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Fanfic: Animus viam monstrat 24
Chapter: Animus viam monstrat 24
Hiiii our cuties !!!
Long, long time ago we can still remember. It's been a long time since we posted a new part. But now it is finally here !!!
* sweat from the forehead * We don't want to talk around the bush for long.
@Nagilima: Hi honey! Yes, the Kai turns off like that, because we want to show how all four change and what kind of psychological pressure this world exerts on them. You are not so wrong with the question mark views, but we are not allowed to reveal anything yet! * cuddles * Katha and Nini
@Silver Star: Hey Melody! In this part you can find out what kind of idea Jenny came up with. But whether your idea was that good is another matter. * hug * Katha and Nini.
@ Kurai9: Hi sweetie! We are happy that Dbz has finally unlocked you. Then hurry up with that! ^^. * cuddles * Katha and Nini
@Veggi: Hey honey! Thank you for the praise. We are pleased that the part is so good that you forget the annoying work!* cuddles * Katha and Nini
@ Devil_SSJPan: Hey little mouse! How did you get the idea that only the dark lights are talking nonsense? Maybe the bright lights do it in a different way and whiteness! * cuddles * Nini and Katha.
@ Benni: Hi honey !!! Yes, we didn't want to explain the weapons exactly yet, but you will learn more about them in the course of the FF !! Good things come to those who wait! * cuddles * Nini and Katha!
(Nini's point of view)
I see my mother! And next to her my little brother! You stand
a few meters away from me and smile at me. I want to run towards her, but
I don't even get an inch. I scream and run, but my
The family is a long way off. I can no longer see my mother. I
begin to cry bitterly. And suddenly a voice penetrates my ear. The
My mother's voice. She always says the same thing. Over and over again that
Poem that she told me when I was little.
"Your children are not your children,
They are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself. You
come through you,
but not from you, and although they are with you, they do not belong to you.
You can give them your love, but not your thoughts because they have their
own thoughts.
You can give her body a home, but not her soul, her soul
live in the house of tomorrow that you cannot visit, not even your
Dream.
You can try to be like them, but don't try to be them
to do the same, because life does not go backwards and does not dwell on
Yesterday.
You are the bow from which your children are sent out as living arrows
be.
Let your arcs give pleasure in the hand of the archer. "
My mother's bright, clear, soft voice booms in my head.And
suddenly I am standing in front of a white marble cross. I read the engraving and
start screaming. There are the names of my mother, my brother, my
Father's and my friends' names. All people mean something to me.
I read through the names with a fit of tears. Kai's name is also included. And
suddenly i fall. Always deeper and deeper.
I wake up bathed in sweat. At first my memory leaves me in
Sting. Where am I? What about my family, my friends?
KAI !!!!! I immediately remember everything. And then my heart stops. My
Body functions fail and panic spreads like a giant shadow over
my heart out. Kai's bed is empty. He is not there! For a few seconds
I just sit there and stare at the empty bed. But then I realize that
Kai is gone. Immediately my head starts to work and I jump off the
Tarantula stung. I open the door and run like
Incarnate people pursued through the corridors. My head is completely empty. Only one thought has
burned in. And this thought is called: KAI.
I have absolutely no idea where Kai is. I don't know about him and
why he disappears in the middle of the night. From my panic and fear
driven I keep running. My body signals to me that it is no longer
can mean that all power reserves have been used up. He is just before that just
collapse together. I feel like I'm slowing down. But I ignore the
Signals from my body and keep pushing me tirelessly. The aisles are empty
and it's dead quiet. Only my breath can be heard. He's way too
fast and rattles. The corridors all look the same to me. One resembles the
other. Finally I have to admit that I have reached my limits
came across. I can not anymore.And finally I stop powerless.
My trembling body gives way and I slide down the wall on top of myself
I can hardly breathe and the great effort made me shiver on the
whole body. I don't know how long I've been wandering around now. It is me too
no matter. But I still haven't found Kai. Tears well up in my
Eyes. I'm about to give up. I can not anymore. But I hate
to be helpless. I hate to do nothing against my situation
can. I bravely wipe the tears from the corner of my eye and lift
my exhausted body in the air. And all of a sudden I am going by a
powered by invisible power. Something shows me the direction. The way to Kai!
I let myself be guided by this force and mobilize one last time
all my strength. And then suddenly I'm faced with a big one,
dark brown, old wooden door.I hear voices from within. Someone is speaking. KAI !!!!!
"KAI !!!!" I open the door and stumble into the room
into it. I want to rush to Kai right away, but suddenly I'm rooted to the spot
stand. Kai has a gun in hand. And that gun is on Michael
directed. I look at Kai and am terribly frightened. Kai's look ... it's so cold.
Even colder than when I first saw him. Much colder.
Our eyes meet and my heart stops again. In Kai's eyes,
I don't recognize anything. Nothing. No feeling, no emotion. Nothing. Just emptiness.
Complete emptiness. And that scares me more than anything else. What's just
happened to him? What happened? I don't know Kai like that! This is not my
Quay. This is not the Kai I know. This is someone else. I'm standing
still in the same place and have fixed my gaze on Kai. I feel
It doesn't matter what happens to Michael and Gabriel at the moment.Now only
counts
Quay. No one else. Suddenly I notice that Kai is no longer so empty
is. How life comes back to his eyes. But that's almost worse
than nothing in his eyes. I recognize pain, anger, and sadness.
"Take me back to my world! I want to get out of here!" Shouts
Quay. His voice sounds panicked. I feel like tears in his red-brown
Kick eyes and thereby darken. Kai lowers the gun. Michael
quickly stumbles away from him and stands by Gabriel. But I'll take that
not really true. I run up to Kai and fall into his arms. He presses
me to itself and clings to me. I tighten my arms around
him. What just happened?
Suddenly I hear someone screaming. Startled, I look around. I
stand in a large hall. It is made of gray stone and is huge. Standing in front of me
about 20 children in rank and file.In front of them is a tall man with
purple hair. He yells at the children, hits them and kicks them. Where am I
here? I turn my head and see Kai next to me. He totally looks
perplexed at the man and the children.
"Where are we?" I ask totally confused and a little scared.
This place scares me. It's so terribly cold here. So strange,
unfriendly and you can literally feel the hatred in the air. This place is
pure horror for me. Suddenly Kai lets go of me and runs on a
Door closed. I stop for a moment to realize what is here
happens. Then I run after Kai and hold his arm.
"What's going on here?" I want to know from Kai. This place does
terrified me. The man's voice booms in my head and brings
almost bursting. This voice. So hateful, so cold, so numb. I
look at Kai and notice that he doesn't really know what's going on here either.
He just stammered "My world." I was offended
to say something back. That can not be true! Is this Kai's home?
Does Kai live here? Does he live here? Here in this place? That can't be true
be. I can just barely see Kai walking through the door. I need some
Moments before I run after him. But since my body is still not
is completely recovered, I tend to stumble after him. I understand all of this
Not. Kai lives here? How did we get here? Why are we here? Why
did Kai want to come back here? I'm way too perplexed to
anything
realize. This place is the most terrible thing I can imagine.
It was much nicer in the other world. What is Kai just
happened? What happened? I remain
deeply moved by the impressions
standing in front of a giant bird. Its plumage looks like fire. Its
Posture is limp, strong and discouraged. He looks sad and bad.
I feel that he is not doing well.
"DRANZER !!!" shouts Kai. His scream is scared, helpless and
nevertheless strong. When I hear the name, I begin to understand. That is
so Dranzer. This is Kai's best friend. Dranzer who helped Kai as
he felt bad, who built it up when he could no longer. Now
I am beginning to understand. The tears run down Kai's cheeks. It breaks
my heart to see him like this.
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