Hey my sweeties !!!!



THANKS!!!! THANKS!!!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING !!!! THANK YOU FOR 8 COMMISSIONS !!!! Well, actually I hadn't even planned to put this part in now, because I actually have NO time at all. So please don't be angry that the reviews are so poor.

For me there is only school at the moment…. and well my friends, but there's no time for more.

School, handball, applications, friends, musicals, leisure jobs, SV, moving house….

Everything else suits me wherever ... I slept a maximum of 15 hours all week ... zzzzz * laugh *

You know, I would like to become a general practitioner later and for that you have to study for a long time ... at least grade point average. 1.1. I don't know if I can do it, so I can't allow myself to make any mistakes…. I want to do this !!!!! And that's why my FF and the RPG have to suffer. I'm sorry, but I have to announce that I can no longer play RPG on Saturdays ... SORRY !!!!

But there were other reasons why this part shouldn't go on today ... I personally like this part very much ... it is very sentimental, melancholy and dark and yet it has something that fascinates me. In this part I was able to express the feelings pretty well ... in my opinion and so I wanted to take the time to read in beta and then prepare for the internet, but you're all so jostled ... then I have to somehow squeeze it in between…. but believe me ... next time there won't be any more !!!! * point warning with the finger * * laugh *

I would also like to apologize that I can't even get to read any Ff any more !!!! But believe me, I will definitely do it again… the only question left is when… .PROMISE !!!

To get back to it shortly before the clerks: This is part 70 !!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I would like to celebrate now, but…. NO TIME !!!!



So quickly the clerks:

@Silverstar: Hey honey !!! Thank you for this very nice picking! I also miss all of my readers, but ... well !!! Whether Kai and Tala get along ... I don't know (actually I already know but ... * g * I'm not saying anything !!!) You have to read on, even if it can still take a while ...

HDL

@Katha: Hey Katha mouse !!! You and your crowd !!! * laugh * Because of you I already put the part on today * hair out * !!! You are really one to me! 3 clerks? You're really cute!!! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! THANKS FOR ALL! MERCI POUR QUELQUAN!

* laughs * I really laughed myself dead about your execution of Rose, Kai and Tala ... * giggle * You are really one to me .... Yes, yes, I know that it is really bad to read how Kai is in a bad mood and that because of Rose and Tala ... But you know, real life is like that too and that's why I write it like that. Nothing seemed like one would like it to be !!!! Believe me, I know what I'm talking about !!!!* sigh *

But to answer a question: YES! Kai really mistrusts Tala that much, but only on this point! Kai would trust Tala with his life, but not Rose! * g *

Where do I do my internship? In the pharmacy! * g *

To the music again: I realized that Nickelback's music is too hard. I'm an exception anyway. All my friends only listen to RNB, SOUL the Hip Hop ...

But the video was really moving ... I cried !!! But I also like the music very much. I love rock music combined with piano !!! * rave * Do you know the new song from Limp Bizkit? Eat you alive? That's beautiful too! Or "Where is the love?" Also a very profound song. * raving * Or ... do you know "Curse"? This is a German rapper. Actually, I'm not into German Hip Hop, but his song "And what's now?" Made me cry. I've heard it 15 times in a row. That was so moving. That was the first rapper to sing about feelings.He sings about his ex-girlfriend. Just recommendable.

To Martin K .: Say what you want! For me the guy is perfect! The song fits his voice and I could hear it continuously and his COOL EYES are NOT faked as soon as you say ... This is all real! * Stick out tongue *

LOVE YOU!!!! KISSES Jenny

@Ferraristi: Hey you two !!! I'm really sorry that I haven't gotten around to writing clerks yet, I have to read the parts myself first ... I'm neither angry nor angry or want to take revenge or something ... * laughs * I love you soooo I wanted to thank you again for your sweet picking !!!! I found that with the male psyche to shoot !!! * laugh *

HEGDL

@Devi: Well mouse! How was the school trip? So, if you found this beast to be brutal, then wait for the next 4 chapters: THEY are brutal and at their best! * laughs * Look a little disturbed ... * g *

Well, I can't help it.That's what Rose Chara is like. She is probably very similar to Kai. He would certainly have acted as she did. As I said. NOTHING happens in life the way you would like it to!

HDGDL

@Nagilima: Hey sweetheart !!! You write too fast! * g * I can't keep up with reading at all. Thanks for this magical picking. It was extremely cute! Thanks!!!! * cuddles * Well, I don't take Kai to apologize, but that will show! But you are correct with Tala's assessment ... I also believe that he would forgive !!!! But time will tell what it will bring!

HDGSMDL Kiss Jenny



So and now:





The forbidden feeling part70



The crystal tears made their way further and further down Rose's cheek, leaving gray shadows on her face and with each further tears the burden that lay on her seemed to become even heavier, until at some point she sank desperately on her knees and fell into hers Buried pain.

Kai was still sitting worn out on the edge of the bed, his hands folded and idly staring at the devastated angel, but contrary to what was to be expected, he did not understand the picture that was presented to him. Too many things had preoccupied him, too much was going on in his head, his nerves were too overloaded, which triggered a huge short circuit in him and so he sat there, misunderstood, and stared at the suffering creature without having a clue why the delicate being here was crying. He hadn’t even heard, let alone understood, the words she had slammed in front of his bib.

All that remained in him was a piece of childlike, incomprehensible innocence, which he had never actually had and yet it was now breaking out in him. When he looked at her like that, it was exactly the same sight a toddler would have when they witnessed a murder - it doesn't understand.

The athlete got up from his sleeping furniture and his way led him into the bathroom, but as he walked by, he took one last look at his little protégé.

But at that moment the black-haired creature felt that everything was different than usual.

Kai went away, but not in the same way as usual, there was no hint of arrogance, that snappy being, that down-looking look at everything that was subject to him. So he shuffled towards the bathroom as if he didn't understand the whole world, clueless, but the emptiness of his gaze suggested that it didn't really matter at all, the value he recognized in things at the time - or not - was now missing.

With the speed of a zombie he dragged himself into the bathroom and slumped against the door as it fell into the lock behind him, exhausted he slid down the wooden plate to the floor where the short-haired heartthrob remained crouched.

He tried hard to remember.

"What happened?" single-mindedly, he tortured himself in search of answers. He could hardly remember what had happened since he had found Tala in bed with Rose, from there the film tore and the thoughts blurred to nothing, only the blood that stuck to his hands and face reminds him of that what must have happened.

And over and over again he asked himself only one thing:

"Why did I fight with Tala?"

The minutes passed without the gray-haired egocentric noticing them and so he had been sitting in front of the door for a good 2 hours when he alternately heard people knocking on the door asking how he was feeling, he couldn't answer. Mostly it was Ray who played the troublemaker, but his noises also fell silent and so Kai got up at some point without any drive or an inventive reason why he should move at all.

Nevertheless, he dragged his body to the sink where he first examined his face in the mirror and realized that he would start to vomit any moment if he had to look at each other a second longer.

He slowly turned on the tap and held his large paws under the cool water, with a little soap he tried to wash the dirt off his hands, which also worked on the surface.But the knuckles of his fingers were more than demolished from slamming and the wounds tore open again when the dirt was washed off.

And at some point when he had started to wash his face, but also tore open these just dried wounds again, the blood dripped down his lips onto his black shirt, he realized that he could wash the dirt off his shirt as often as he could Soul, which he had to look at again and again when he looked in the mirror, he would not get down.

The sweat of the day, the smell of blood, the stench of the wicked mendacity, the shame, the betrayal - it stuck to him, so he wanted to take off his clothes, but when he looked at himself he realized that he should atone. That was Tala's blood that stuck to him, blood was the sign of pain that he had inflicted on him and for that he now had to atone. It was his fault, everything was his fault, and for that he had to bear the consequences.He had distrusted his best friend, no, he still distrusted him - his best friend. He felt like the last comrade pig. He knew exactly how difficult it was for Tala in life, he should have been happy that nothing had happened to him and what is he doing? He hits him in the face with his