I


am not offended! "


Goku was now a few inches from the smaller Saiyan and


nipped his side affectionately. A rude squeak escaped


Vegeta's throat and he turned around with a swing with his arm raised

To meet Goku. But the other dodged the blow and snapped


on Vegeta's arm. Before the prince could really believe what happened to him


happened Goku heaved him over his shoulder.


"What's this? LET ME DOWN IMMEDIATELY !!!" Vegeta screeched and


began to kick like a child. Goku avoided his kicks


and patted his backside.


"Take it easy. I'll eat you now, Prince."


Vegeta stiffened and clutched Goku's back with his fingers.


"With what cheek this guy says that ..." he hissed, more


himself than to Goku.


The younger laughed.


"Admit it, you want it ..."


“No!” Again the prince tried to get Goku's hard grip


wriggle away, but he was not deterred and laid his living


Finally load to bed. So that the grim Saiyan got his chance


To escape, Goku swung his leg over Vegetas

Body and sat on its pelvis. Then he held it to the


Arms tight and finally conquered him. Vegeta stared, panting


at the person opposite and growled softly.


But Goku didn't let his good mood spoil. With a


Gentleness that the prince would never credit the lower class warrior with


he leaned forward and stroked Vegeta's blushing


Cheeks.


As the warm fingers brushed his skin, Vegeta let himself be


falling for the first time in a long time and almost relaxed


completely .... Only a slight nervousness still flickered in his


Heart and suddenly he felt sheer well-being.


His dark thoughts slowly passed ... He felt ...


Lively...


With all pleasure ... that awakened in him ...


With all the nervousness that made him shiver ...


How he was enjoying it ... all of a sudden ..... the warm and living energy


of his partner .... how it flowed into him filled him, him

included ... mixed with his hot breath, himself with his


Soul united ...


"Kakarott ..." he whispered and inhaled the smell of the other deeply


his nose.


"You're light as a feather ..." Goku smirked and his lips


touched