Title: Love`s Divine

Artist: Seal

A / N: seal? Seal? Sealed Seal? But a crawling seal ...? * Who put what in my milk? *

Genre: Songfic, Romance, Drama

Pairing: B / V

Rating: G

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~ Then the rainstorm came, over me ~



It was already thundering and flashing. If the clouds did what they promised, it would soon pour out of buckets.

"What's my name already?", Vegeta thought aloud and walked slowly through the forest, closer and closer to the C.C. "How do I know my name ..."

Should everything be washed away by the thunderstorm. Should all be extinguished, drowned, erased from the earth.

Just the memory that stayed.



~ And I felt my spirit break ~



And the Capsule Corporation. Like a small nutshell, it would survive the deluge. There was hope in it, it had always been that way.



~ I had lost all of my belief, you see

And realized my mistake ~


But did he still need shelter at all? Wouldn't it be easier ...? There was always an easy way, why did Vegeta always take the stony one? To whom did he want to prove something? To whom did the great Saiyan no Ouji have to justify himself?

What was the fault in the system? The solution was so simple.

He was the mistake. How could he change his surroundings if even he couldn't?

I have no one who knows and believes the greatness of my misery ...

They came at night, visited him and tormented him tirelessly. Wasn't it enough already, was it never enough?



~ But time threw a prayer, to me

And all around me, became still ~



Bulma?

Another meaningless name. What was a name anyway?

The answer to all those prayers he never sent to heaven.

Vegeta stopped in the middle of his path and looked at the menacing clouds, from which until recently bright yellow lightning had shot and illuminated the dark night.Why was it suddenly so quiet?

The calm before the storm.

From the knowledge that had slumbered subconsciously within him for so long.

Not the slightest breeze ran through the Saiyajin's hair, no cricket chirped to draw attention to itself, even the clouds seemed to stand still.

And then the first drop of moisture fell on his cheek.



~ I need love, love`s divine

Please forgive me now I see that I`ve been blind

Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name ~



A single crystal clear drop reflected the sparse rays of light in all colors of the rainbow, threw them back diffusely and yet was so much more.

A tear?

Another drop.

No why should he cry? He should laugh.

The drops became more and more, until the rain finally descended richly from heaven to earth, flooded the ground and also soaked Vegeta.


~ Through the rainstorm came sanctuary

And I felt my spirit fly ~



The contours of the igloo-shaped building complex peeled out of the cloudy soup of the steady rain, rose from the horizon and greeted Vegeta with the usual pale yellow color. Happy, but not intense enough to seem intrusive.

Happyandintrusive, on the other hand, one could easily describe Bulma's mother Bunny, but that evening Vegeta did not feel the urge to enter the C.C. via the balcony. the front door sounded good.

Maunz would sneak around his feet, purring - in the few minutes she did not spend on the professor's shoulder - and leave him puzzled as ever.

The professor himself might talk to him about some technical news in the GR, or he might read quietly in the science section of the paper.

And Bulma ...


~ I had found, all of my reality

I realized what it takes ~



She would love him.

In every single facet of the meaning of these words.



~ `Cause I need love, love`s divine

Please forgive me now I see that I`ve been blind

Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name ~



"Vegeta ..."

The words came through the darkness, so softly that they were almost imperceptible to the rain still falling in a steady river, but Vegeta didn't have Saiyan ears for nothing.

"Yes." It was a confirmation, he knew his name, maybe they weren't so meaningless after all.

"Vegeta ..."

Bulma turned on her other side and snuggled closer to her husband.

"You dream of me?"



~ Oh I, don`t bet (don`t bet), don`t pray (don`t pray)

Show me how to live a promise, me you won`t forsake

`Cause love can help me know my name ~


"Easy" and "easy" were adjectives that had never been and never would have been in connection with their relationship.

The feeling of emptiness was easier to bear than the rejection.



~ Well I try to say there`s nothing wrong

But inside I felt that lie all in all

But the message here was plain to see

Believe me: ~



Hard as stone, just unbreakable, and yet she was fragile in his arms.

Vegeta didn't have to be able to see in the dark to keep her smile in front of her eyes.

Bulma ...

Her name alone made him take off his mask of defense.

She held his heart in her dexterous fingers, it was safe there.

Even if she would never know.



~ `Cause I need love, love`s divine

Please forgive me now I see that I`ve been blind

Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name ~

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A / N: "Don't have ..." is from a poem by an anonymous poet.