So yingyang had the idea my ff about my poem, so I dedicate the first part to tada Yingyang.






War of feelings the ff




First of all, hi, I'm Bulma Brief and, for my friends, pretty self-confident. My best friends think that they know everything about me but they are very wrong. But here is my story:




I lie in my bed and think about * will the others from the new class like me or will I be totally outraged and have no friends *. I can already hear my mom: "Bulma, my darling, sleep well. Tomorrow you have to get up early. Class 5 is not waiting for you and you don't want to be late." I call back annoyed. * Tomorrow I'll see it * that was my last thought afterwards I fell asleep.




The next day and my first day of school at the Western Comprehensive School. I'm really happy to go to a comprehensive school because I didn't want to go to a grammar school.That's why I got extra bad grades in elementary school. I somehow knew that I was better off at a comprehensive school, despite my IQ.


"Bulma darling you have to get up" I hear Mom call out. Annoyed, I turn to the alarm clock and it is already 7.15 am. "Oh crap too late" I exclaim in horror. I quickly put on my things and took the new tonister that was already packed thanks to my mom and ran to the school where I arrived on time. When I went to class I saw that many seats were already occupied, so I sat down in the third row to the right of the desk. I took a seat next to a girl who looked pretty angry. 2 minutes later a pissed-off girl came and sat down next to me * why does everyone look so pissed off? * I thought to myself. After a while (about 1 min.) I spoke to the girl on my right (the girl who came later). "Hi, my name is Bulma and you?" "My name is Kima" came back nerdy, "Shall we become friends" I asked her directly."Of course I would," she answered me. In the course of time I noticed that Kima always looked bad even when she was in a good mood. Kima and I got along very well. She was the shy one and I was the confident one. We both sat behind two boys, one of whom I thought was totally cute. His name was Christofer. Over the course of the weeks, Kima had hooked me up with him on a note. I looked different back then - my hair was dyed red and freckles. Christopfer and I were together for 1 ½ years and I believed I was in heaven (I skip the 1 ½ years because otherwise it would be too boring). Until one day he came to me and said without batting an eyelid that it was over. I feel in a deep hole. Kima had also grieged and saw that I was standing there and did not stir. Because of this she came up to me and put her hand on my shoulder. Christopfer was already gone but I was still staring in the direction in which he had gone. "Bulma, I know what he said, I'm sorry" only now did I notice Kima.I turned to her and just said "I wanted to break up anyway" I smiled at her but deep inside I cried. Luckily school was over and I went home well. When I arrived I went into the tranigs room without saying a word, which is actually not used. Nevertheless, there was no dust to be found because moms employees cleaned there too. But nothing dirty was of little interest to me at the moment. I went purposefully to a special room where you can change the gravity because the punching bag was there. When I arrived I hit the punching bag with all my strength that I still had. The punching bag burst but I didn't notice I fell on my knees and cried. I wept for my great love.


Sequel follows.......