Love?!?




What is love?


Can I love me who was never loved


I don't even know what love is, how am I supposed to love?


I only know hate, have always only hated, everyone!


No, not all ..., not my father, but I never loved him either, just respected him!


And you ... do I hate you?


I don't know, I want to hate her, but I can't!


Shit, why is it so hard for me to hate her when we fight so often!


Am I getting soft


Am I becoming a wimp?


NOEIIINNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!


I don't want, I am strong, I have always been strong and I always will be!


I am strong, but can't strong people love too?


My greatest enemy also loves ....., or is he just pretending to be?


No, he's too stupid for that!


Or is he just smart enough to love?


How do you love


Who can show me


But do I even want someone to show me that that would be help and help is weakness!

I AM NOT WEAK !!!!!!!


Why do I have to be strong?


Why do I have to be proud?


I must be proud and strong, I am the prince of the Saya-jins!


But she is also proud, and still shows feelings!


Why can't I do that?


I can do everything ... but not that!


Do feelings really make you weak?


Kakarott shows feelings, and he's not weak!


Can feelings also make you strong?


But how am I supposed to develop feelings if nobody has any for me ... or do I?


Why is she always looking at me like that?


Not angry, no, is it pity in their eyes?


I don't need pity !!!!!!!!!!


Or maybe ....., am I to be pitied because I cannot love?


Why can everyone love but not me?


Is my heart so dark, so angry?


Or is that feeling in my stomach that I always have when I see her, something like love?


Can I love, do I love her?

And if she does, does she love me?


Can I really feel this feeling?


And if so, will she reply, should I even show it to her?


Can I show it at all, my father said, I can't show anything but hatred, everything else is bad!


Was he right?


Or did he lie to me?


Didn't he know better?


Did he love my mother ... or was she just a means to an end?


Why did she have to die so early?


Would she have liked me?


I WANT TO ANSWER !!!!!!!!!!!


But where from?


Can she answer me, she knows so much, does she know that too?


But does my pride allow me to ask her?


Am I afraid of love?


NO, I'M NEVER AFRAID !!!!!!!!!!!


I will ask you my questions!


And Bulma, I'll tell you that I love you!